sweet disposition.

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this man really said to me “there’s something that’s hurting you. i can see it in your eyes” UM OKAY COME FOR ME

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woke up at 4pm

lived 5 lives last night

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honestly leave it to me to be interested in someone a week before i leave. but if you really think about it i cant maintain interest in anyone for more than a week. 

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i ran into my crush while i was on a date with this other dude. then i gave him my number. and he just texted me to invite me to his house for lunch!!!! and kush. what more could a gal like me need....

obviously i’m shy so im not going and i already have plans 

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what a weird date. so weird. came home got sad, cried a little and now im listening to regina spektor (”laughing with”) 

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wow a year ago today, my ex and i went on our first date. now im on the other side of the world about to go on a date with this senegalese boy i met last week. life IS weirdddd. stuck in the mud

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i went to get a sandwich for breakfast the other day and when i took a picture of the eggs one of the guys drinking coffee made me take photos of him too. lol

that painting was only blue when lisa and i came to sesh with mohammad. it looks so good now!!

i met a cute boy on my way home from school one day and i gave him my number even though i left my phone in a taxi and also wrote his number on my hand but washed it off like a dumbass. anyways homeboyyyy got my phone back and dropped it off at my house. wow my knight in shining armor honestlyyyy 

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my friend at the beach has two birds, we named them fatou faye and fatou ndiaye. he made us tea and we smoked some spliffs. i’m going to miss senegal

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- i scored some good stuff at the thursday market & i took the bus obamaself - this week felt like a blur - visited a dope artist village with fwends - im going out tonight and already dreading it - sad 2 be leaving soon - i went to mamelle to sesh with this man that lives there. got hella anxious though and had to leave - being phoneless sucks but it's also nice - need to get clothes made and buy more art before i leave

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- i rode camels in the desert i’ve peaked what else is there to do in life

- j'ai pensé j'ai eu food poisoning, ce matin. fuck

- also fuck because my motivation to practice french has basically been non existent. i absorbed so much in the beginning but rn i feel like i’m plateauing. this language is so hard 

- noah and i went to the plage yesterday and smoked some joints and watched the sunset

- i reallllllly appreciate one-on-one time with people 

- i miss home and i feel like these 3 (almost 4) months flew by but at the same time feels like forever 

- really trying to find the motivation to make things happen. really want 2 go 2 kenya 

- i’m supposed to be writing a short paper right now and i’ve done half but my mind feels v scattered

- my video project is slowly coming together <3 

- i forgot my second phone in a taxi and the taximan recently found it and is trying to return it to me!!! alxamdulilay 

- been thinking about coming back and living in Dakar for like a year. but i actually hate planning my life so i’m just going to wait on that thought

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- damn really been in my feelings the last 24 hours. been sharing time with people and reflecting and already feelin nostalgic. so, so blessed to be here. senegal is such a beautiful place.

- i’ve really been experiencing the world with such an open heart this past year 

- been in and out of big dreams the last two weeks. trynna find the balance

- um listened to thank u, next for the first time. it’s not amazing but really into the concept. 

- had a spliff in my room last night. missed da kush

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weird week

- last weekend some random guys took my friends and i to eat bbq at 6am then we went and smoked some spliffs at the beach. 

- i went to mamelle to journal the other day and ran into someone my friend knew and he smoked me out. missed having spliff sessions at the beach

- a random man kissed me on the cheek and im still trynna process that. men are disgusting!!!!!

- the sweetest homie samir had us over at his house (basically a palace) for dinner last night. and we got in our feelings because him and hadi are so sweet and im sad to be leaving soon :/

- im working on a making a video for a class and wow creativity is so much fun. hopefully it turns out to be perfect

- we’re having thanksgiving dinner at school today

- i lost my second phone last night. so now im completely phoneless. what a way 2 live 

- spending the weekend in the desert and st louis tomorrow. really excited to get some good shots and some spliff sessions 

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i feel like lately i havent been able to control negative thoughts and judgment

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i really just slept for 12 hours. who am i? more importantly an aquarius, taurus and aries picked my fwends and i up while we were looking for a taxi, took us to eat bbq and to the beach for the sunrise and a spliff. i only know their zodiac signs forgot their names. ya girl really livinnnn. will be more careful next time. alsoooo only have 3 more weekends left :/

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yikes i feel lonely. time to work so i can avoid thinking about this. 

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this week has been weirdddd i’ve been in an up and down mood mostly because of inconsistent sleep. i swear this new moon in scorpio really got me feeling like i’m still in the twilight zone.

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