dream diary

[moonbud]

29/10/25

dads on a ten minuite flight like kylie jenner doing this L shaped route in the sky he cant drive it cus the area is too mountainous and dense forest and masha has to explain this to me twice and one more time after the plane goes missing and i ask again why he had to take that flight. dad isnt picking up his phone and im thinking oh man he let it die maybe he cant get to his portable if its in his checked in. i start pranging about having to call in to work like my dads flight is missing im not coming in im going to go find it and i start packing my tartan bag with my torch, portable, extra socks, layers and earphones

[moonbud]

28/10/25

in lesnes abbey and theres this huge tall maze im making my way out having fun and its sunrise ive taken myself there. coming out and walking down the grass slopes and ahead is zeyaad and this shorter petite old but able man with long silver white hair and the coolest lil heel shoes on red and brown colours. hes taking us back to his small house in the park where he keeps the stuff they were foraging for while zeyaad explains theyre here on business until they go back to australia

[moonbud]

dreamt i had this new job working at a bank with a boss bare people b yasgpt from love island n i had to go withdraw 140000 from the safe n had a back n forth w yas abt it even tho i love her n shes my fav i tore her up lol. n i went home to erith house for lunchtime n came back to work in my socks taking townley bus route n mummy was there !!!! she had work done tho like n looked really young and was was wearinga. red satiny blouse n dressed like when i was young too bless her she looked so cute and i told her too :) we were walking around the building i was showing her the figurines on my work desk n she was like no stop im gna cry n walked away turning her back to compose herself n i was like noo come back ur good 💝💝💝 n she did and we took each others faces in looking at one another

[moonbud]

first night at a friends after leaving home and i woke up from dreaming that i was out with people and was tryna stay tipsy but not get drunk but released i was drunkie in the venue bathroom.which was all dark red and dim but my reflection was glowing.and on the way back into the room i went past t's old housemate gaming on a pc n somebody holding my keys up in the air that they just found but they were like i'm keeping this keychain off them like wtf lol bitch no ur not and they pushed me n ppl walked over me and past me :(( then i was back at s's house and there were little moth larvae everywhere but i didn't want be rude like wtf u got going on here so i was just picking them up throwing them away

[rozieramati]

[moonbud]

was snowboarding down a mountain for sooo long i miraculously landed a jump over a ramp hehahaha then just had the best time going down this steep mountain and the sky was light pink. n then i decided i wanted this to last longer so i kept running it back further back up the mountain face and made it above the cloud bank then let myself go and went down through the clouds to the bottom smiling :)

[moonbud]

was on holiday in a beautiful but overcast city with masha and we were waiting on our airbnb host to check us in so we rang the bell and her and a load of people came rushing like nooo dont ring the bell and with all the people rushing i lost masha and this man wearing an england rugby t shirt w roses on it lifted me up on his shoulder and took me inside to masha lol and we found her in the back garden. then i spoke to people and we took pictures of this really weird bluey grey bird with short feathers, long matchstick thin legs and huge greeny blue eyes. took a nap n woke up the next day around 2pm without masha there cus she had gone to hang out w tom. so i got ready n left n locked the door locking myself out so i rang the doorbell again oh noo and the airbnb host came again from next door and was like yr gna have to firm a fee cus of that. she showed me how to get in without using a key by going into the neighbours front garden n pouring water from a watering can into this castle like structure and we watched the water run from that to another mechanism to another until we heard the hobbit ass door creak open behind us

[moonbud]

and another i woke up from really upset lol was in a classroom kinda place with other families and my own we were all in a bake off situation making a scene out of cake and icing , dad was being too rough with the little structures on ours and they would keep tipping over and i got so frustrated at it

[moonbud]

woke up almost upset other morning from one that was my scalp divided into six pieces and each piece was coming off through my hair in thick black shiny fragile pieces and i looked up the meaning when i woke and it could mean <p> a) lack of progress in some endeavor ((real)) removing some negativity in yr life and overcoming major obstacles. unfocused energy. finding self and gaining a sense of who u are <p>b) losing a friendship and loyalty of somebody important ((ow)) <p>c) getting to the core of a situation

[moonbud]

i wish i could remember what was making me laugh in my sleep ..i opened my eyes n masha was already looking at me n said are u giggling?? n i nodded n went back 2 sleep !!!!!!

[faengelia]

[moonbud]

so weird i was at claryns for a dinner or birthday party n she was cutting pieces of this rly pretty white fluffy icing cake to pass round to everybody on cute dainty plates. n she sorta yelled or said loudly for me to pass my plate to her so she could give me a slice but i didnt want any cus im a bit scared of how much butter they have in them n i said no thanku but she was rly persistent n it got a lot of attention. n i was saying noo im ok thanku im just scared of the btter n started getting rly flustered n embarrassed but it passed n the subject was something else soon. i slid out n called masha n was increadingly getting more worked up n explained what happened n she said to chill but i realised then it was so bad n how rude it was esp saying it was the butter and that it was so silly to be scared and upset over actual cake and masha was thenlike why dont u just go back and fix it. n i thot she meant turn back timw like oh yea course so i went back inside n claryns asking to pass my plate again lol so i say yea can i cut the slice myself ! n cut a small one and turn to the person next to me and share it with thwm :) whew

[moonbud]

was at a concert with smriti n eki n the coolest bands played til morning, was mostly in the crowd neat the front w my arm around eki. other times by the side of the stage n i’d skip abt dancing. one point one of smriti’s friends is like is mari high? no she just likes the music. the music was soooo good tho the last band that played was this four piece band that were really old like the volturi in twilight and were wearing these long floor sweeping mcr military jackets in red. they were on when most of the crowd had gone n i listened to them play from the balcony n they jus sounded so good idk how to describe it !!!! like afi but darker. i took a shirt that was stapled to the wall n stuck it to my chest cus i had gotten so sweaty my top had melted off. then the band finished playing n i ran down to tell them how much i liked them n the lead n singer were like ohh we really liked ur band too (i didn’t play but let them think so) i asked their bands name n he rolled his eyes a lil cus i didnt know already n said ‘ramblas’? ‘rambo’? but i just put that into spotify n they don’t exist :(((

[xoxomyah]

[moonbud]

this morning on 12th august i really needed to see this i was skipping school or avoiding somehing and got caught on it and had somebody come say my mum was really worried about me and was coming to look for me . like when i wass skipping double period art on monday mornings she was coming to school to look for me. i had bags with me and left the place i was and was on the street when mama drove up and i saw her through the windsheild and her eyes were full of tears she looked so worried. i went into the car and said hi and hugged her for a split moment i thought she would be angry but she really wasnt we were hugging hard for a really long time and she was smiling and was relieved i was ok, it was really reassuring and i am so happy i dreamt it and saw her i miss her so much and im not sure how im feeling about her not being angry or upset with me cus i know i deserve it

[moonbud]

was in a ballet studio n we had to get dressed real fast to go upstairs to party n i couldnt find any clothes in the jumble on the floor i liked so told everybody to go up wo me n id meet them there n my instructor was visibly annoyed at me but whatever. i took ages but figured id still have fun n make new friends n bumped into jules 😭😭she helped me tie the back of my top up and we climbed the stairs which were so crowded n she held my hand n we were dancing to bank account by 21 ???!!? hahahha

[moonbud]

dreamt mama had a charity shop n i went in after a long time n there were so many cool clothes that were all hers, i found princess ai volume 3 there that was mine n she was selling i was like nooo that mine not for sale !! a really cool jacket was there too i wore that