FILM FREAK

I MADE IT MA' ! TOP OF THE WORLD !

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THOSE MOVIES WILL ROT YOUR BRAIN , BOY !

indie ERIC BINFORD from vernon zimmerman’s FADE TO BLACK (1980) 

hello! i’m kate , 22 , and use any pronouns . this is a highly nsfw blog with themes of death , abuse , and mental health issues . headcanon based . era changes depending on writing partner , but main verse is 1980s .        RULES

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AND I'M NOT GOING ! // independent KERGUELEN AVON of terry nation's BLAKE'S 7 as portrayed by paul darrow .

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FIND ME ON @sntnick​ FOR THE HOLIDAYS !

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like i needed a new murder boy or something . anyway @showmagic​

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          ‘ ah fuck it . . . ’         he stares down at the drink but then tips it back . it stings as it flows down his throat . he gags when the cup in empty , shaking his head back and forth in disgust .            ‘ you’re a real piece of shit something , DID YOU KNOW THAT ? ’

@popularmxnster​ CONTINUED !

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daughterats.

lyric starters⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀the petulant frown she bares, the way emily crosses her arms over her chest, is about to answer her own question. nevertheless, the blonde demands,   “i’m seventeen years old, what’s such a baby about that?” @moviemurder​

         a short laugh , body weight shifting forward as he looks down at her .       ‘ I MEAN , do you always pout like that ? ’

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vvithteeth.

          HER BACK WAS PRESSED AGAINST THE WALL , cold bricks jutting into her back. it was a sick sort of sensation , a reminder that she was actually there. her small hand held the pack of marlboros , smacking the end against the heel of her hand. “ you want? “ she asked without looking up , focusing on the sound of the paper box packing over and over and over. 

          when she did finally look up , her makeup was smeared beneath her eyes and her nose was red. she’d gotten into another fight at home. too often , she wondered why she stayed , but she knew the reason. she didn’t have the means to live on her own , and the last thing she wanted to do was professionally couch surf. she already did that enough now. “ my stepford mother accused me of stealing her booze again. “ she told @moviemurder​ , rolling her eyes. “ like i need to steal from her. “

          he nods in thanks , taking one from the pack and looking her over . the alley behind the theater was usually empty and he knew the alarm never actually went off at the fire escape door when you opened it . he would sneak in and out as he pleased , smoke breaks between films . cary grant double feature : his girl friday and charade . he wasn’t too fond of the latter and could miss the first few minutes without care .         ‘ thanks . . . i was gonna say that you look ROUGH . i know how living at home can be ; my aunt takes every bit of her anger out on me . she resents me , i think . i think most parents resent their kids in a way . ’ 

          eric takes out his own lighter and offers to light hers before lighting his own . there’s a pause . . .           ‘ does she hit you ? or just yell a whole lot ? ’

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La chute de la maison Usher, 1928.

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Send "Can I kiss you?" for my muse's reaction!

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𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒

“ am i not good enough? ”  

“ you’ve been so quiet. what’s on your mind? ”  

“ why did you help me? ”  

“ who do you fight for? ”  

“ why do you hate me? ”  

“ have you come to laugh at me in my miserable state? ”  

“ you’re not dating anyone, are you? ”  

“ i’ve got your back, okay? ”  

“ where do you think you’re going? ”  

“ how long have i been asleep? ”  

“ are you going to kill me? ”  

“ why can’t i come with you? ”  

“ we all have secrets, don’t we? ”  

“ did you want to be alone? ”  

“ why should i trust you? ”  

“ wait. did you hear that? ”  

“ promise me? ”  

“ why are you talking like we’ll never see each other again? ”  

“ do you remember anything at all? ”  

“ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say? ”  

“ you wanna know what your problem is? ”  

“ may i have this dance? ”  

“ can i ask… what happened? ”  

“ how many people have you killed? how many? ”  

“ do you ever hear yourself? ”  

“ would you run away with me? ”  

“ could you be happy here with me? ”  

“ you can’t or you won’t? ”  

