this is gospel for the fallen ones locked away

there's a --- monster and he's staring right at me but i am looking in the mirror *** isaac lahey -- seventeen -- i am trying i think i might be falling [[tracking monstrainstinctu]]

[monstra-instinctu]

{ HIATUS ANNOUNCEMENT }

Hi, guys. At the moment, I can't play Isaac any more. I won't go into detail, but basically he's too much for me to handle as a character and it's dangerous for me to play him in my current frame of mind. I don't know if or when I'll come back to this blog, but in the meantime, you can find me at Kira or soon on Bailey, who'll be linked on Kira's blog. Apologies, but I can't do it any more.

[monstra-instinctu]

//outoflahey: I know I haven't been here in a while but Kira is fun ok. Kik me or Kira at "monstrainstinctu" okay?! Just kik me your URL and who you wanna text/thread with xxx

[monstra-instinctu]

born into fire

*** { kira yukimura, 17. } beacon hills' new mystery. "i can set myself on fire and be noticed." [...

my kira bbs xxx instant follow back and love from moi.

[fallenprotector-deactivated2014]

psa;;

so, i accidentally deleted my account, because i’m an idiot. time to re-follow everyone! if everyone could please reblog this so that word gets around, that would be amazing and much appreciated. time to go drown myself in a pool of my own tears…

[monstra-instinctu]

//outoflahey; heading off of this account to do kira's account, she won the poll ~ there are eight drafts in my folder, three of which are paras with mccallofxduty and boundbylunalight. the rest are just simple chats or text messages and such and will probably be dealt with soon.

[fracturam]

                “You can spit them out! I can see that they’re not good.”

         { She could have sworn that she followed the recipe perfectly! Maybe the oven had just gotten too hot and the time got away from her. Either way that will just be another thing that gets tossed into the trash. It’s safe to say Leah is a horrible cook. }

                             ”Darn it!”

[monstra-instinctu]

   "They're not that bad!"

           [ he says it because now, he feels guilty and is trying to ease her disappointment with herself. really--they weren't terrible, once you got past the cracked outside. oddly enough, the inside was still kind of gooey and uncooked. how did one manage that? ]

                    "Really --- they're fine, Le."

[fracturam]

            “I’d like to see you try. You’d burn the place down; I bet they taste just fine. Try one, please?”

[monstra-instinctu]

     "Fine. But only because I'm a good guy."

 [ he acts like he isn't terrified as he picks up one of the brownies,        shoving half into his mouth and ignoring the burnt taste. ]

                       "They're fine."

[monstra-instinctu]

immxne replied to your post:casually drops all the symbols hi

CAN WE NOT THX ALL THE LYSAAC

but seriously my aching chest 

[monstra-instinctu]

✺✆♠

Send ✆ for a morning text       [ text ] : so i know you're not a morning person, effy       [ text ] : but i made you breakfast and planned a surprise <3

Send ♠ for a drunk text       [ text ] : effy       [ text ] : ur so old       [ text ] : how??????       [ text ] : im so not old       [ text ] : wow

Send ✺for a saucy text       [ text ] : you know, we could always just ditch class today and have some fun of our own.

[fracturam]

          “Hey, at least I tried, I bet you can’t make anything!”

[monstra-instinctu]

        "I may not be Gordon Ramsay, but I can cook better than that.               Put you're right -- props for trying, Leah."

[monstra-instinctu]

♠ ♣ ✘ ☠

Send ♠ for a drunk text       [ text ] : cora       [ text ] : coraaaaaaa       [ text ] : ur beautiful       [ text ] : my beauty to my beast cora

Send ♣ for a text not meant for you       [ text ] : stiles, did cora get prettier over last night? or is it me?       [ text ] : she got prettier. she's looking at me.       [ text ] : ...       [ text ] : hi, cora.

Send ✘ for a text that should never have been sent       [ text ] : i think your problem is that your afraid people are going to leave                    like your brothers did. what happened to you in those six years                    you were alone? i'm not gonna leave you, cora.

Send ☠ for misguided advice       [ text ] : your uncle is a psychopath cora can you tell him to can it please       [ text ] : he's ruining our lives cora.       [ text ] : how do you stand him really

[fracturam]

          “They aren’t that bad..—are they?”

[monstra-instinctu]

      "I guess some people like their brownies charred.              Are you one of them?"

[fracturam]

      “I burnt my hands on these stupid brownies.”

[monstra-instinctu]

       "Looks like you butchered the brownies, too."

[monstra-instinctu]

⁇✆♠

Send ✆ for a morning text        [ text ] : morning, tala!        [ text ] : i made you breakfast!        [ text ] : please dont kill me for smashing your car's window.

Send ♠ for a drunk text        [ text ] : i'm glad u come bck        [ text ] : if u leave agian i might die

Send ⁇ for a worried text        [ text ] : tala please stop ignoring my calls        [ text ] : tell me what's going on????        [ text ] : tala this isn't funny anymore.        [ text ] : tala??????

[monstra-instinctu]

casually drops all the symbols hi

ilusm bb ok

Send ✆ for a morning text             [ text ] : lyds? i know you're mad at me but ---                          i'm sorry and i'm tired because i didn't sleep                          so just forgive me already, yeah?

Send ♔ for an angry text             [ text ] : you're infuriating. are you seriously ignoring me because                          i said aiden smelt like a cat? he does!!

Send ♠ for a drunk text            [ text ] : lyds, i miss you.            [ text ] : why aiden?            [ text ] : you should have chosen someone who actually cares.

Send ☏ for a vague text            [ text ] : i think he might be dead.

Send ⁇ for a worried text            [ text ] : are you alright? you're not answering my messages            [ text ] : allison hasn't seen you since yesterday            [ text ] : lydia??????

Send ♣ for a text not meant for you            [ text ] : i still think she's the most perfect thing on the planet, stiles.

Send ✘ for a text that should never have been sent            [ text ] : you know even when i was murdering you i always thought                          that maybe there was hope for us, you know? but i was wrong                         and you'd rather someone that murdered our friend. yeah, i                          know about your saucy coaches office rendezvous. 

Send ✺for a saucy text            [ text ] : tonight, you won't need a dead body to scream.

Send √ for a long winded confessing text             [ text ] : i knew that we'd never have a chance you know, because you                         always liked those guys that had expensive houses and wore                         expensive clothes instead of bruises, but i never thought                         you'd still be like this today, because you're not afraid to show                         your smarts any more but you're still so afraid to find someone                          who might actually care about you. aiden doesn't care.

Send ☠ for misguided advice            [ text ] : i still think you should probably not wear those shoe with that                         dress because they really hurt my eyes, those hues together                         really don't work ok but i guess the wolves are the only ones                         to notice. so don't worry.

Send ☢ for a desperate text            [ text ] : lydia, please -- don't ignore me. i'll bake for you.            [ text ] : i'll bake for your dog, too.

Send ☼ for a congratulatory text            [ text ] : so you got into that far-away college, huh?            [ text ] : i'm proud of you, lyds. always.            [ text ] : gonna miss you though.

[theirprotector]

                    “Do you know where the library is?”

[monstra-instinctu]

             [ he doesn't answer straight away,              instead takes time to glance at the              stranger, observing him slightly. ]

   "Yeah --- are you new?"

            [ obviously. ]

[solavenandi]

             you { fought } my flaws, my teeth, my claws,                       with ℓove,

                     when i’m ready to f a l l ,                         you’re the one always holding me up,

               but still you smile despite the lines                         i drew for you;