Tristan Ramirez

Moonlit Anarchy || 26 || EMT || Musician 

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Fake It to Make It || TrisAnna

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The praise gave her a bit more confidence as she moved along. While she may not have the best self-image, she couldn’t deny that praise had always done her good. And at least that was something that Tristan hadn’t forgotten. She stepped forward three times and then moved to the left a little bit, doing her best to lean away. She winced at the knowledge that there was a hot bar anywhere near her that she couldn’t see. She just hoped that she was leaning far enough away and that she wouldn’t tip over from trying to balance herself without being able to see at all. “Miss? Is this good? Do I need to move anywhere now? What do I do?” Anna questioned, unsure of how far she was supposed to shuffle left, and not wanting to go too far or not far enough.

Tris wasn’t sure if it was wishful thinking or not, but she was almost positive that Anna seemed to perk up at the praise. And while it could have been for any reason, she liked to think it was because the praise came from her. And while that might not be quite accurate, the notion gave her a burst of confidence, her own spine straightening in response. “You’re doing amazing, A. You’re in the perfect spot. Move forward, but make sure you don’t change your position. I know it’s hard, and scary, but you’ve got this.” She encouraged from her spot further away than she might have liked. While she didn’t doubt Anna, she still didn’t like the idea of her being hurt- at least, not like this.

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A Moment in Time || Trisanna

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Annabeth furrowed her eyebrows slightly at the sour tone that Tristan had spoken with, making a note to try and avoid anything that may give her that sort of frustration in the future. And then she was completely overwhelmed by the most beautiful smile that she had ever seen before, and everything brightened. It was cheesy, but it was so true. Tristan was gorgeous and Annabeth was so excited at the prospect of getting to spend more time with the other girl.

When she saw the text message on her phone, she felt her heart race in her chest as she tried to figure out what to reply. ‘If this is Tristan, yes.’ She began, a smile forming on her lips. ‘For anyone else, sorry. I’m waiting for a message from this hockey player and I can’t come out and play.’ She sent the messages and then rolled off of the bed, moving to get changed into something more touristy and not so ‘Olympian’. She really loved the idea of getting to know the townspeople and such, but she was much more focused on finally getting some time alone with Tristan. After all, she’d wanted a chance to get to know her for years without anything coming from it.

‘Well then color me lucky, to have the honor of escorting the most beautiful, most talented figure skater out for dinner.’ Tris didn't care how stupid she might look with a goofy grin on her face, though she couldn't help a bit of teasing as she read through Anna’s texts. ‘Exactly how many suitors are you entertaining? I mean, I'm not surprised you'd be fighting off admirers, but I need to know exactly who my competition is. Make sure I have the competitive edge, ya know ;)’

Her roommate couldn't help a few teasing quips, but Tris took them in stride. “Girls like it when you try and impress them, right? And me fighting off all her suitors is impressive!” Her sexuality was no secret, and she knew Andrea was just having a bit of fun. It was one of the reasons they decided to room together. “Hey, just because you're in a committed relationship of three years and the ~romance~ with Luke has died, that doesn't mean you can shade me for trying to be romantic. She took a pillow to the face for that comment, but it was worth it as she stared at her phone, waiting for Anna to reply.

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A Whole New World || Trisanna

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She let out a deep breath as the door closed behind Sutton. It was definitely the end of a long relationship. Of course they would still be friends, but it would be different, and it was something that they both would need to get used to. She couldn’t regret the end of that part of her life though, because she finally had Tristan. Tristan was finally hers and she wouldn’t give that up for anything. She swallowed harshly and rolled her shoulders as she looked at the door for a few more moments before turning away. She knew, in that moment, that it could be the end to her ever domming anyone if Tristan wasn’t into it. And that was okay.

She moved to take a seat next to her girlfriend, glancing over as she began to speak. However, when she fumbled a bit with her words, she reached out with one of her hands to grasp Tristan’s, linking their fingers together. “Take your time. You don’t have to rush through what you thought about it.” Anna said, squeezing her hand and letting her thumb brush over her skin. “I want you to be honest with me about it. No matter what you thought, okay?” Anna spoke softly, still feeling a bit like a Domme in an aftercare position as she spoke with Tristan.

