The man had completely fucking lost it,that was the most Heba was sure of. He had taken whatever sanity was left in that head of his and thrown it out the goddamn window. The first sentence he didnât understand and Heba was sure he was making the words up but the more he talkedâsome of it translated easily inside his head and Heba could pick out bits of the language and make sense of it. Of course it wasnât enough to to really get the entirety of what he was saying but it was more than enough for Heba to reply.
âConsidering I donât know you Ihighly doubt Iâm the person youâre looking for.â
He offered a shrug and then, ever soslowly, started to wonder why it washe could understand what Atem was saying. Even if it was a littlebit, the fact that he could understand what was being said for alanguage he knows henever learned, wasnât a good thing. He was starting to think too thatit was similar to the words that popped into his head when he was offhis meds.
Gods,did he not take enough pills? Was it not working? Maybe he needed more. Another one shouldnât be a problem, shouldnât really hurt him.He might feel a bit tired but it would be fine. When did he take the last one before the one he just took though? How many was it going to be? Honestly in this current moment he wasnât to sure he cared.
Heba reached into his bag and grabbed the bottle again, popping the lid off and taking another pill.The best thing about his drugs was they worked quite quickly, within half an hour of being in his system. But the groggy effect already hit far before the rest of whatever was in them.
He stuffed the bottle back into his bag, zipped it up again, and pulled his phone out to check the time. He should get home, he should getaway from this man, if only for his sanity than anything else. The stranger was hot that was for sure and under normal circumstances he wouldnât mind getting to know this man and maybe holding a decent conversation.
But he made Heba feel insane. He talked weird, said weird things that didnât make sense, and then spoke in a language that Heba should not be able to understand. He wasnât good for his sanity, not at all, he was the opposite of good for his sanity.
âSo as you go on whatever insanity spew youâre currently on, Iâm going to go home.âHeba blinked, slowly rolled his own words back through his head, and realize that he had indeed slipped a bit back and forth between tongues but the language that joined his Arabic was by no means one he knew.Any outsider who didnât speak Arabic probably couldnât even tell the difference in the words but he could.It was the same as the ones that Atem had just been speaking to him moments ago.
He really was losing it. The train had officially gone off the tracks and and left the station. No amount of drugs would fix that either, he just needed to get as far away from this weirdo as he could and sit in a small little corner of his room until he felt better. Until the train rejoined on the tracks and was off to the next station of sanity.
Shaking his head he stuffed his phone down into his pocket and turned,leaving the room the two of them had been standing in for far to goddamn long. He didnât even speak with the people he called friends for that long, they were far more acquaintances than just friends.
His grandmother was going to kill him if she learned both what he had just been saying to this man and that he had taken far more pills than the daily recommended dosage.
Hopefullyno one saw them.
Vigilance of such interactions would cause hesitation and apprehensiveness of any interference, as the temperature of the air seemed to change, to shift as beings of old just drifted closer. The romantic ambiance that enthralled the space intensifying, exposing itself from beneath the surface, its erupt convulsion becoming increasingly erotic. For cardinal coloured eyes that were once smoldering like a dying flame, ignited. Festering and feasting on the tempestuous other. It was almost like the eyes of a predator hunting its pray, lids heavy as features relaxed completely. A smile of sinister proportions lingering on swollen lips. Â
A heavy heart hanging within oneâs chest, swinging from rusted chains that had seen much better a day. They threatened to break, to let such collapse under the guilt and weight of catoptric misfortunes. The carefree and mischievous moods that once were, are now long gone. Atem had let the flood gates that held back his mind open to reveal the emotions and consuming thoughts he had locked away. He let himself hope, he let himself think deeply of the situation-overthinking ever aspect of it, until his mind was bursting at the seams and float in the calm of the storm. Unable to predict what would come next.
For Atem wasnât listening, he was just letting his gaze consume the delicacy before him. Â From features to curls of soft hair, to colours of fabrics and limbs beneath. AÂ feeling calling to embrace, to hold tightly against his chest.
He was forgetting to breath.
Not realizing what the boy was doing, not acknowledging that he was saying anything at all. The long lost king was just too caught up within his own head. Hands moved into his own hair, pulling at the scalp as he tried to nonchalantly calm his own nerves. What was wrong with him! He needed to act normal- but the smolder continued, the air changing until it was almost too intoxicating for one to bare.
Blame it on the tongues of ancients that rang in his ears-like an echo, a sirens call, putting him in a trance not noticing that others were moving. Without a thought he was reacting, reaching forward but he grabbed at nothing. As if he was possessed, the male moved quickly, grasping at shoulders with shaking hands, his lithe legs carrying him so.
âPlease.â He whispered in a voice that didnât sound like hisown, arms slipping from shoulders to the others wrist, timidly holding such inplace.
âDo not leave.â It came as a command, the days or ruling haunting his tongue.â- Tis not insanityâŠ. I â How do I even begin. âAtem bit his lip, searching for the words that alluded him so. The same ancient tongue falling from his lips as he cursed heavily. âHear me... There is a reason why you can speak a language older than time itself. Believe me, the world is far more than what you believe, Heba...do not be afraid.â
He made sense. It was just others who where misinformed dammit!Â