Nerevar, Moon-and-Star

☪Aysiz, Nerevarine. 234 year old female Bosmer. Ex-member of the defunct Morag Tong. Occasionally travels with a large Flame Atronach named Paz. Speaks Tamriellic and fluent Daedric. Werelion.Call me Aces. (Ask/RP blog set in Skyrim, beware that most of my knowledge is MW/OB based. Tracking the tags #moonandstar and #aysiz.)

[thehya-deactivated20140610]

Hey, here’s a word of advice for all you shipyard peeps.

You don’t like how someone’s playing a character? 

Don’t interact with them

Don’t follow their blog

Don’t read their RP posts

Go along your merry way

In the case of a canon character, play that character yourself.

For people who get the hate?

Statcounter.com

Know Anon

That way you can:

Stand up for yourself by identifying repeat offenders and, if necessary, revealing their identity.

Keep enjoying what you enjoy doing.

I believe it is imperative to stand up for yourself against people being complete and total morons, especially when abusing the anon button we like to use to instigate fun, in-character drama.

Regardless of those personal tools, I hope you know that you’ve got support.

[moon-and-star]

((I HAVE THE FUCKING MAGIC TOUCH. IT HAS BEEN MORE THAN A DECADE SINCE IT WAS BROKEN, BUT NOW I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY DISASSEMBLED, REPAIRED, AND REASSEMBLED MY OLD-AS-DIRT TUBULAR LATCH DOORKNOB ON MY BEDROOM DOOR IN ABOUT AN HOUR.

YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND

I HAVE NOT HAD PRIVACY IN MY ONLY SAFE HAVEN FOR MORE THAN HALF MY LIFE THIS IS HUGE 

ALL I HAVE TO DO IS REPAIR THE DOORJAM AND I CAN LIVE ONCE MORE IN BLESSED PRIVACY OH GOD IT'S SO CLOSE I CAN TASTE IT

ONE HOUR OF WORK TO REGAIN MORE THAN TEN YEARS WORTH OF SANCTITY I'M GOING TO CRY))

[moon-and-star]

(Aysiz, What really moves you, or touches you to the soul? What softens you so much that you forget the harshness of the world? Why?)

I wish there really was a way to forget, but no matter what soothes me it's only temporary. Then the memories come rushing back and the relief was no relief at all.

[moon-and-star]

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[swings-many-swords]

Sleeping Amongst the Flowers [Aysiz/Swings]

[moon-and-star]

She simply flashed him a toothy grin, her Bosmeri canines (a little sharper seeming, perhaps) glinting in the mellow sunlight. “You realize sleeping in isolated wild fields is hardly safe, even in such a wonderful place as this, yes? I was simply making sure you weren’t eviscerated by a hungry bear or a patrolling wildcat, sera. That’s all."

[swings-many-swords]

He felt a little ashamed, now that she pointed it out, and nodded. “I suppose you’re right…well, thank you for looking after me, Ma’am. I trust you have a name?"

[moon-and-star]

"Only if you do." She chuckled. "And it's no problem, personally I say you're lucky I happened to be out here. Who knows what potentially could have happened. Why did you decide to nap here, by the way?" She cocks her head. "You aren't lost, are you?"

[moon-and-star]

What is your favorite food?

Is alcohol a food? No? Then Dibella’s cookies.

[moon-and-star]

(◕‿◕✿) : What is your morning ritual?

((MY ENTIRE LIFE CAN BE SUMMED UP AS THIS: WAKE UP IN THE MID/LATE AFTERNOON OR EVENING. ROLL IN BED FOR 40 MINUTES CURSING THE BODY'S NEED TO BE AWAKE AT ALL LET ALONE DURING DAYLIGHT HOURS AND BEING EXHAUSTED. FINALLY GET UP. ACQUIRE COFFEE. IF THERE IS NO COFFEE, START COFFEE. BATHROOM. IF COFFEE IS BREWED BY THEN, ACQUIRE COFFEE. SIT ON COMPUTER FOR THE NEXT HOWEVER MANY HOURS. EAT A PEANUT BUTTER SANDWICH OR TWO AT 3-4AM WHILE STILL ON THE COMPUTER. REMAIN ON THE COMPUTER. GO TO BED BETWEEN 8AM AND 11AM OR WHENEVER DIZZYING EXHAUSTION KICKS BACK IN. RINSE AND REPEAT. OCCASIONALLY GO OUT ON FRIDAYS AND SATURDAYS WITH ALLY.))