Though Tris harbored no ill will towards the other girl, she was incredibly thankful when she was finally escorted away, leaving just her and Anna. She was still processing, but she couldn't help but feel reassured as the cushion of the couch dipped ever so slightly, smiling as their fingers tangled together loosely. But for as silly as it might have been, Tristan couldn't help but feel a flair of jealousy, even if her logical self knew that Sutton wasn't a threat. But after years of longing and dreaming of having Anna, she couldn't help but be a little possessive. Especially since the whole scene she'd just witnessed was obviously incredibly intimate. 

“It was- I don't know if I have the words, even, A.” She finally breathed out. “It was- you were- I-” Tris paused again, trying to gather her thoughts. When Anna first admitted to being a Dominatrix, she'd been nervous, yet intrigued. She doubted it would be anything that would really interest her, but as she watched it all unfold, there was no denying how even more in awe she was of the other girl. And even more surprisingly, there was no denying her own desire to be the one to put her trust in the other girl like that. Exhaling slowly, she tried to put her thoughts into words, lifting their joined hands and pressing a kiss to their knuckles. “It was beautiful, Anna. I've never experienced anything like it- so intimate and structured at the same time- and that was just from an outside perspective.”

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Fools || Tristan & Anna

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The sounds that Tristan was making lit a fire of flaming desire within her. She had waited so long and the real thing was even better than anything she could have ever imagined. Ever. She was so in love and so desperately wanted to be the one to make Tristan fall over the edge. Hearing Tristan beg for more, Anna hummed against her core. She slipped another finger into the girl and sped up the movements of her fingers. The feeling of Tristan’s hands in her hair was sexy as hell and she had to force herself not to grind into the bed. “You taste so fucking good.” Anna muttered, pulling away for a moment in order to turn her head and such a mark into Tristan’s thigh, soothing it with her tongue afterwards, before her attention turned back to Tris’ clit.

Anna was reducing Tris to nothing but a whimpering, quivering mess, her breath coming in airy whimpers and ragged moans. Not only was the other girl touching her perfectly, in ways she had never known she was missing, she was providing that emotional connection she always dreamed of. That level of intimacy she'd always longed for, even if she wouldn't allow herself to admit it. “More, A, please- I can’t-” her words were weak and broken, the most delicious sort of pleasure that was almost too much for her to handle. It was blinding, and absolutely overwhelming as Tris felt her body practically vibrating with need. And when she felt teeth sink into the sensitive flesh of her inner thigh, she practically came on the spot. “Anna, please!!”

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She swallowed harshly, relaxing a little bit when Tristan told her that it was okay. Even if she felt like it wasn’t. She hated the fact that she had just done that. She’d wanted to be good. She’d wanted to show Tristan what she was missing. What she’d thrown away. But she couldn’t even do that properly. Her bottom lip quivered slightly but she cleared her throat, nodding her head once. “I’m okay to go on, Miss. What do I do next?” She questioned, her body still as she waited for any form of direction. Perhaps she could get back on track with the next part of the obstacle course. She wouldn’t disappoint Tristan again. She would be good. She would be the type of submissive that no Dominant would leave again. It’s what she’d been working herself into and she was proud of the progress that she had made.

“You're doing amazingly, A. You're already half way there,” Tris said encouragingly. She remembered from before how hard Anna tended to be on herself, and she had no doubt that had only gotten worse since she'd last seen her. “Just concentrate, beautiful, and trust I just want you to finish as strongly as you can.” If there was one thing Trus has always loved about presentations with Anna, it was showing her off as the amazing submissive she was. And despite everything, her feelings hadn't changed. While she herself might not be the best- as a domme or a sub- there was no doubt in her mind that the other girl wasn't the very best submissive in the school and beyond. “Three steps forward, Anna, then shuffle to your left. Make sure you lean that way too. There's a low hanging bar that's been heated pretty hot.”

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Don't You Wanna Stay || TrisAnna

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Hearing the door open, Annabeth let out a slow breath. She knew that Tristan would eventually make her way into the room. Had counted on it actually, but it didn’t make it any easier to know that she would now have to face the Switch. Actually face the failure that she was….to Tristan, the person she wanted to have think that she was a great submissive.

