Cyhiraeth

***Goddess of the Streams***

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Chance Encounters

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Cyhiraeth hated people, which was precisely why she avoided the shops of Mount Phoenix at all costs. She much preferred to stay locked inside her apartment at Banshee, with only her cats and her books surrounding her. This life of solitude was comforting to her, it was what she had always known. People were scared of her anyway, without a proper vessel her haggard, scaly, and winged appearance was enough to send other people running in the other direction. She was and never will be the pretty, glowing goddess that had a temple that crowds flocked to or a disposition that made people seek her out for help on quests. She was hated. She was feared. Even other gods and goddesses despised her. There was nothing to like about a goddess who only predicted death and suffering and made water a fearful place for her children, a goddess who only had powers that could hurt people and a face that scared even the bravest away. The fact that she let out a loud ringing screech when someone died, told the world everything they needed to know, she, a harbinger of death, would never be accepted nor loved.

But on her weekly trip to pick up food for her cats, something strange overtook her, possessing her to go visit the Flower Mill, even though she had no interest in going before. Her nerves had been frayed these days, between strained relationships with her children and tiffs with the other gods, it might be nice to sit down and get a cup of coffee, something that mortals seemed to do quite often when they were stressed out. Sauntering over to the door, Cyhiraeth walked in, making sure not to look anyone in the eye. She had absolutely no desire to converse with anyone who was there, and just wanted to take a latte to go, not mill around with fools she probably didn’t like anyway.

“I’ll take a latte to go please, extra foam, no sugar, and a shot of peppermint.” Slapping some coins on the table, she made her way over to the furthest corner of the room, waiting anxiously for her order to be called out. The sooner the better honestly, cause it meant less time waiting around in a place filled to the brim with strangers. Flicking her eyes up, Cyhiraeth did a quick sweep of the cafe, so far she saw no one she knew, filling her with relief. However, if she hadn’t looked towards the back corner opposite her, she would have missed a face she hadn’t seen for 18 years.

“Sana? Is that you?” Calling out meekly to what she assumed to be her daughter, the tall woman made her way over to the other corner, hoping that this time she wouldn’t mess things up. After all, it could only take one word for Sana to get upset with her and she didn’t want that. Her children were the most precious things to her, the only people she cared about in a world full of people who hated her. 

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Moody Blues Mixtape

1. Love Come Down by Evelyn Champagne King

2. I Couldn’t Keep It to Myself by Gospel Dream Choir

3. Love Story by SES

4. Ultralight Beam by Kanye West

5. Finish Line/Drown by Chance the Rapper, T-Pain, Kirk Franklin, Eryn Allen Kane, and Noname

6. Sunday Candy by Donnie Trumpet and the Social Experiment

7. Sober by Childish Gambino

8. Spring Rain by BoA

9. Night Rather Than Day by EXID

10. For Real by Ovan

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’ Is cheerleading still a thing? ’

Giving the goddess next to her the coldest glare she could manage, Cyhiraeth let out a loud sigh, that could probably be heard worlds over. “Isn’t that the stupid ‘sport’ where girls shake their butts in short skirts and yell loud chants to attract men from the football team? Ugh it shouldn’t even be considered an actual sport and besides why are you asking me this? I’m a goddess same as you and I could care less about human’s and the trivial activities that they enjoy. I don’t even think I know you, so if you could excuse me I’ll be taking my leave now. I don’t have time to waste on random people like you, so if you have something remotely interesting to say I suggest that you say it now.” Rolling her eyes, Cyhiraeth got to her feet and immediately took off in the other direction. Why did people always feel the need to bother her with their idiotic questions when she was so obviously deep in thought? These gods and goddesses were a complete waste of her time and she had better things to do then sit around and wait for them to become intriguing.

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° * ———— RIVERDALE SENTENCE STARTERS.

