what was i thinking

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Maybe the reason why i stopped capturing memories and writing them down is because im the only one whose left with them.

[mr-po]

why do we write to who's not here

at the present

who's not here, with us

to who's not going to read those words

[mr-po]

what i think, in different relationships i have/had

We will talk

You will say your point

I would say mine

You will listen

You will understand

But you wouldnt change your mind

And we wouldnt compromise

We will talk

You will say your point

I will listen

I will understand

We would compromise

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Things I think I learned so far in my internship; 123117

You learned all the skill in your educational years, now you have to work on your character in your working field. Have patience on that, skills can still be enhanced along the way.

Do not let others to manipulate you, I mean, you can let them take control if they know what they’re doing. If not, you can always speak up and ask others for insights.

Learn to read the atmosphere, be mindful of your actions and words. There are a lot of assholes and sensitive people. Help the ones who are willing to change.

Be vocal, and dont be shy to ask the things they think you need to work on.

Admit mistakes and stop making reasons.

Trying is not so bad after all but try with educated knowledge.

Look after your friends, even the new ones. Show that you care, express them. Because its hard to assume and read what’s inside other people’s head.

Express your gratitude, they will feel appreciated and acknowledged after that.

Learn to apologize and how to be sincere about it. Building trust is hard, but breaking it is easy

You can be straightforward and not blunt.

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I felt so bad I thought I got it all under my control. Now I'm back to my comfort zone, which is to lock myself in, and not let other people to reach me.

I should know the boundaries.

I should be careful with my words. The less I say, the less I have to explain for.

[mr-po]

I just learned how to see the things the way they are. How blinded I was. How foolish. So much regret happened. And there's nothing else I can do than to live with the lesson, and learn how to get over it.

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060918

I don’t know if you think I can’t handle your truth or you just can’t bear saying it.

[mr-po]

060818

Is that what I want to hear

Or is that you need to say?

Is that what I need to hear

Or is that what you want to say?

[mr-po]

05012018

I miss you

I hope you miss me too

And thats selfish

And foolish

But thats all I can ask

And maybe that is all that you can give

Im writing about you again

I dont know why

I cant keep that promise

Did I really pushed you away that much?

[mr-po]

04022018

“Are you willing to say no?” “Are you willing to hear no?”

[mr-po]

04132018

Lagi mo nalang tinatanong sa sarili mo kung san ka nag kulang, bakit hindi mo subukang tanungin kung san ka nag sobra?

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04142018

Larawang walang kwento o kwentong walang larawan?

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04252018

is it because we both lost too much?

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04272018

how come dying makes you feel alive?

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"Misfortune falls to the good as well"

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Then one day you will realize That if you dont have yourself You are Really Alone

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“didnt you enjoy it?”

“was i supposed to?”