She blinked a few times as Tristan knelt in front of her, wincing slightly. “You didn’t have to come here.” She said, her voice soft as she drew the blankets up under her chin, trying to stop her bottom lip from wobbling. She was embarrassed and in pain and most definitely in a weird mindset, but she didn’t want to put Tristan out. Didn’t want there to be any reason that Tristan might walk away from her again. Not that they were back in a relationship, but she liked having Tristan in her life.

Annabeth startled slightly, realizing that Tristan was here with her and not with whoever she had scened with. “Are you…why…you have someone else you should be with. Why are you not with her? You can’t…you have to go.” Her breathing quickened as she sat up, determined to send Tristan back to her presentation partner. Tristan couldn’t do to that person what had been done to her. 

Tris felt her heart break as she took in the sight before her, and suddenly one punch didn't feel like enough for that shitty Dom. There was a pain in her chest so deep, so visceral, it stole away her breath for a moment, leaving her gasping for air as she tried to contain herself. This was about Anna, not her own hang ups.

“Hey, come on, now. How could I not?” While Tris knew she hadn't been the best Domme for Anna, especially towards the end, she would have never left her in a state like this. All she wanted was to hold the other girl close and reassure her that everything would be alright. But while they had made some steps towards rebuilding their friendship, they weren't that far, so instead she stayed where she was, running her fingers through her hair gently. “Hey, talk to me, A. What's going on in there?”

Her sudden outburst started her, and Tris jumped slightly in surprise. “Woah, hey, calm down, A. I had my presentation yesterday, remember?” She said, hoping to reassure her. There wasn’t anything that could take her from Anna’s side, especially not when the other girl was in such a bad state. “Please, Annabeth, I’m worried about you.”

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A Moment in Time || Trisanna

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She chuckled softly at her words, shaking her head in amusement. Tessa and Scott were great, amazing. And while Anna knew that she and James worked well together and were extremely talented, the team of Virtue and Moir were almost unbelievable. “Your mom is great. I appreciate her comments and her suggestions. She’s been amazing.” Annabeth mused, knowing that Tristan’s mom had really helped her and James out. “Awesome. I look forward to it, Tristan. She nodded her head when Tristan said she had to go, waving goodbye, feeling her heart thunder in her chest. James shot her a smirk and she glared at him, before getting swept up in the moment.

The opening ceremony was beautiful and Annabeth appreciated all of the hard work that had gone into it, however, part of her was distracted by the idea that she would be hanging out with Tristan. Alone. Wait, would they actually be alone? Or was Tristan planning on bringing other people? Should she bring James? She wished that they had had more time to discuss things because now Annabeth was simply worrying about the logistics of it all. Making it back to her hotel room, she dropped onto the bed with a heavy sigh, rubbing at her face as she tried to relax. 

“Hey, don't shake your head like that! I mean, come on, would I lie to you?” Tris was still high on sheer excitement and pride, a wide grin coming to her face as she nudged the other girl playfully. “Well I'm sure she's glad about that. Finally someone taking her advice, I mean,” she quipped, an edge of sarcasm ringing her tone as she shook her head. The moment passed a few seconds later, replaced by a thousand watt beam as Tris waved goodbye, jogging over to rejoin her team. She knew she probably looked ridiculous, but she couldn't bring herself to care. She was at the Olympics, representing her country playing the sport she was passionate about AND she had gotten the skater she'd had a crush on for ages to agree to go out with her- kind of. Bit that was already more than she thought she's manage, anyway.

The opening ceremony was like nothing she'd ever experienced before, and it was over far too soon for her liking.her head felt like it was on a swivel, her gaze constantly darting from one thing to another. And by the time they were supposed to return to the village, she was exhausted. BUT, for as exhausted as she was, she was still entirely too excited to get to hang out with Anna. Well, assuming she was free.. Flopping on to her bed, she pulled out her phone to text her, only to realize she didn’t have the other girl’s number. So after a very embarrassing conversation with her mother, she went out a quick text. ‘You free tonight?’

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A Whole New World || Trisanna

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As Sutton nuzzled into her neck, Anna wrapped her arms around her and rubbed her hand gently up and down her back. She glanced over at Tristan for a brief moment to offer a small smile and a mouthed ‘I love you’, before she turned her focus back to the red head. She pressed a kiss to the top of her head and spoke sweet nothings about how well she did until Sutton was confident enough to pull away. 

