Have you seen? Have you really seen?

L / 20, small queer specimen

[motionxsickness]

I haven’t been on this blog for almost four years whew

I hope that if you’re reading this you’re doing great! I am, for the most part.

[angelswouldnthelpyou]

[loukessler]

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dwayne johnson, paper, scissors

[madgirlf]

if I knew an easier way to exist, I would choose that. people say ‘this is making you stronger’  like I wanted another reason to stay awake at night. like I wanted another ruler to measure my survival by. someone who loves me asks what’s wrong and if I were braver, I would say this: I am scared you will leave if I tell you how much hurt I’m carrying- there are softer people to love. I am afraid of the day you figure this out.

Fortesa Latifi - 10:14 P.M. (via 7-weeks)

[refinery29]

We nominate Jeffrey Tambor for speech of the night. Give transgender people their story. 🙌

Gifs: The Emmys on ABC

[refinery29]

The Laverne Cox stamp of approval is in.

Gifs: Emmys on ABC

[gaylor-moon]

HOW!!! YOU!!!! ALLY!!!!

[beigetype]

“A Calendar Laser Etched Into Fingernails” By Bre Prettis

[motionxsickness]

I’m not happy! and i have to admit it! and be alone for a while!

[cardcaptorr]

me: this can’t possibly get any worse thing: *gets worse* me: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[thisaintnomuddclub]

David Bowie at the Amstel Hotel, Amsterdam, Netherlands on February 13, 1974. Photos by Gijsbert Hanekroot

[moxiemcmurder]

✊💀🎃

[theartistandthephotographer]

My collection of pressed flowers from this summer 🌸🍃🌼

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RADIOHEAD, 1997.

© DANNY CLINCH

[motionxsickness]

Am I about to ruin my life? :)

[destroyed-and-abandoned]

[hi-imcurrentlyobsessed]

[motionxsickness]

a letter to my first love

hey, i just wanted to say before hand that you’re the best thing that ever happened to me in these years, and you have been the most wonderful partner i could have ever imagined of having. I just wanted to tell you that it is not your fault that this didn’t work out. And that still I love you so bad it’s hard to understand why I don’t wan’t to stay. Believe me it has been hell for me and I kill myself thinking how it will be for you when I have the guts to tell you I need to move on. It may be the most selfish thing I’ll ever do, to go away from the person who has loved me the most. I could have never imagined in my whole life somebody could give me the love you have given me and the support you have granted me. I just can’t  believe it. And I wil never thank you enough, if you ever want to talk to me again. This is when I realize that love is not enough and if things are not worked throught/ or if our needs are never met then it’s hard. Because I’ve always been too cold for your warm heart and you’ve always been too quiet when all I wanted was for you to talk to me. Maybe the fact that you want to get married and have kids and I don’t may seem small but what if I actually pictured a life with you?  I know I would have been in love with you forever but one of us would have resented the other in the end, because we don’t talk when we get mad and we hide it in our chests. Believe me that if we could make that thing bothering me okay then it would be perfect. But it has always been like that, and you have always known and said “hey, it’d be okay if you ever just stopped wanting to be with me.” It always broke my heart because I always knew it would come, the moment would come and it wouldnt be okay at all. Because we are home when we hold each other and i love your family and animals, but nothing is just as simple as that. there’s a whole relationship spectrum that we can’t just ignore. It seems so weird just cutting the contact when we have spoken to each other every single day since we ever first met. It was just the most wonderful night and the most fun I’ll ever have. Fuck. How am I gonna do this? I’ll give myself a few weeks and hopefully I can’t talk myself through this, if anything changes. I love you.