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[monseousnika]

I love men with Adams apple. I had forgotten about my love for it until I saw Bae Inhyuk.

I also forgot how much I loved Doojoon until I saw Bae InHyuk. They look like brothers, please do a project together 🙏🙏

I think because adams apple make men look masculine in a way. It's hot.

[monseousnika]

Okay, I was waiting for his Blond hair project to arrive and it's here. He looks DIVINE in blond hair.

Also he has tattoos???? Take me lord, I am ready.

[monseousnika]

Genuinely pisses me off how pretty he looks. Especially in that semi ponytail, he looked gorgeous in that hairstyle. Rarely have I seen men pull it off.

[001x456]

people who don't experience hyperfixation don't know what it feels like to hyperfixate so much on something that it becomes not only your subject of obsession but also your source of happiness and literally the main reason why you still keep going; literal source of strength and life.

shoutout to my favorite fictional characters, favorite people, favorite ships, favorite movies, favorite tv shows, fanfics and archive of our own

[monseousnika]

This part of the video is so cute. I love the softness and the little laughs... Thank you emikogorogoro for the eng subs.

[seekers-who-are-lovers]

“Glass Heart” author Mio Wakagi defined the “thing” between Naoki Fujitani and Sho Takaoka as “a relationship that cannot be named.”

I believe that the interpretations created by each recipient are all correct.

As for myself, I think of it as a “relationship that cannot be named” when I write my novels.

She recently published a doujinshi, “Glass Heart Killer Tune,” which features two brand-new stories and one paper reprint from her novels. One can order it from different merchants. It is a story about Naoki and Sho, their happiness and their misfortune.

It's a dimly lit book in Takaoka's first-person perspective.

(Writing a bright story in Takaoka's first-person perspective is difficult)

An excerpt, titled “Interlude” :

I don't like entering your house.

Yet here I am, with a spare key that fits perfectly in my right hand.

It's not like it's my parents' house.

I open the door, walk down the silent hallway, and enter the living room. This is the hardest time to bear.

Because I know how easily humans can die.

There's never a guarantee that you're alive.

A cat meows. A white cat that showed up here before I knew it. I don't know its name due to its secretive owner. Since I don't know, I just call it "Shiro."

"Shiro. Have you eaten?"

The cat responds with a meow. An electric automatic feeder, automatic water dispenser, and fully automatic toilet for the cat have been installed. It was not me who installed them, but the owner's younger brother.

"I gave it food. Canned."

You say from the couch, lying there in loose pajamas. Speaking in a light and cheerful voice.

But not moving. As if you've forgotten how to get up.

Food.

"Did you eat human food?"

"Probably."

"When?"

"Just now."

It's a lie anyway.

"I made a bento for you, so eat it."

"Wait. Did you say you made it?"

"At that level."

"What should I do? I'll eat." You say somewhat seriously.

"Coffee, tea, milk. What's your preference?"

"Café au lait."

"I'll make it."

"You're kind."

"I have ulterior motives."

I confess honestly.

You shift on the sofa, tilt your head, and glance at me.

"Money or something?"

"Are you saying that on purpose?"

"Yeah. I misspoke. I'm sorry."

"I won't forgive you."

"I'm sorry."

"Sugar in your café au lait?"

"Zero, then."

"But it might be something similar."

"Takaoka-kun is a professional musician, so it's not strange to talk about money with me."

"What I want is..."

I hesitated, almost about to say something too direct.

How many people in this world do you think want Naoki Fujitani’s music?

(How is it different from Isagi?)

From the start, there's not much of a difference.

As someone who has been criticized as merely the result of a lucky hit, it's hard to become conceited.

"What you want is TenBlank, right?" you say. "Sorry for causing trouble."

"No matter what happens to you, TenBlank exists."

I answered without lying.

It might not be an outright BL in the sense of the word, but the author doesn’t want to restrict the interpretation.

Like what Takeru Satoh has mentioned in one of his interviews, the characters in the series struggle with their feelings. Is it “romantic or born out of a love for music”?

But even we don't really understand what romantic feelings are. I felt that not understanding something is valid, and that's okay, and it's something everyone can relate to. That's why I think people will be interested in watching those who don't really understand what their "likes" are, and what answers they find.