“ you slept with them, didn’t you? ”  

“ well, how do i look? ”  

“ after all you’ve done how can i possibly trust you? ”  

“ why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of? ”  

“ what did they do to you? ”  

“ so why’s it so important anyway? ”  

“ where have you been? ”  

“ why are you looking at me like that? ”  

“ why did you come? ”  

“ what are you doing out here by yourself? ”  

“ is… that my shirt you’re wearing? ”  

“ you… don’t like me very much, do you? ”  

“ why does it always have to be a fight with you? ”

“ why can’t you look me in the eye? ”  

“ can you forgive me? ”  

“ what if i never see you again? ”  

“ you were going to leave without saying goodbye? ”  

“ how about a little midnight snack? ”  

“ are you… smelling me? ”  

“ how did you get this scar? ”  

“ what do you want in exchange for it? ”  

“ what did you want to tell me? ”  

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CONTINUED FROM @chainsawcutiie​

          ‘ GOD , high school sucked . ’        his laugh comes out as a wheeze , shaking his head .           ‘ i mean people pulled some bad stuff on me but NOT THAT BAD ’          eric had some fond memories of high school ; he volunteered at a theatre for awhile but never got a job due to the fact he would sneak in to watch the movies instead of actually helping patrons . 

         ‘ WAIT , you mean it wasn’t fake ? holy shit . . . ’         his look of pity morphs into one of shock and horror . he brushes his fingers through his hair.           ‘ what happened after ? ’

[filmauteur]

Sunset Boulevard (1950) dir. Billy Wilder

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31 days of halloween ☠ eric binford in fade to black

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Greta Garbo in Mata Hari (1931) dir. George Fitzmaurice

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popularmxnster.

Billy smirked some at the compliment. “Thanks. Now you can officially say you’ve kissed someone. So your aunt or whoever you mentioned, can go fuck themselves.” He said looking him over before cocking his head a bit. “You only into guys or both?”

          ‘ YEAH , FUCK HER ! ’           sweet , enthusiastic laugh . something about billy just made him relax more . he treated him better , nicer than most people did  .  a shrug .         ‘ i - i’m not sure . . . of course i’d want to sleep with marilyn monroe and girls like her . . . but i don’t think i’ve really met many people outside of the movies that i’d want to go to bed with , IF THAT MAKES SENSE  ’

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hallowsouls.

     question  sparked  a  precipitous  chill  to  enter  deep  within  the  bones.  that  eerie  look  in  eric’s  eyes  didn’t  quite  aid  the  situation.  persephone  takes  a  careful  step  back  but  demeanor  remains  calm  on  the  outside,  despite  the  fear  that  trickles  down  her  spine.  ‘n-no,  i  would  never  lie  to  you.’   voice  appeared  a  bit  shakier  than  she  would  have  liked.  something  in  the  brunette’s  gut  told  her  to  run,  but  the  last  thing  p  wanted  was  to  make  matters  worse.  ‘eric,  you’re  scaring  me.’  

          ‘ SCARING YOU ? ’         a laugh . a little too devious .          ‘ i’m just making sure you’re not going behind MY BACK . tell lies to other people . things that shouldn’t be said . ’              maybe about aunt stella , and the way things didn’t seem like an accident anymore .           ‘ i don’t mean to SCARE YOU . . . do you have a reason to be scared , my dear ? ’           momentary cary grant impression to attempt to relieve any tension . smile widens .

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queencheer.

        she makes a face at him, one that questioned the   look he had on and was simultaneously intrigued, but she makes no argument.  chrissy supposed that he did have a bit of a point there.  “alright, alright, that’s probably true.  but i still don’t see any reason to generalize.”  she gives him a one-shouldered shrug, head tilting slightly to the right.  “are you always this much of a cynic, eric?”

              ‘ how else are we supposed to make assumptions and , you know , get through life ? ’         he scoffs and stuffs one hand into his pocket while motioning with the other as he talks .            ‘ give me a reason NOT TO BE , and i’ll tone it down . ’