Once Sutton was seated, Anna helped her put her clothes back on and then sat with her as she finished the bottle of water. Anna had ensured that another Dominant that she trusted would be ready to take over for her once the initial aftercare had been completed and she sent a quick text to them asking them to make their way over. She then wrapped her arms around Sutton again, holding her close until the other Dominant arrived. She stood and hugged Sutton for a long moment, knowing without a doubt that that would be the last time that they scened and she knew that Sutton knew it to. She squeezed her tightly and whispered a few thanks to her before letting her go. 

Despite what she had just witnessed, she hadn't felt like she was watching something private until this part- the after care part. There was something incredibly intimate in the way Anna touched her and spoke to her, and Tris almost looked away until she caught the other girl's gaze, a small smile coming to her face as she read her lips. The events of the last hour seemed to be running repeat through her mind as she processed the scene, and while she wasn't entirely sure about anything, she couldn't deny she wanted to know more.

As Sutton was led from the room, even Tris could feel the gravity of the event, a sense of finality in the air. Yet, she couldn't help but feel a little excited, all the same. While she didn't want to come off as possessive- per se- she'd be lying if she said was wasn’t a little jealous of the connection Anna shared with the other girl all the same. Worrying her bottom lip as the door shut with a quiet this, she tried to organize the thoughts swirling around in her head, looking for what to say. “That was, I mean. It- wow.” It was barely coherent, but it was the best she could manage to come up with in the moment.

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Fools || Tristan & Anna

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Her heart thundered in her ears as the proclamation of love fell from Tristan’s lips. She was so beautiful, so amazing, so perfect. She was everything. She always had been. And Anna was just so grateful for the chance to be where she was now…where they had managed to end up. Together. “Okay, baby. Okay.” She murmured gently when Tristan begged for her, nuzzling her skin for a moment before she kissed a trail down the other’s body. She was so gorgeous. Absolutely breathtaking. “I’ve got you.” She murmured gently, getting settled between parted legs once more, determined to bring Tristan to the edge. She glanced up for a moment and then brushed her tongue through her folds again with a hum, before pressing a finger into her.

Tris was almost disappointed when she felt Anna's comforting weight shift off of her, but it was quickly overshadowed but the bolt of pleasure that shot through her. She felt like her body was on fire, and for once, she was ready to let herself burn- she was safe with Anna. “Oh my god, yes!” She gasped, her hips rising on instinct to meet her touch, her toes curling as she felt Anna's finger slide into her warm heat, “Fuck!”. Tangling her fingers in silky hair, Tris tried not to pull too hard, instead letting the contact ground her. “More, A. I need- I need- please, more,” Whimpering, Tris wasn't entirely sure what she was asking for, but she knew the other girl would understand. Anna always understood.

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Submitting to Tristan had always felt like the easiest thing in the world to do. She had always felt safe, cared for, and wanted to be the best version of herself that she could be for Tristan. So that people could look at Tris and see how amazing she was. Everything that Anna had thought they were building to had been destroyed when Hurricane Kendra came into their lives and it had left Anna reeling for a long time. Having to settle back into that mindset for the presentation was both as easy as breathing…and as difficult as trying to breathe with an elephant sitting on your chest. It was the most complicated of clashing feelings.

A small smile formed on her lips at the praise, feeling proud of herself regardless of any other emotions. She was doing good. That’s what mattered. Her movements led her to the point where she would need to turn and she did so, attempting to make herself as small as possible as she slowly began to move through whatever obstacle was before her. She felt as though she made it fairly far and thought she was doing well for a while before she felt the sting of cold metal against her for a brief moment before she realigned herself. “I’m sorry, Miss.”

There were some things she knew could never go back to the way they were. They were different people, now, and there was no denying it. She had lost a part of herself to Kendra and she wasn't sure she'd ever really recover. Not for sometime, at least. And Anna, her trust had been shattered, thrown out with so much carelessness that it was amazing that the other girl was able to managed as well as she did. But as they fell back into their respective roles with surprising ease, it felt like maybe they could learn to grow together, again.

