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Self check in

I read back to the posts I wrote in the beginning of the year and jesus christ sis, stand the fuck up. I was waaaay too patient and understanding to someone who called me a bitch, stupid multiple time, fucking cunt, idiot, putrid liar, gaslight me, told me to shut the fuck up, manipulated me, ignored me, blamed me for his anger, yelled at me, told me I was the spitting image of his abuser, repeatedly denied and rejected my love, told me to go suck my ex’s dick, accused me of playing games, threated me TWICE, insinuates I don’t have important things going on in my life, called me a groupie/fangirl, assumes things CONSTANTLY, PROJECTS LIKE CRAZY, can’t give me the time of day, criticizes how I carry myself/interact with others, did not give me space when I wanted it, and told me he hopes my friends get aids, miscarry, and die.

Yet, when I bring up any of this *I’m* the one villainizing him? I’m just stating facts. This is literally what I went through.

what the actual fuck.

I need to cut this parasite out of my life.

The abuser gotta go permanently. Meet me again in the next life when you’re healed.

#texts #me

I want to disappear again

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Hyakkimaru / 百鬼丸

“The demon flames Hyakkimaru has had since he was a baby. You could say they’re the embers left from when they took his body. You better hope the beast that comes out of the cave isn’t a monster.”

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Mike Barr

Heartache hits different when it was for someone you’d sacrifice the world for…..

#can this pain just go away please

Not to be THAT girl but WHY DO ALL MY MALE FRIENDS WANT TO DATE ME LIKE CMON

I don’t want someone to date me

I want someone to LOVE me

And I know y’all not capable of doing that healthily 💀

This year imma be dodging mf like

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Yosuke Onishi

You live in the same house as me and haven’t spoken to me in two years but will drink the alcohol my friends gifted me without my permission? AFTER you rudely ignored them?

Literally fuck off you asshole.