[moon-and-star]

٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶ (~￣▽￣)~ (⊙_◎)

((Do you like sugar/sweet things?: YES, but not things that are like… saccharine, yknow? or fake sweet shit or sickeningly rich or just generally overly sugary overdone shit, like most candy bars or canned icings or premade snack cakes. i like naturally sweet stuff, like milk flavored sweets ie those ferrero raffaello truffles (my homemade sweet cream ice cream is THE BOMB) or natural fruit, like fruit pastries (tarts, crepes, etc). i’m also really fond of japanese sweets for the same reason, they’re not generally sickeningly sweet. i LOVE my green tea sugar cookies, for instance. and give me anything with red bean paste in it and you’re in my good book. :v i’m also a fan of just about any kind of sweet involving coffee. i can blast through a pint of coffee ice cream in no time.

Last person you hugged?: my irl friend ally who rps PUNCHCAT. i had to blackmail it out of her, lol.

Biggest pet peeve?: ignorance. god damn i cannot physically stand to be around ignorant motherfuckers. also, ill-behaved children who act like they’ve never been disciplined in their lives and apparently have made it their mission to irritate as many strangers in the general vicinity as possible. especially the ones who think property damage and theft is hilarious.))

[moon-and-star]

What was your family like?

... Very, very kind.

[moon-and-star]

Did/so you have siblings? If so, what's the worst thing one of your siblings ever did to you? What's the worst thing you've done to one of your siblings? If not, do you wish you had siblings?

I did not, and... I'm not sure. On one hand, it would be nice to have someone I could feel a familial bond with. On the other, they would not be of my blood, which could strain any potential relationship, and having another exist would mean one more person to have dealt with most of the horrors I have. To wish for another only to have that inflicted upon them would be selfish, I dare not let one more soul experience it.

[moon-and-star]

Who was your best friend when you were growing up?

I don’t care to recall names, if only because I’m sure all of them are dead now. But there were two twin boys, Dunmer with hair like fire, and their baby sister with a mass of gentle black waves that was as soft as silk. She never did speak, just sucked her thumb and stared, but she liked me I think. They moved to Suran just before father’s last caravan, and I never saw them again.

[moon-and-star]

How old were you when you went on your first date? When you first had sex?

I've never been on a date.

... 15 or 16. The years were a blur.

[moon-and-star]

Do you have a job? What is it? Do you like it? If no job, where does your money come from?

I don't, though I would like one I suppose, if only to pass the time. I happen to be very good at budgeting with the rather ample funds I still have, and whenever I feel I've dipped too low I can always find somewhere to sell off one of my... antiques.

[moon-and-star]

What hobbies do you have?

Drinking. Wandering the roads and surrounding wilderness between Whiterun and Riften. Reading. Teaching myself some extracurricular cooking, less basic things.

Pressing flowers, and smelling the ones I'd saved from long ago.

[moon-and-star]

Who is your closest friend? Describe them and how you relate to them. Who is your worst enemy? Describe them and why you don't get along.

... I have neither anymore. At least, to my knowledge I have no enemies. The other isn't in question.

[moon-and-star]

What's the most beautiful thing you've ever seen?

... The sunset hovering over a low-lying, incoming blizzard. It was like iridescent fire floating over a sea of icy mist.

[moon-and-star]

When it comes to politics, do you care? If so, which way do you lean? If not, why don't you care?

Politics mean nothing to me here, those involving Skyrim itself are none of my business. I am tied to no country and no political party anymore, why should I bother to wedge myself back in to those of a foreign court?