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Pag-aaralan ko kung paano matulog nang mahimbing kahit di kayo okay, kahit di mapalagay yung loob ko, pag-aaralan kong luwagan yung tali sa sarili ko kasi di ko alam sinasaktan ko na pala yung sarili ko.

Mahal kita, higit pa sa akala ko. Mahal kita, na umabot na sa puntong nasasaktan na ako. Mahal kita, higit pa sa sarili ko.

Read this when he tries to win you back.

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You are crying, you are miserable. You are trying to get him back which is stupid, and you are stupid. You are crying, you are miserable, and it is your finals week but the thought of him leaving you is what occupies your mind at that time, you cannot focus on your studies because it hurts a lot. You are crying, you are miserable, you are hurt. You don’t know whether you’ll chase him, or let him be, you did the latter but you still want him back. You are crying, you are miserable, you are hurt, but you miss him, you cannot stand the thought of him leaving you, you cannot stand the thought of him talking to other girls, you cannot stand the thought of him fucking other girls. You gave him everything, EVERYTHING, he tells you he appreciated it, but never did he honor it. You deserve more Shy, you deserve someone who would fight for you and fight with you when storm comes, you deserve someone better.

You are crying, you are miserable. And it is okay to be weak sometimes but you need to stand up and keep going you have to move on you have to move on you have to move on

YOU HAVE TO MOVE ON AND IT WOULDN’T BE EASY IT WILL BE PAINFUL BUT IT WILL ALL BE FINE

AND I HOPE THE NEXT TIME YOU READ THIS YOU ARE HAPPY, MAYBE YOU’D LET HIM GET BACK TO YOUR LIFE

But never ever give him the power to hurt you again.

till next time, shy

It’s sad to see that we are all growing up, that we are taking different paths. It’s sad to see that we are meeting new people and developing new friendships. It’s sad to see that we are all moving forward, but all in different directions. It’s sad to see that we are not the ignorant but smart high school students who used to talk about sex and stuff, that we are becoming wanna-be-adults now.

When things get hard, I want you to come running to me, I want you to want my presence when you are sad and feeling hopeless. I want you to let it out and open up to me. I want you to cry on my shoulders till it gets better. I want you to want me when you think your world is falling apart, because baby, trust me, when you think the whole world is betraying you and turned their backs on you, just remember that I am still here. I’m here, I always am and I always will. I love you.

#LetterstoSam

She’s as miserable as you are, she may be more miserable than you are. She doesn’t keep it to herself, but she sometimes does, but most of the time, she lets it all out at night. When all the lights are off, when it’s eerily quiet, when her pillows seem to tell her that it’s okay to cry it out sometimes, that it’s okay to be fragile and helpless sometimes, that it’s okay to be weak and be yourself. It’s okay, darling, let it all out.

She doesn’t expect you to surprise her every 13th of the month, she doesn’t expect you giving her a grandiose bouquet of flowers, she doesn’t expect you to bring collaborate with her friends for a surprise mascot holding heart-shaped balloons, she doesn’t expect you to give her her favorite chocolates, she doesn’t expect anything material from you, because she gets the situation and she’s perfectly okay about it, but she expects you to atleast acknowledge it, to greet her, to express your love, in any ways.

i’m sad

She doesn’t want to stress you out so she keeps it all to herself, even if it’s crushing her. She may be a martyr, but you are damn lucky to have her. You are lucky to have me, at least show me that you are deserving enough for me.

Paano naman ako? I mean ang hirap kasi go ka lang agad sa idea na aalis kayo, di mo man lang ba naisip na may maiiwan ka? Di mo man ba naisip na paano si Shy? Paano yung girlfriend ko iyakin pa naman yun? Alam ko ang selfish na ayokong pumayag pero di kasi ikaw yung maiiwan. Sinanay mo ako sa presence mo tapos ngayon ganito gagawin mo? Paano na tayo?

After a long day full of reporting, quizzes, practical exams, and everything, she’s tired. She goes home alone, eats alone, but looks forward to your messages to relieve some of the stress away. She doesn’t say it, but she always expecting a message from you, may it be “Hi baby, I love you, can’t wait to tell you what happened,” or just “Hi, jgh,” but it rarely happens, and she’s okay with it because she understands that you are tired too, that you would go straight to rest and clean up yourself, and maybe take a nap. The exact opposite happens with her, she doesn’t care if she’s quite tired, tired, or dead tired, you are still her priority after a long tiring day. She would come back to you, talk to you even when her eyelids beg her to sleep, even when her reports and lessons to review are piled up, she loves you and all she wants from you is to let her sleep happy. That’s all.

We don’t know how much time we have left, so live your life.

I think of the happy days, whenever we have fights like this, I think of the happy days, whenever I feel tired of this, I think of the happy days, whenever I feel like giving up, I think of the happy days, and I think about you, and how I fell in love with you, because you are one of my happy days, you are my happiest day.

#Osamu #writings

I thought it was the end, these past few weeks were felt so long, these past few weeks full of fight, but as soon as I hugged you, and you whispered “I love you,” then, I forgot those past few weeks full of love-hate relationship. Sometimes “sorry” isn’t what we need, it’s the time and effort, and the I love yous.

i'm cleaning because I want remove all the dust and the cockroaches gone, to forget all the memories, the stupid fights that we had. I want the floor clean, to remove all the dirt, hoping that under those dust and dirt, I would find out why, why you left me, all alone.

To the man of my life,

Thank you baby, for everything. We may not be the perfect couple, but I know you’re perfect for me. Thank you for accepting me and my weirdness, and I know you love me for that. Thank you baby, for introducing me to your mom and titas and kapitbahays, you don’t know how much it means to me. Thank you for making my life meaningful again. Thank you for accepting my flaws and fats. Thank you thank you thank you and I love you baby. I. Love. You.

Love, Piks

#Sam

To the man who's making me happy, kilig, and annoyed, I love you so so much Love, Piks

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