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Someone else:

if you want to know what to do in life follow your heart when it wanders.

Me, an intellectual:

ha, the heart is an organ and does not wander.

Also me:

However; it does control my brain when my mind wanders and oh my it must have a thing for you because you are literally the only thing I think about.

Age 20

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I don’t know if this makes any sense to you, or if you can understand what I mean when I say this. But when I say “I love you” I mean I love YOU. Not the way you look, or the way you talk, or the things you say or do. Not the thoughts in your head or the wishes in your heart. But rather I love your essence, your spirit. I love what remains when you take away everything physical and emotional, everything that makes you unique no matter how similar you are to anybody else. I love what would, in a room with a thousand identical clones of you, draw me to exactly you. It is imperceptible and intangible. That is what I mean when I say I love you. And that love can never fade.

At a high jump competition:

Announcer: Alright fellas let’s begin, the bar is set at 6 feet and the first contestant is *reads from clipboard* my heart.

My heart: WOW, 6 feet, I don’t know if I can jump that high.

You: *smiles at me*

My heart, now on top of the stadium: Great, how am I supposed to get down from here.

Stomach butterflies: we gotchu fam don’t worry

Letter to you #4

I wish you were here. I was just thinking about you and it made me sad and happy. Happy because you always put a smile on my face, sad because you're not here so I can't tell you how beautiful you are. You're so amazing and I love you so much. I can't wait till I get to go home and see you again.

Letter to you #3

You're literally my favorite person in the world. I have no idea what I've done in previous lives but I'm pretty sure I was Ghandi or Jesus or someone on par with them. There's no other way to explain how I managed to get you in my life, cuz based on what I know I've done, there's no way I deserve you. Ugh you're so perfect in every way, I can't get over it, I don't know how you do it. How can one person simultaneously be the sweetest, nicest, sexiest, cutest, smartest, funniest, most adorable person in the world. It's not fair to the rest of the world, you're too perfect. You know what the real kicker is, you don't even know how perfect you are. You constantly act like you're a bad person and I don't know how you can think you're anything but an angel. I love you so much, and I miss you.

#love #girlfriend

Letter to you #2

I miss you, still, surprise surprise. Even though we never really get to sleep together my bed still feels lonely without you. At least it’s night time and that means I’m 1 day closer to seeing you again, 15 more days btw.

I feel incomplete without you. Not just emotionally, but also physically. You’re such a large part of my mind I think my brain is convinced you’re a literal part of me. When you’re not here I feel like I’m missing everything that really matters, like a heart, or a soul, or any insides for the most part. Except I know I have a stomach because I get butterflies there whenever you text me.

I love you…a lot.

#love #girlfriend

Letter to you #1

I miss you. I miss your voice. I miss your laugh and your smile. I miss being able to hold you in my arms and squeeze you tight and kiss your head and stroke your hair.

I still have 16 days left till I get to see you but who’s counting, oh wait, I am. I’m counting every last second before I get to be with you.

I think what I’m most excited about is being able to cuddle you. I stopped being able to convince myself that the pillows I cuddle at night are you a long time ago. But they do remind me of cuddling you, so at least I have happy thoughts in my head when I go to sleep.

I love you so much, you are my everything.

#girlfriend #love

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I don’t like people. I really don’t. I actively avoid spending time with literally everyone I know and everyone I don’t know Except for one person, you. For some reason you’re the only person in the world who I always want to be with. Just being in your presence is enough to make my heart overflow with the most wonderful feelings. I can’t possibly convey how much I love you with writing and there are no words in the English language that accurately describe how happy you make me. All I can say is that I am truly and utterly thankful that I have you in my life and that I am lucky enough to be able to call you mine.

#uknowwho #girlfriend #love

“You are sunshine, my only sunshine.”

#uknowwho

girlfriend: *long loving paragraph about how she likes me, beautiful compliments, eloquent and helpful reassurance and support when I'm sad, all around amazing person who communicates well*

me, attempting to convey my love: gneurshk

#uknowwho