[monseousnika]

I need to rant about "kimi to sekai ga owaru hi ni"

"Love you as the world ends"

Maybe because this is a hormonal challenged rn or maybe because I binged watched the series or maybe because I have a deadbeat dad but I cannot stop crying.

I sometimes really hate Jdramas because of how realistic they are. I love realistic stories but have some WHIMSY.

SPOILERS

They literally killed most of the main characters and they were all painful. Except maybe kurumi because at times she pissed me off.

There were also no end credits imaginary scene of the three od them WHY. At least I needed to see them happy in my imagination. Why couldn't they do that or show Hibiki and kurumi together. SOMETHING. I dunno it's too sad, I am never going to binge watch jtrauma ever again.

There were so many plot holes and unfinished stories but somehow the show was still watchable and at times enjoyable.

What they did best was they created great characters so even when the storyline is absolute shit you still care because you wanna see what Hibiki, kanae, todoroki and others will do next.

And they brought back Minjun as his twin Yunjun over NOTHING. What was that plotline??

Also wasn't Jian supposed to be a capable researcher? Her story was wrapped up so easily like her character didn't matter at all.

I understand it's realistic not everyone makes it out alive but WTF it's a tv show you don't have to make it that realistic.

And let's talk about Kurumi. The only reason I tolerated her was because of Hibiki. At times she was so stupid and naive but that's her character I guess. Whatever.

I needed ONE happy scene of Hibiki, just one. The whole series was Hibiki suffering over and over again. My man didn't have one happy moment.

My heart hurts. I also shouldn't watch shit like this when I am hormonally challenged. It makes it 10 times harder.

Anyways I need to calm down and stop crying because this is too much.

[monseousnika]

I love his little lost confused CUTE PUPPY Eyes pictures. There are so many as well. CUTE

He still does the poses. ARGHSIDNDJDK

[001x456]

[escapedaudios]

I've never owned an umbrella in my life. I simply get wet. Who even gives a shit. Umbrellas are for cowards.

[monseousnika]

This scene was Flawless. It made me feel so fluffy.

It was exactly how I imagined it while reading the manga. Takeuchi Ryoma completely captured that sense of being wowed. Watching him, I genuinely felt like he was floating, that swoosh feeling. AAAAAAHHHH.

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[stewdoesthings]

Fanfiction exists for TWO reasons:

Dealing with complex thoughts and emotions I can't work through in therapy, like grief, despair, a complicated relationship with pain and addiction

Seeing the same characters fuck over amd over again

[monseousnika]

I don't know if the necklace was intentional or not but I am glad it's there.

It makes the scene and Suzuki's desperation look more intense.

Also aesthetically pleasing, I don't know why????

[brownsugarbubblemilktea]

The thing with 10Dance is that, behind all the story, great acting from both main actors (especially Sugiki's, my gosh that micro expressions...), the esthetic, the musics, etc...

It gave me the need to dance. The urge. The want.

And that's amazing.

[mayanangel]

the holy trinity of "keita machida falling in love with his kamen riders co-stars" moments

[benchofindigo]

For me the lack of Japanese in 10 Dance felt very deliberate. I've seen a couple of posts complaining about it, but in my eyes it's a direct representation of how the two characters were raised and are currently living.

Sugiki was raised in England. Suzuki was raised in Cuba. Both are still primarily living within those cultures even if they now live in Japan. They've assimilated to those cultures, that's what they know and are comfortable with. The only area where that doesn't work however is their appearance.

They cannot win the championships because they are visibly Asian. Neither of the dances they are partaking in are Asian so the dance community is racially prejudiced against them. Even they buy into that a bit as seen by how neither Sugiki and Suzuki have Japanese people in their makeup/hair stylist team. That's a concious or unconcious choice on their part layered with the belief that the best artists for the dance forms cannot be Japanese.

It is a clear representation of Asian diaspora trying to assimilate to the culture they have immigrated to, but unable to runaway from the fact that despite everything they do they can't escape their appearance which visibly marks them as the Other.

The lack of Japanese culture, Japanese people aside from the central characters, and settings in Japan that feel like it could have been shot anywhere really hit that sentiment home for me.

[hanaeml]

me, liking every single post in the 10dance tag: