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I logged back into this account to just, look back at it I guess

Anyone who is still here, please unfollow me!!!

Here’s some updates about me, the admin of this account, it’s 12 am while I’m writing this so bare with me:

I’m going to therapy now!!! I’m doing a lot better emotionally. I’m unlearning behaviors that I shouldn’t have been doing in the first place and it’s going very well. I have a new friend group that is supporting me and my growth and I am so grateful for their support!

To whoever I have hurt who so happens to be reading this, nothing I can do will change what happened or what I did but despite that, I hope you guys are doing well out there! ^^ I’m not expecting forgiveness. I was a horrible person and I probably still am tbh, but I am trying my best to fix that. And no,, this isn’t a plea for you guys to talk to me again. Please don’t recontact me. Take this as like...me sharing that I educated myself and I know better. I should’ve known better from the get-go but,, clearly I didn’t.

I started over on a different platform, clean slate and all that. I’m planning to start a business but I dunno how well that’ll turn out. I’m not even an adult yet, but (sparkles) world situation (sparkles) makes it necessary. I’m still into kin stuff, but not as much as before. I feel more adverse to it now, but that’s okay! Im not in the BFB fandom anymore and that’s ok too. I’m trying to get myself to be able to watch BFB again though, it’s kind of hard for me to watch it but I’m getting there. Anyways, thank you for reading this far!! This took a while to write because I didn’t wanna make this sound like a ~YooToober Apooloogy~ but it probably still sounded like it anyways.

I’m hoping that writing and posting this will finally give me closure.

Again, thanks for reading!

Trying to home in the fact that my Four kin does NOT have fur. People keep asking me and stuff and it’s not true. In my canon I have FEATHERS! I’m trying to change the design a bit to make it so it actually looks like feathers.

..Turns out I am not that great at conveying feathers.

#numeral does a sketch

*gives death pact* eat child

Okay! :))

Hey want some edgy?

Here you go! On the house.

BUT IF I CATCH YOU TAGGING AS KIN WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU..

#numeral does a sketch #not putting this in the tag

Obligatory poorly made meme that I made for your viewing pleasure..

...Mostly because I didn’t post anything here in a long time

#bfb 13 #bfb 13 spoilers #bfb 4 #bfb four #bfb #battle for bfdi #bfb x

buttered-hamster

Just gonna. Drop this here.

#YES! YES! YES! YES!

Hey look it’s the feathery num again, drinking a nice coffee or tea or whatever.

I am pretty proud of this perspective shot. Though personally, I probably should’ve made this look cleaner.

[Blah blah no tagging as kin/me yada yada yada you know the drill I’ll sacrifice your teeth.]

#posing apps are super useful for perspective shots #bfb four #bfb 4 #numeral does a sketch #bfb

This is a sketch of me and my X!

[Don’t tag as kin/me for either of us.. or else I’ll throw ya into the pit of hungry Min/ecr/aft silv/erfish.]

#bfb four #bfb 4 #numeral does a sketch #bfb #battle for bfdi #more of my kinnie shit

Heard y’all like messy sketches.

(No tagging as me/kin. I’m watching you. I know where you live. I know your exact coordinates. I’ll pour all your milk in the sink. You’ll never have cereal again. )

#bfb four #bfb 4 #numeral does a sketch #BFB #battle for bfdi

HOLY SHIT MORE ME!! I need to finish my sketches, honestly.

(Don’t tag as kin/me unless you want me to disassemble your house. You wouldn’t like being homeless. I mean, technically you still wouldn’t be homeless, you just have to build it again. Imagine I/K/EA house kits. Wild.)

#bfb four #bfb 4 #numeral does a sketch #BFB