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I stitched my soul back together like a barbed wire

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✶ 𓊆 about me .ᐟ 𓊇

— rin/velle ✶ 20 ✶ any prns .ᐟ

✶ 𓊆 more about me .ᐟ 𓊇

— You may call me rin or velle .ᐟ

⟢ this account will be a vent blog and a photo/art diary, please view with discretion.

✶ 𓊆 fandoms .ᐟ 𓊇

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— just do not be bigoted and racist (phobes).

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I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING WRONG CHAT I COMMUNICATED WHAT I FELT HOW IS THIS WRONG HOW DID I GO ABOUT IT I AM SO FRUSTRATED WHY IS IT THAT EVERYTIME I AM NOT GOIN INTO AN EPISODE

#actually mentally ill #bpd #cluster b #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd vent

I told you what I actually felt, and you held a knife in front of me telling me I'm a sinner.

#actually mentally ill #bpd #cluster b #actually aspd

— You stabbed me repetitively in your apartment's floor. I picked myself up and apologize for the making a mess in your polished floor.

#actually borderline #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd stuff #bpd #bpd vent #cluster b

HOW COULD YOU JUST SAY "IT'S OKAY"? I CLEARLY NEEDED COMFORT WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? I NEEDED YOU TO COMFORT ME SO YOU COULD HELP ME FEEL LESS ALONE? ARE YOU TIRED OF ME ARE YOU TIRED OF ME ARE YOU TIRED OF ME ARE YOU TIRED OF ME ARE YOU TIRED OF ME ARE YOU TIRED OF ME

— maybe I should stop telling people how I feel and just grin through it and die

#actually borderline #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd stuff #bpd vent #cluster b

— “You don't ever wanna remember, because then... the abuse becomes real.”

#actually borderline #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd stuff #bpd #bpd vent #cluster b

— I have a fever, and a dysmenorrhea, and my mom is screaming about dirty dishes, and my barely even unclean room.

eternally suffering,

Mournivelle

#actually borderline #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd stuff #bpd vent #cluster b #bpd

— "your life has no sense” my mom :// ok thanks fuck you woman.

#actually borderline #actually mentally ill #actually bpd #bpd stuff #bpd #cluster b #bpd vent

— I've successfully made everyone upset of me... I should not have just ran my mouth, I should just shut up, why can't I ever shut up? JUST SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHIT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP

#actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd stuff #bpd vent #cluster b

— my friend just said “goodnight” after I asked her for advice.... I CAN'T BE OVERTHINKING THAT SHE'S MAD AT ME? IS SHE MAD AT ME? DID I SAY ANYTHING THAT WILL TICK HER OFF? I AM GOING TO CRASH OUT IF SHE ENDS UP CUTTING ME OFF

#actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd stuff #actually mentally ill #cluster b #bpd vent

— it's so crazy how everything just happens and then you move on like.. “It is what it is”. I fear that saying that phrase is getting old and I actually need to get help 💀

eternally breaking,

Mournivelle

#actually borderline #bpd #actually bpd #bpd stuff #actually mentally ill #cluster b #bpd vent

— I really have the urge to dye my hair into something like a brown, but light brown? Does that even make sense...

eternally dissatisfied,

Mournivelle ✶

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