Tris couldn't help but puff up with pride as Anna obeyed her instructions- proud of the other girl for trusting her. She knew it was difficult- the first time she had been expected to submit to someone after Kendra had been a disaster- but Anna managed to stay focused and keep moving. Step by step, she walked, until she skimmed the panel just before the end, inhaling sharply. Tris wives, but stayed silent, not wanting to interrupt her focus. “That's alright, gorgeous. It's difficult. That's why we chose this. Are you still okay to go on?”

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Been Waiting For You|| TrisAnna

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“Y-yes, Mistress.” She forced out, her breath short and her words shaky. Tristan’s teeth dug into her bottom lip, her face screwed up in concentration as she tried to hold back rush of pleasure threatening to overwhelm her. For as close as she was- as much as she desperately wanted to cum- she couldn’t disappoint her Mistress. Wouldn’t.

The sight of her wife cumming was one of her very favorites, and Tris pulled against her bonds lightly as she watched, aching to touch her as she moved above her. It was hypnotizing, and for a moment, she forgot about her need entirely, lost completely in the moment. But as she sent her a teasing wink, she was immediately reminded of how close she was, “P-please, Mistress.” She begged, knowing she wouldn’t be able to hold back much longer.

Her jaw dropped and she let out a guttural moan as soon as she was given permission to cum, her orgasm crashing over her in waves of pleasure. Her body tensed and writhed beneath the weight of the other woman, and Tris felt like she was drowning, but she embraced how out of control she felt, knowing she was safe with her domme. Relaxing into the bed as she slowly came down from her high, a dopey grin played at her lips as she looked up at her Mistress, murmuring her thanks over and over.

Her heart fluttered as she watched her wife come down from her high, pressing soft kisses to whatever patch of skin she could reach. She adored her. Was so in love with her and she was so overwhelmed by the fact that they once again had the chance to bring a child into the world. She could only hope and pray to whatever deity would listen that she would be able to carry to term. 

“You are so welcome, my love. And thank you for everything you are and everything you do.” She mused gently, pressing their lips together for a slow and deep kiss. “You can let go of the bed frame now, baby.” She whispered against her lips,her hands reaching up to carefully undo Tristan’s collar. She placed it back in its spot before then moving to get comfortable next to her wife. “You were so good.” She replied, her arm wrapped around Tristan’s waist as she curled against her.

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Don't You Wanna Stay || TrisAnna

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When Anna had returned from the presentation, she had simply dropped into bed, not taking into account the fact that she had some small wounds that probably needed to be taken care of. She wasn’t able to reach them anyway. And she had to believe that while Marcus was pissed, he wouldn’t leave her in a physical state that was detrimental. Even if she couldn’t guarantee that fact. She truly didn’t know Marcus well enough to make a judgment call…and it wasn’t necessarily a good sign that he’d sent her off without aftercare. 

She was jolted out of her drifting mind space at the sound of her name and she winced at the voice, lamenting the fact that she hadn’t locked her door. She didn’t want Tristan to see her. Didn’t want Tristan to know that she had failed. They had seemed to have been making some form of progress…some sort of healing taking place and knowing that Anna was a bad submissive was just going to tell Tristan that she had been right to leave her. She let out a deep, aching sigh, resigning herself to what she believed was going to happen. 

She stayed curled up within her bed, not replying to her name. Due to the smallness of the room, she knew that Tristan would be able to see her soon enough.

Tris couldn’t remember a time she was as angry as she was in that moment. No, not angry. She was beyond angry. She was LIVID. She had heard bad things about that dominant before, and the fact that he was even allowed to scene with ANYONE was beyond her. Mentally beating herself for not stepping in, she could barely contain her panic as she banged on Anna’s door. While it might not have been the best approach to the situation, Tris was far from rational, all of the worst possible scenarios rolling around her mind, more and more popping into her mind the longer she waited.

“Anna, please. Open the door, sweetheart.” She called through the door, worry seeping into every pore of her body. Reaching up, she ran her hand along the top of the doorjamb, looking for the key that she assumed would still be stashed there- a habit they both still had left from the Ramirez matriarch. It wasn’t located in a glaringly obvious position, but if you knew what to look for, it was incredibly convenient.