’ What? Sardonic humor is just my way of relating to the world. ’ ’ Can I borrow the truck for the drive-in? ’ ’ Ah okay. Isn’t there a nice gay kid at your school? ’ ’ We both know what goes in those woods. ’ ’ Alright. No cruising guys tonight. ’ ’ I learned that from the Nancy Drew detective handbook. ’ ’ What would your Holy Roller mother say about this, _____? ’ ’ And where did you get those thigh-high boots? They’re amazing. ’ ’ My type? Definitely. ’ ’ But you’ve got more demons than The Exorcist. ’ ’ Is it true what they say about your dad? ’ ’ Does everyone here know? ’ ’ That he’s the devil incarnate? I stand by my father. ’ ’ I’m asking you now, right now, if you love me, or even like me? ’ ’ I can’t give you the answer you want. ’ ’ I’ve never been good enough for you. ’ ’ I’ll never be good enough for you. ’ ’ You are so perfect. I’ve never been good enough for you. ’ ’ That’s where I was living before. ’ ’ Why the hell aren’t you living at home? ’ ’ Truth is things aren’t great at home. ’ ’ He/she keeps promising that he/she will get his/her act together. ’ ’ Screw that! Live with me. ’ ’ It’s temporary. I’m going to figure something out. ’ ’ Just don’t tell anybody, especially not _____. ’ ’ She’s/he’s not going to care. ’ ’ Well, exactly. Don’t tell her/him either. ’ ’ Why did you leave the home? ’ ’ You could’ve really hurt yourself. ’ ’ I couldn’t just stay there, waiting for someone who was never going to show. ’ ’ I don’t have any money. I don’t have anything. ’ ’ Why don’t you just stay here? ’ ’ They made that very clear, and that’s not what I want. ’ ’ There’s no more stigma. ’ ’ You don’t know what they’ll do. ’ ’ I won’t have my baby raised in a home that doesn’t want it. ’ ’ I cannot lose you again. ’ ’ I’m not kidding, the clothes off our backs. ’ ’ Like it meant nothing. Like it was nothing. Like I was nothing. ’ ’ And you want my help to give it to your boy/girlfriend? ’ ’ I was going to apologize to you. ’ ’ Honey, I can’t agree to that. ’ ’ I don’t want any part of it. ’ ’ You weren’t at the drive-in. ’ ’ Where were you? ’ ’ You think that he/she has the stomach for that?! ’ ’ You’re sounding crazy just like your sister/brother. ’ ’ I didn’t get the memo we were adding another voice to the mix. ’ ’ So that makes me…what then…backup? ’ ’ I mean, you were just doing this as a favor to me, right? ’ ’ You literally have zero loyalty. ’ ’ Everyone else is…disposable. ’ ’ You know…maybe it’s not such a bad thing to try a new voice? ’ ’ You know how your father feels about pop music. ’ ’ I understand, and I won’t. ’ ’ Because if you do, he/she will somehow blame me. ’ ’ I feel like I don’t even know who my mom and dad are anymore. ’ ’ Is this your playing hand? ’ ’ And yet, stop punishing yourself while you’re at it. ’ ’ I got slammed because I didn’t know the play. ’ ’ You know, I endorse this. ’ ’ I’ve had my seven minutes of heaven with ________. ’ ’ God knows what you’d say. Something to humiliate us? ’ ’ Every town has one, the spooky house that all the kids avoid. ’ ’ Linked in death even as they were in life. ’ ’ It’s off-brand and it sends a false message of acceptance. ’ ’ You got a date? ’ ’ There is no record of her/him before that. ’ ’ Facebook, her/him Linked In account…they were all created a year ago. ’ ’ Where did you find all this? ’ ’ The deep web, the dark internet. ’ ’ Check it, it’s all online…simple Googling. ’ ’ What’s happening out there? ’ ’ What’s happening out there? Do we know? Is it about me? ’ ’ Do we know? Is it about me? ’ ’ You do you, girl/boy. I’ll be back. ’ ’ What was it like before she/he got here? ’ ’ What was it like before she/he got here? I honestly cannot remember. ’ ’ No longer lactose intolerant, I see. ’ ’ Oh, you don’t even know, do you? ’ ’ The things they’re saying about your daughter/son at school? ’ ’ Slut-shaming. It’s what they call it when sluts get shamed. ’ ’ You should be writing about the real story. ’ ’ And who shot that gun on July 4? ’ ’ What the hell is a “Sticky Maple”? ’ ’ No, _______, it’s a slut-shaming thing. ’ ’ I’m neither a slut nor am I going to be shamed by someone. ’ ’ Does he/she really think he/she can get away with this? ’ ’ Does he/she not know who I am?! ’ ’ I will cut the brakes on his supped-up phallic symbol. ’ ’ I need you to tell me the truth about something. ’ ’ Will he/she be able to make a living at it? ’ ’ You’re here for me, aren’t you? ’ ’ You’re here for me, aren’t you? Because of the autopsy? ’ ’ We don’t need to do this in front of your classmates. ’ ’ No, that won’t be necessary. ’ ’ Back to no texting. What about you? ’ ’ I’m back to being the shallow, toxic rich bitch who ruins everything in her path. ’ ’ Is this…how you feel about…is it real? ’ ’ It is. It is real. Maybe it’s not right, but it’s real. ’ ’ I’m “Breakfast at Tiffany’s” but this place is strictly “In Cold Blood.” ’ ’ I’m filled with dread. ’ ’ Game changer - ________ got hot! ’ ’ Six more reasons for you to take that ginger bull by the horns tonight. ’ ’ He’s got abs now. Six more reasons for you to take that ginger bull by the horns tonight. ’ ’ Is cheerleading still a thing? ’ ’ Is being the gay best friend still a thing?! ’ ’ What is a “Chock'lit Shoppe” and why does it sell burgers?! ’ ’ We are all on the spectrum but my gay-o-meter says you should stick with what you know best…girls/boys. ’

