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This may seem like a wild concept but you literally don’t need to justify your depression

Hypocrisy.

Fact: People lie. They’ll tell you “You’re perfect the way you are.” “You don’t need to change a thing. You’re already beautiful.” “Every size is beautiful.”

They’re lying.

Fact: People treat you nicer when you’re thin. People find you attractive when you’re thin. People actually ask you out when you’re thin.

Fact: Society is nicer to skinny people. Fashion looks better on skinny people. The world is easier for skinny people.

Fact: I know this from personal experience.

When I dropped 10lbs, my brother’s best friend finally acknowledged my existence and asked me out. I said no.

When I dropped 20lbs, my ex wanted us to give it another shot. I said no.

When I dropped 30lbs, an old crush asked for my phone number. I said no.

Fact: If someone didn’t want you before, they don’t deserve you after. You’re worth more than that.

Don’t do it to please someone else. Don’t do it to make someone want you.

Do it because you deserve to be happy in your own skin. Do it because your opinion of yourself is the only one that truly matters.

Do it because you have been through so much. You have sacrificed so much and been so strong. You deserve this.

Fact: It will hurt. It will be difficult. It will take time. Anything worth having always will. But don’t give up. You can get there. You will get there.

Don’t give up. It will be worth it. I believe in you.

iwillachieve

‘love this

pretty-collarbones

✨🌙⭐

myblissfulsuicide

I’m constantly torn between wanting to recover and wanting to be self-destructive in any way possible.

sleepbutd0nteat

I have no idea what I look like.

Body dysmorphia

caixadedesejos

Eu só acho que emagrecer deveria ser mais fácil.

moonlysound-blog

Assim todo mundo seria magro, olha que lindo

gummytummy

my sexual fantasies be like

scale: *drops number*

me: mMMMmmM

moonlysound-blog

oh yeah, keep going, fuck

hungryangels

Me : * encourages my friends to eat so I feel skinner *

moonlysound-blog

all the time with my skinny friend... she eats so much and she's so skinny... I wander what that feels like...

summergirl887

Challenge for this week:

You can only eat if your stomach is growling and you feel physically hungry. No boredom eating. No mindless snacking. No emotional eating. Food is fuel, nothing less, nothing more.

moonlysound-blog

I really just wanna not care about food, y'know? like it's not that big of a deal, why is it so important? it has no power over us, I promise.

sadtit-deactivated20160618

*cancels plans* sorry i can’t come i’m ugly

moonlysound-blog

me all the time

I feel like me depression is gone

Now that I've dedicated myself to ana, I feel so much better. I know nothing's changed yet on the outside, but I already feel better on the inside, cause I know that this is the fattest as I'm ever gonna be and all that can happen now is weight losing. I won't binge again. Ana, I'm sorry for not listening to you before, I really am...

velvetythin

reblog if

you’re going to lose 20 pounds by the end of the year no matter what

sweetskinnybliss

theres 41 days left.. i can do it. we can do it ♡

moonlysound-blog

LET ME HEAR YA! WE CAN DO THIS!

samxcamargo

Today

-eat healthy

-workout

-stretch

-clean/organize

-find new music

-embody the type of person you’ve always wished you could be

-be kind to yourself with your thoughts and actions

-focus on what you can accomplish right now in this very moment, and keep moving forward

moonlysound-blog

that's my mojo

sackofbones

to the bone

am i the only person who didn’t like this movie?

i mean don’t get me wrong, lilly is so beautiful and brave for filming this movie esp since she had an eating disorder when she was younger

but i felt like it just displayed everyone else’s perspective on anorexia instead of the mindsets of anorexics

like really? just a teenage girl not eating, rebelling against a distraught family, indifferent to inpatient facilities and doctors, a blog about anorexia that lead someone to suicide, realizing the need to get better once she almost dies, and even going off on a tangent by trying to weave in a love interest

give us something that we can relate to

anorexia isn’t about not touching the food on our plates.

it’s about hating ourselves so much that we force ourselves not to indulge in a necessity that we need to live.

it’s about food being distorted into ingredients; into portion size; into calories; and into regret.

it’s about our self-worth being reflected by the numbers on the scale and the disappointment we get from higher numbers or the pride we get from lower numbers.

it’s about our lives being held on a leash of losing weight everyday instead of doing what normal teenagers do and hang out with friends, study after school, go to aquariums, watch a movie, or whatever.

it’s about keeping up a facade with everyone around you by using the same excuses to not eat over and over again and not letting them know what we’re going through.

a divorced family or unhappy childhood doesnt make you anorexic. it can happen to anyone who’s been broken down by the eurocentric stick thin expectations of beauty.

anorexia is not just about starving yourself to lose weight. it’s starving yourself to be happy.. or to be dead.