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Thanks…everyone ignored me…

Should have wrote back sooner (and sober)

Tbh I been wanting to speak to you for the very longest. I’ve thought about everything since the incident. Spoke to people about it. I mean I should be passed it by now. But I never did get over it. Over the fact of a future I wanted to know. A future of answers I needed. Maybe even a friendship lost. Or pain I might have dodged or maybe could have healed. I miss you in some moments and see you in others and that won’t change. I see fragments of you and many women i see and at the end of the day. They aren’t you. Which isn’t bad. But it isn’t great. A scar that won’t heal. I’m sure it’s not the same for you. I’m sure you forgotten about me. I’m sure you don’t see me in anyone. I’m sure you don’t waste any thought on me anymore. But I just needed to get that off my chest. Miss you.

Sincerely, Deandre

Human?

What happened to us? Did body snatchers replace us and fill us with rage and anger? Allow us to become dumb and stupid and forget to feel?

Are we even human anymore?

Do people even mourn anymore?

Do we even understand eachother?

Human? Alien? Demon? Monster?

They almost all seem the same in this day and age. “We all have our demons” people say. “You are such a monster” they yell. “Are you really you or are you a alien?” They ask. Because we as people have change everyone of this planet( no not everyone). Most people forgot about emotions and remorse and forgiveness and redemption and love and so much more. Forgotten and pushed aside almost known exist.

#everything #everyday #happy #human #rant #random #fallen #help #message #me #im here #sad #to much #personal

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Happiness....? I wanna feel that forever. I’m sorry for how I have been acting. For who I am. It’s in my nature to fuck everything up that I see. To try to get love and attention when I don’t know how to give. To feel like I give to much when I haven’t moved a muscle. I figuratively become numb. Soon I become literally numb. I don’t even feel my own heart beat anymore.

#numb #sad #happiness #sorry #regret #oni #letter.#message #personal

I’m sorry if you do read this. I still love you.

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You need a private talk? Just message me !:)

I love you 🙃🙂

“No one loves me lol if they did they would fight. If they did they would have just left instead of leaving me dead on the floor. If they did they would have saw that what there doing..... is killing me. If they did they could feel my pain before they acted and not cheated on me - something I found on Pinterest

#pinterest #sad #no love #alone