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cosmic cutie!

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❛ You don’t own me. ❜

This was a daily occurrence, Cyhiraeth and Rose got into more fights than anyone could keep track of, and each one was stupider than the last. Folding her arms across her chest, Cyhiraeth glared at her youngest daughter, “Listen dear, I never said anything about ‘owning’ you, but don’t you think it would be better for you to go out with someone more....intelligent than that guy? Someone with a little more.... intrigue? He just seems so dull and I only want what’s best for you. But I would never keep you in the house or forbid you from dating him, he’s just not the kind of man you should go for in my opinion. Heaven’s knows you do whatever you want anyway, with or without my opinion, so I don’t know why you’d do any differently now. Just please try and take some of my advice to heart. Hate me, loathe me, abhor me fine, but just please listen to me for once sweetheart.

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❛ I just want peace and quiet. ❜

Sighing as she looked at the young demigod, Cyhiraeth rolled her eyes, “Well don’t we all? But unfortunately everyone on this island seems hell bent on trying to get on my nerves. Can’t you all just leave an old woman to her solitude, instead of bugging me about every little thing? I swear, I should just go back to the deserted island I was previously living on.” Giving the boy a sharp look, she muttered, “I probably shouldn’t mention this to you but try the cliff on the outskirts of the island, I often go there when I need some peace. You should try it sometime. But if you see me there you better leave immediately do you hear me?!” Letting out a huff of annoyance, the goddess stomped away.

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` ° * ✧ ° RANDOM SENTENCE STARTERS.

