i think i loved you in another life

where i was the sea and you were the shore

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mae ~ 24 ~ she/her ~ virgo ~ infj ~ remus lupin's tea dealer

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Mae my friend I was wondering if you have any favorite activities that you do after work? I feel like I don’t know what to do with myself and how to remind myself that I am a human outside of a job? Still getting used to the whole routine thing 😭

So so fair!! I mean first of all I think especially at first it's okay to be tired and just rest if you're still getting used to a 9-5, but I've been trying to do more social stuff outside of work too lately, idk how many of these will interest you or work where you live but I am regularly in groupchats just being like "who wants to go swim?" "I want to see this movie does anyone want to come?" "craving a matcha to bookstore pipeline who's down" and even though sometimes no one is free it has yielded some fun results. During times when I want to be a human but I don't feel like hanging out with anyone I might try a new recipe or do a craft, I haven't done this lately because it's summer but when it cools off I'd like to go on more walks, and if you have a pet you can spend lots of time playing with them and they'll loooove you for that! I also have friends who volunteer after work some days, I haven't found anything by me that interests me that I could do in the evenings but that seems like a really good option too. Good luck angel!

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It’s 🍒 and I’m going to a concert in October! The concert I’m going to is MICO’s concert so yay!!! (I’m definitely playing MICO’s songs in loop so I can remember most of his songs) :)

Sweet, I hope you have so much fun!

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literally someone who’s been following you for a couple of years and this is gonna be my first ask just to say: omfg you changed your theme to blue snoopy it’s so cute !! have you used this pfp before?

Haha thank you! And no I haven't, I was between this and one of a seagull squawking at the camera but I was like well I don't have enough snoopy on my blog and he squawks too so

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You new theme is so tea

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Thanks gorgeous!

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And boy am I glad it's not a serious health risk!!! Still look out for yourself out there, literal apocalyptic times we live in!!!

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Haha thank you! I think I'm being decently cautious but every time my stomach hurts I'm like oh no it's got me

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Nooo maeee why are you embarrassed???? It's alright!!! I understand life can be a bit overwhelming at times and it can be difficult to keep up with everyone everywhere. There was supposed to be a protest tomorrow but WE WON!!!! The education minister resigned after 30 days of protests!! Honestly I'm kinda exhausted, I've got my periods on top of the sickness and I've been out for like 10 hours for work :(

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No I know sorry, just US news is so US-centric because Trump is so good at dominating headlines so I try to listen to podcasts to get a more global view of what's going on, and I can't believe I didn't know about what wass going on for y'all! But anyway more importantly that's great news about the education prime minister!!! Glad y'all's efforts paid off. I'm sorry that you're having the period-illness deathly combo though angel </3

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when i tell you this morning when i woke up i PANICKED, because i posted a fic before i went to sleep and accidentally tagged it as all genders because i forgot the one time i called reader “she”. i had two comments point it out and i scrambled to apologize and adjust the tags😭😭 my heart stopped because i didn’t want to offend anybody

on a different note, i loooove the new theme. it’s very coast-y!!

Ahh I've done the same thing, it does feel like such a huge misstep but if it's any consolation babe I think that probably no one was as upset by the accidental use of a pronoun as you were realizing you'd left it in. I usually think people who comment on those are just trying to be helpful! Oh and thank you <3

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Hii

I just discovered your blog and I’m OBSESSED with your writing

You have so many works and I’m excited to get through all of them. I’ll probably binge them 🩵

Eek thank you!! Hope you're having fun lovely

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Genuinely I love every single one of your themes, they are all so visceral like I swear I’ve experienced them all in some way or another if that makes sense. Like they all feel so relatable either in a nostalgic way or just that it feels like part of my life experience more recently

Aw that's so cute! I feel like oftentimes I change them based on the mood I'm in or like how I'm experiencing life at the moment so maybe we're just super in sync

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It’s 🍒 and four things; one: I’m proud of myself bc recently I commented on a post twice (different posts but commented twice recently but I do get scared whenever I get activity I don’t know why) :) two: I love the new theme :) three: I saw the post saying that it was the last theme change and got confused because I hadn’t seen your name on said post and four: I thought I accidentally unfollowed you because I didn’t recognize your profile

In conclusion, I’m definitely paying more attention whenever there’s a new theme change to the user because I don’t want to get confused and scared again :) but really though your theme change is really pretty :)

Okay I'm gonna try and answer all of these lol one good for you! Two thank you vm, three and four lol happens to the best of us, glad you figured it out!

