It didn’t really work, though, but I guess I appreciate the effort. It’s not easy being patient when you’re in that situation. I probably could have slowed down because there were things that I was doing that I’m not really proud of now. But it still wasn’t really my fault, so no. I’ll be around as long as you want me to be. Even if you don’t need me anymore. Yeah, well, that’s because there’s stuff you don’t need to know about. Isn’t the bathroom meant for privacy?
A lot of shit has happened to you, though, I would have been surprised if you didn’t know. I’d also be calling bullshit. No, I know, and I’m sorry for that. Spencer wouldn’t even talk to me. I figured you didn’t want to talk to me either. Everyone in this town is an asshole. The upside is that it makes virtually anything edible but the downside is that it makes me feel like I swallowed a knife. He’s still fun to hang upside down, though. I just don’t hold him by his pants now. Yeah, I’ve noticed. He kind of looks like your dad.
Yeah well I tried. I was a beach ball so any effort was a lot back then. Yeah okay maybe not, but weren’t you aware that doing stuff like that would have made your body heal wrong? I don’t even want to know what thing’s. How was it not your fault? You’re i charge of yourself. Yeah, same to you too. About the whole being around thing. I always want you around. I’m so used to it, it’s weird when you aren’t here. It’s meant for like a specific set of thing’s not the hour long pep talks you give your hair.
I could write a book about how much shit I’ve gone through. It’d be a pretty depressing book through most of it. I don’t know if you can call bullshit on me. I honestly could have used someone else to talk to. Most of the people I did talk to, didn’t get the situation. It sort of just made me feel more alone. ere just not the kind of friends, especially back than who would have been like “hey I need you in my life.” I’m not hung up on it since I’m still here in one piece and were friends. Yeah I think I’ll pass on the hot sauce. It doesn’t sound very good. He loves when you do that. He hides cookies in his pockets now so next time you do that, be careful. I was gonna say he looks like you, I mean toddler age, but still.