Letting herself into the room, it took her all of two seconds to spot the other girl, and she closed the door behind her gently, before moving to her bedside. Her natural instinct was to reach out, to pull the other girl into her arms and hold her tight, but while they had been rebuilding their relationship, she wasn’t sure how well that would have been received, instead kneeling on the ground beside her. “Annabeth? Please talk to me, babe?”

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A Moment in Time || Trisanna

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She quirked an eyebrow slightly at the shortening of her name, but she certainly wasn’t going to complain about it at all. She’d always thought Tristan was gorgeous and may have formed a small crush on her over the years, but she’d never worked up the nerve to say anything; she honestly didn’t think that she ever would. They lived in different states and while their paths crossed a lot, she didn’t know if it would be enough or if Tristan could ever like her back either. “We’re certainly going to do our best. But I mean…we’re competing against some of the best ever…like Tessa Virtue and Scott Moir…I may be too overwhelmed by them again to kick any butt.” She joked, shaking her head slightly. 

“Trust me, Tristan. Your mom is proud of you. The Olympics is huge and I know she’s happy you’ve found something you love. Even if it’s not figure skating…you still found love on the ice. There’s got to be some sort of connection there right?” She replied, biting down on her bottom lip. “Awesome! I’m really glad to hear that. It must be a bit of a challenge to come together like you have to. I definitely wouldn’t be able to just jump right in to skating with someone other than James. So I am very impressed with the ability you all have.” She mused, her heart skipping a bit when she realized how close they were getting to their turn. “Really? What’s it called? Where abouts is it?” She paused and glanced over at James for a moment when he nudged her before she let out a breath and looked at Tristan. She might as well try. “Maybe…you could show me?”

“Nah, those two are amateurs, compared to you and James.” Tris did with a grin, waving her hand. “I mean, don't get me wrong, they're super talented and worked really hard to get here, but you're definitely underestimating yourself. Trust me, I know. I may not have ended up joining figure skating, but I definitely watch the events with my mom- and that woman can't watch anything without adding in her two cents.” For as much as it might sound like flattery, she genuinely meant every word she said. Anna was truly gifted and that- combined with all of her hard work- had yielded some truly spectacular performances.

“She gave a half hearted smile and shrugged, “I hope so. I'm thinking she'll be even prouder if I can managed to bring home some gold. I mean, can you imagine? I think we have a good shot, this year, though! It’s a challenge, yes, but it’s a lot of fun, too. We’re competitive, obviously, but we know how to put aside our own issues for the good of the team.” A slight flush settled in her cheeks at the request, though it was overshadowed by the wide grin on her face. “Yeah? Yeah! I would love that. It’s not far at all, and the food is super tasty!” Before she could say much more, their attention was being drawn to their coordinator, and they were directed back to their assigned areas. “Oh shit, I have to go. But for sure I’ll shoot you a text and we’ll figure something out!”

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Don't You Wanna Stay || TrisAnna

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For as difficult as it had been to scene with Anna after all that time, Tris couldn’t deny how good it felt. It wasn’t the same as before the bomb that was Kendra had gone off in their lives, but she couldn’t deny how right she felt with the other girl kneeling for her again. So when the presentation list was posted and she wasn’t paired with Anna, she couldn’t help but feel disappointed.

Still, she gave it her all, and was able to come up with a pretty good presentation concept with her partner when the time came. But once her sub felt well enough to leave, Tris couldn’t help but wonder about how Anna’s presentation had gone. While they were far from where they’d once been, their relationship was at least on its way to improving. At least, she felt it was, at any rate.

Unable to resist the feeling in her gut that needed to talk to Anna, she pulled out her phone, scrolling quickly to her name. After a moment more of hesitation, she grit her teeth and sent a quick message. “Hey, how’d it go?”

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Being paired up with Tristan had gone better than Anna had expected it would. And their grade certainly showcased that as well which was a wonderful thing. She was grateful that they both had been able to set aside differences to make things work for their marks. Unfortunately, her most recent presentation had not gone that well. She had been paired with a Dominant named Marcus that she had never truly felt comfortable with. He was entitled, bratty, and overwhelming in a way that was unsettling. Still, she had wanted to keep up her good grades and so she attempted to go along with the plans that he had. He had wanted to push a limit in order to show that he wasn’t taking the easy route; and she had agreed despite being weary of it.

