Inhale. Every once in a while now I give myself time and space to breathe, sort my thoughts, and organize what I can of my life. I try to write too. Although I'm not entirely sure how it helps; I just enjoy the process of carefully attempting to find sense in life and in what I do through writing. Right now, I am glad to spend a peaceful and restful weekend over a big-ass bowl of ramen — made more flavorful with ajitsuke tamago, and my journal. I wish I had ordered gyoza but this would suffice, really. Excuse the appetite. I escape the chaos of day-to-day living by seeking refuge in the warmth of good food. Pen down. Lately, I find myself riding in waves. The past months have been busy and eventful — developing into a series of wonderful highs and also painful losses. I'll spare you the details. Exhale. Now the dust has settled with things past, I move toward a period of transition. Lo and behold, "change is coming." It's nerve-racking. I fear of things I do not completely know or have no idea of — like how life will unfold for the remaining half of the year. How? Tell me. Declutter. To break up my anxiety, a few weeks and days ago, I shared conversations with a few friends and even had random encounters in between. And at one instance, I received this note. I have reservations if I fit the adjectives used (laughs). Kidding aside, it was still a nice and unexpected message to receive. A subtle reminder to look inward and give self-love. And as I embrace change, perhaps this was something I needed. Anyway, a period of change can really make anyone feel anxious, but it is also an exciting time. A time to celebrate the freedom to go further and explore the world. Come August I'll be attending the Harvard Project for Asian and International Relations, then there'll be work, and graduate school, etc etc. I seriously thought all these were long shots, but there they are. Let's hope these will burn more sustainable fuel for greater heights. To dear friends who may be are in a similar millenial life-stage, or who simply need encouragement right now, let this be your reminder: You are a work in progress meant for greater things. And when anxiety and doubt clouds you, regardless of whether the world affirms or not — do know that you are beautiful. As beautiful as the words you say, the things you do, and the intentions of your heart. Have a wonderful day, Lovely! Inhale. Pen down. Exhale. Declutter.
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