moon's station

they/them • college student • tag me iyw

[moon--shroom]

quick doodle of Lanessa from “We Love Poetry” i did last night on Magma

[damaskull]

maybe i'm only mediocre at all the things i love to do and i was never really good at anything and my life doesn't actually have any inherent value so i'm just using up resources by being alive and doing nothing else for the people around me

[moon--shroom]

so maybe you’re mediocre at all the things you love to do and you were never really good at anything and you use resources and you need help and you feel selfish and like there is nothing you could ever offer that the world would want

and maybe i value you, anyway

because i know you value me

[moon--shroom]

i fear a mental breakdown is imminent

[chateauofmymind]

best kinds of characters either:

is/has been an active suicide risk

doesn’t or cannot consider suicide a real option and so is left with an inarticulable feeling of circling the drain

[moon--shroom]

thank you anxiety i was worried that my paper would come alive and attack me

thank goodness you were there to make me freeze and hyperventilate for a couple minutes

[moon--shroom]

in case anyone was wondering, writing an essay on California’s Election Rigging Response Act (due in 6 hours) does require reading the Genius annotations to Falsetto’s “The Baseball Game”, thanks for asking

it also definitely requires posting on Tumblr, too

[moon--shroom]

i love having a friend who’s sense of humor requires google to decipher

[moon--shroom]

watching my mom go through her first fandom obsession in her adult life is so joyous

like- she’s set her ringtone to a song from the series and is interacting with people about it on facebook and is sending memes in our family group chat

i think shes bought merch

its wonderful

makes me wonder where i got it

(its the book series Dungeon Crawler Carl by Matt Dinniman, if you were wondering)

[moon--shroom]

just had to explain how to use ao3 to my parents for dungeon crawler carl purposes if you guys wanted an update

[moon--shroom]

shout out to my poli sci class that is assigning recorded lectures from nearly a decade ago

[moon--shroom]

i can’t wait for the upcoming 2020 elections and to hear about Theresa May, the current prime minister of the UK

[moon--shroom]

shout out to my poli sci class that is assigning recorded lectures from nearly a decade ago

[moon--shroom]

currently making a (bobble stitch) tapestry crochet for my mom with the quote “MONGO IS APPALLED!” and because of how I’ve done it I currently just have a piece that says “APPALLED!” in all caps

it tickles me

[moon--shroom]

having silent panic attacks and the fawn fear response in tandem is crazy cause after i get yelled at my heart will be beating so fast im getting exercise minutes but if I dont apologize for whatever they yelled at me for Right Now something Bad will happen

[damaskull]

actually i think identities should be at least mildly confusing and difficult to understand, rather than being easily digestible and boiled down into stereotypes and neat boxes. we contain multitudes

[moon--shroom]

quotes from the system AI but it’s actually just stuff our high school valedictorian said while we were making a presentation on One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest

- "I can triangle too!"

- "I can make anything a sex joke. Don't underestimate my power"

- "Make this fat and wide, like Putin"

- "Are you a real Russian?"

- "He looks like he's done ALL the drugs"

- "I'm like a pineapple. I wouldn't be an apple, my core isn't poisonous"

- "It has to do with the neutral special being gun."

- "You are now one of the homies." (to me, in honor of me being trans)

- "Why can't we call them [people from Oregon] Kiwis?!"

- "I could think of reasons to bang ham"

- "Make this like a KKK meeting!"

[moon--shroom]

whatever burger

[moon--shroom]

gotta a love a guy whose plans are famously 50% successful 80% of the time

[moon--shroom]

(nobody has any better ideas)

[moon--shroom]

an ominous anonymous anemone’s my enemy