During the presentation, Anna had felt the need to safe word and while she held it back for as long as she could, eventually she had needed to safe word…the first time that had happened in a presentation. She knew Marcus was pissed and that the Heads were disappointed and she felt guilty about both of those things; to the point where she wasn’t even surprised when Anna was sent back to her room alone after the presentation without any aftercare. She had safe worded and cost them both a good grade…no wonder the Dominant didn’t want to be near her.

Curling up in bed, Annabeth felt herself drifting…a completely new feeling. She wasn’t sure how long she laid in bed before her phone went off. She worked up the strength to look at the message, but couldn’t find it within herself to reply. She didn’t want to disappoint anyone else. This entire day was just proving to Anna that she wasn’t good enough for a claim. Wasn’t good enough for Tristan. Everything had started to make sense in her guilt-ridden mind.

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Tris had never considered herself the cloying type. She knew more than anyone that sometimes people needed a bit of time to themselves. Yet, when minutes passed and then an hour, without any sort of response from Anna, Tris couldn't help but feel worried. No matter what, she couldn't shake the bad feeling in her gut.

Checking her phone once more, she slid out of her bed, checking the photo of the presentation partners list she had saved, scanning it for Anna's name- and her partner. Her brow furrowed as she read Marcus’ name, and she pulled on a sweatshirt and made her way to the Dominants’ dorm, easily finding Marcus’ door. Banging on the door loudly, she had to bite back the grimace that appeared on her face when she realized what she had interrupted.

“What do you want? I’m busy.” He snapped out. Rolling her eyes, she only stood taller as she responded. “Nothing from you. I just came to see Anna.” Snorting, he shook his head, a scowl on his face. “She ain’t here. I sent her off after she bitched out during our presentation.” Tris felt a bolt of fear shoot down her spine, the bad feeling in her stomach only getting worse the longer she stood on his doorstep. “Are you crazy?? What do you mean you fucking sent her off?! She shouldn’t be alone!”

The next moment happened in a blur, but she could never regret it. He barely got out the first expletive describing Anna when Tris felt her fist collide with his face, once on instinct, and a second time for good measure. Without another word, she spun on her heel and ran- not out of fear of his retaliation- but fear for Anna. She practically skidded to a stop at her door, almost surprised when the door opened without resistance when she turned the knob.

“Anna? Anna!”

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She nodded her head when Tristan reminded her that she was there to help her complete the task quickly and easily; with safety involved as well. She just had to remind herself that the grade that they got reflected on Tristan as well and she knew that Tristan wouldn’t want to do badly. If she couldn’t trust anything else, or had trouble trusting anything else, at least she could rely on that. She briefly reminded herself of the small tips that Tristan had given her before the presentation, before letting her mind go blank. Now wasn’t necessarily a time for thinking. It was a time of obeying. A time of being good.

Anna enjoyed being a submissive, found a lot of ease in it. And part of her wanted to do incredibly well to show Tristan just what she was missing. But another part of her was worried that it wouldn’t matter; that even with her best being showcased, Tristan still wouldn’t want her. That was a scarier thought than anything.

She repeated the orders silently and then took the steps that she had been told to, easing her body to the left to avoid the bar and letting out a slow breath when it seemed as though she had made it past the bar without hitting it. She then stopped when she got to the end of her orders, rolling her shoulders slightly and straightening once more. “Was that acceptable, Miss?”

Tris could see the change as it happened- as Anna seemed to step into her role as a submissive more fully. Her posture became more relaxed and her breathing more steady. It was impressive, in a way, and she couldn't help but stand a little taller, proud of how good her submissive was- even if her good behavior wasn't necessarily for her. Still, she hadn't felt so confident as a Domme since before she'd met Kendra, and it was refreshing.

“Very good, gorgeous.” Tris complimented, her tone light with approval. “You're doing perfectly. Now, forward two steps and shuffle left three. Once you've done that, I want you to turn sideways and move forward. There's not much space, so you'll need to be careful.” The obstacle consisted of cooled panels, and while they wouldn't necessarily harm her, the cold would certainly be uncomfortable on her bare skin. “Take your time. The most important thing is your safety.”