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OMG MAE i usually send things before i go to bed if i want to because i'm pretty sure with time differences it means you get them at a reasonable time during the day but i forgot to tell you this

i try to keep these short but im sorry thats never how they turn out 😔 so idk if you remember honestly i would've forgotten but i have an exchange student with me and yesterday she came to all of my classes at school including being with me at lunch obviously. so we're just sitting at lunch eating and chatting with me friends and this group of girls come up to us

short character description is that most of them are kinda nice but with their friends theyre mean, and one of them i haven't spoken to since primary school and we always got told we looked alike! we used to like it but now she gets suuuuppppeeerrrr offended cause idk she thinks im ugly or whatever í don't rly care

so they come up and that girl is kinda the ringleader and she starts trying to speak in the exchange students native language but like.... really badly. she leaves and i feel super bad cause my exchange (would later say) she felt like an animal in a zoo. i felt soooo horrible but you know what the ringleader girl does? GATHERS UP A WHOLE NEW GROUP OF GIRLS. COMES BACK. DOES THE SAME THING. LIKE FIVE TIMES. i was so pissed bro.

i think it made me rly angry because they would NEVER speak to me otherwise but like we were just getting hassled the whole day! i don't want to like victimise myself cause i think the exchange students native language had it way worse than me but like i would never get anything out of them more than a mean glance and whispers to each other.

aaaaaannnnyyyywwwwaaay OH and that girl from ages ago still isnt talking to me but like.... í don't care anymore cause im not gonna force her to do something she doesn't want to and like c'est la vie yknow

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That is such weird behavior, I'm sure she was trying to show off that she could kind of speak another language but like girl all you're showing is that you care more about demonstrating your own skills than the person you're using as a prop! I agree though, c'est la vie teenagers are gonna do what they're gonna do and I feel like my friends who had the best time at that age were the ones who managed to be unbothered about it

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Mae, the new theme is soo pretty, I love love love blue as a summer colour bc I feel like it's usually only used with winter and stuff. It's so cute!

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Thanks angel! Yeah I feel like it connotes a cooler summer and that's what I need haha so yay for blue summer

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OBSESSED with the new theme, gorgeous, so late summer quiet week at the beach before the season ends

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Thank you angel! I am actually going to be enjoying a late-summer weekend at the beach at the end of august (s/o noah kahan) so this is getting me extra excited for it :)

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Okay this is the last theme change I'll do for the summer I pinkie promise

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Hiiii Mae ^^ this is the continuation of the club ramble, I decided that I would give way and be the vp instead. However, I decided to talk to him about it after the voting session abt my true feelings since I just wanted to clarify and it gave me a nagging feeling if I didn't. I told him that even tho I wanted the position I thought that he was better for it, but I think he took it as me pitying him, saying stuff like “but you were there longer and now you’re just pitying me.” and seeing it as competition.

And honestly, I’m not that good with words or confrontations about my thoughts before so I just said what was rlly in my mind. Now, I found out he noted on Instagram on his ‘dummy/secret’ account “I volunteered. Don’t mistake that for something I owe.”

Atp I’m just tearing up, because I didn't mean for this to happen nor did I have any ill intent to make it seem that way 🥲 I don't know if I’m the one he's talking about on the note but I have a feeling tbh. It’s ironic, because I was really overthinking this yesterday too, and it seems like it's become a reality. I think I’m just gonna talk to him in person to clarify, but it’s going to be awkward since we aren't that close. I know it isn't my fault or anything, but I feel like such a terrible person.

Angel I'm sorry I think my brain may be fried from work but I'm having a little trouble piecing together what happened (I think it's my reading comprehension gone off the deep end), but it doesn't sound like you said anything mean, and if he chooses to take it that way and have a victim complex about it (my misandry bias coming in here but I feel like that's veryyyyy common for boys when a girl says anything remotely critical to them) that may not be your problem to deal with. If y'all do have another conversation I hope it gets cleared up and you're all good but if not it seems like hopefully it could just blow over, you seem like a nice person and I'm sure people know that about you so if you just keep being your lovely self I feel like eventually he'll have to see that he got it wrong (or not, which would be his issue not yours!)

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Tw, Brief mention of suicide

Maee I'm sorry for disappearing but there are protests going on literally near my home, I was a part of them. For context, I come from India and the situation here is fuckeddd, so many students have been arrested and hurt by the police it's fucking unreal. I'd have loved to keep going to the protests but they've genuinely gotten more violent and my health has again taken a dive so for now I'm sitting at home and watching the protests from my window (like I said, the protests are literally taking place right by my house). I'm supporting them online, I just hope it's enough. For more context, many papers especially the doctorate exam neet, got leaked, leading to many students taking their own lives. So students all over the country are demanding the government to take accountability for the lost lives and for the education minister to resign (leading to probably one of the biggest protests in the country's history). It is so fucked up I swear to God. Honestly watching the protestors while sitting at home doing nothing kills me inside, but I just had to take paracetamol for the fever.

How about you tho? All good? I did read somewhere that America had a wave of diarrhea due to FDA regulations being removed or something? I'm unsure but to anyone from the US please take care.. absolutely fucked up timeline we live in and please take care of yourselves in these trying times! Best wishes!!!

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Oh my god, I'm embarassed that I haven't heard of what's going on over there that's so awful!! I think part of being politically active is doing what you can when you can and then trusting that others will do the same when you can't, which is really just to say I'm glad you're staying home when you're sick and can't protest right now. Take care of yourself angel! I hope you feel better soon and I hope the government takes accountability. Feels ridiculous to answer your questions about me in light of all that's going on there honestly, I'm fine, we do have a parasite here that I think (?) they're still trying to get rid of but as far as I know the symptoms haven't been super super common, it's just alarming because yeah this is something the FDA is supposed to protect against and it's not just in one area it's the whole country so that doesn't happen often. Best wishes to you also lovely!!