Today is my last day of maternity leave and I feel like my heart is breaking. Although I know she will be perfectly happy with her daddy I can't help but feel a sense of loss for one of the best times of my life. Being able to spend nearly ten months with my daughter has been so wonderful and I don't think I would ever be ready to end it. I am watching her sleep so peacefully and I am wondering what the next few days and weeks will bring. Having such an attached baby has never been much of an issue until this moment and now it brings a level of anxiety you can't imagine. I am so thankful to @andyrus4 for not only supporting us throughout these months but for taking on the mantle of primary care giver so readily and so calmly. And thank you to my fellow mamas who have made my maternity leave so memorable and so much fun, your support has been such a blessing. #maternityleaveisover #backtoreality #precioustime #mydaughterisawesome #saoirserussell #breastfedbaby #divababy #bittersweet #mamagang #love @tamara_pina @isabellellmer @2005michelle83 💕💕💕