❛ Have you been playing with matches again? ❜ ❛ Do have anymore of that one stuff? ❜ ❛ So, where do we go from here? ❜ ❛ What the hell is that thing? ❜ ❛ You know, you aren’t supposed to be doing that. ❜ ❛ I almost forgot you only come around when you need me. ❜ ❛ Oh, yeah, you played me good, didn’t you? ❜ ❛ I’m not joking with you this time. ❜ ❛ Do you ever think about having kids? ❜ ❛ I didn’t mean to punch you that hard. ❜ ❛ Nice shiner there, buddy. ❜ ❛ Great way to start the day. ❜ ❛ I just want peace and quiet. ❜ ❛ Please, just go away already, ugh. ❜ ❛ I’m not giving you any money! ❜ ❛ You don’t own me. ❜ ❛ Tell me what to do or what to say. ❜ ❛ I love my freedom. ❜ ❛ Shut up before I break your arm. ❜ ❛ Now, that looks like a grand adventure. ❜ ❛ I’m taking you home, come on. ❜ ❛ Jesus, are you really that drunk? ❜ ❛ What did you take? How many you’d take? ❜ ❛ That’s not an orange. It’s a lemon. ❜ ❛ The wait is almost over. ❜ ❛ So, when are we going to finally meet? ❜ ❛ I would like to see you in person. ❜ ❛ Are you online dating again? ❜ ❛ I’m not sad, I’m just tired. ❜ ❛ I want to take a nap so bad. ❜ ❛ I thought we could just nap together. ❜ ❛ Life can be messy. ❜ ❛ I wish life could be mess free. ❜ ❛ Are you high or just stupid? ❜ ❛ You can be anything you set your mind to. ❜ ❛ We are not going to be like them. ❜ ❛ I just wanted to fit in, I don’t know. ❜ ❛ Are you going to that party tonight? ❜ ❛ I thought we’d be together forever. ❜ ❛ I really liked you. My fault. ❜ ❛ We don’t like surprises. ❜ ❛ Please save the lecture for someone who gives a shit. ❜ ❛ What the hell did you do? ❜ ❛ Well, you poor thing. ❜ ❛ I’m just saying, murder is an option. ❜ ❛ We can always kill them, yeah? ❜ ❛ What’s all this glitter for anyway? ❜ ❛ Damn, you look like shit. Smell like it too. ❜ ❛ It’s not too dark and not too light. ❜ ❛ I wanted to know what you liked so I stalked you. ❜ ❛ I didn’t stalk anyone for the last time already. ❜ ❛ I’m not sorry and I have no regrets. ❜ ❛ You are so fucked, you know that? ❜ ❛ Hey, you stole that from me! Give it back! ❜ ❛ Screw you. ❜ ❛ Just fuck off already. ❜ ❛ You look like a Simpson. ❜ ❛ I’m sorry if I hurt your feelings. ❜ ❛ I’m not mean, I’m just honest. ❜ ❛ I will stab you with my fingernail, try me. ❜ ❛ Your wish is my command. ❜ ❛ I would love to see you suffer. ❜ ❛ I’m not in, no way. This is bad. ❜ ❛ I don’t want to break any rules. ❜ ❛ Fine then. Don’t call and don’t text me anymore. ❜ ❛ I’m not mad at you, don’t worry. ❜ ❛ Do not ever question my parenthood again. ❜ ❛ I don’t have time for this. ❜ ❛ Death is all around us. ❜ ❛ You’re just like the girl from gone girl. ❜ ❛ You left, not me. ❜ ❛ I’m not the one that’s always leaving. ❜ ❛ I can’t believe this is truly happening. ❜ ❛ I was wondering, if you wanted to look at the stars with me? ❜ ❛ I always wanted to go on a date. ❜ ❛ I knew you were trouble when you walked in. ❜ ❛ I had a feeling. ❜ ❛ Wait, do you feel that? That vibe right now? ❜ ❛ Where could the gem be? ❜ ❛ Do I look like someone you should mess with? ❜ ❛ It stinks it this place. Can’t believe you call it home. ❜ ❛ Wow, this is your house? ❜ ❛ I can’t believe you didn’t think to ask me first. ❜ ❛ You have a lot to learn. ❜ ❛ What do you take me for? ❜ ❛ What do I have to do to get it from you? ❜ ❛ Will you ever stop asking me that? ❜ ❛ This place never ceases to amaze me. ❜

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I’m Sorry~~cyhiraeth + mingyu

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Cyhiraeth was going on her usual after supper walk through the park; there was something about the night breeze that relaxed her in a way that most other things did not. It was hard enough living with images of death practically every time she closed her eyes, but on top of that she had found that by living at Mount Phoenix, she realized how truly lonely she was. She constantly saw other Gods and Goddesses out with their children, and it stabbed at her heart at the fact that her own children were nowhere to be found. It had only been a couple weeks since Cyhiraeth had gotten here, but she had hoped to see her children almost right away and the fact that she had it made her sad and lonely feelings bubble inside of her. Her usually confident facade was broken on nights like these, as she let the tears that she kept hidden freely flow, but only after making sure no one was around her. 

After plopping herself on a bench in the middle of the park, far away from any ponds or rivers in the area to ward off any unwanted thoughts, she let the tears finally drip from her eyes. It had been so long since she had seen her children and the sheer fact that they might not even be at Mount Phoenix really hit her hard. Suddenly out of the corner of her eye, a figure standing about ten yards away caught her attention: that hair, those shoulders, that posture. It could only be one person.

“Mingyu!” His name came from her lips before she could stop herself, before she could check to see if it might be someone other than him. But at that moment Cyhiraeth didn’t care, she had gone too long without seeing him and even if there was only a 50% chance it was him, it didn’t hurt to check. Practically sprinting over to the figure, Cyhiraeth wrapped her arms around whoever it was, praying that it was her Mingyu, and that she could finally ask him all the questions she had been dying to know, finally see his face after so long. 

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