Toasty (She/They pronouns)
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"In times of peace, never forget the possibility of war. In times of war, never forget compassion." -- Master Splinter (TMNT 2012)
Howdy! I go by Toasty (She/Her) here! Welcome to my main writing blog. I have been writing fanfiction for a while now but never really gained the courage to start uploading it online until now.
A list of things I am fine with includes:
Reblogs (However, I would prefer you to not repost any of my content)
Make Fanart of OCs (As long as I give permission)
Send Asks/Questions About OCs (As long as they are appropriate to a degree; I want to keep my blog at least 16+)
Asks about favorite characters in medias/fandoms I'm in (Still should be appropriate)
Send asks about HCs for characters or my own OCS (Still should be approriate)
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I will also re-list my boundaries here:
I do not condone drawings/depictions of my OCs in overly violent/gore-y material (It personally just makes me extremely uncomfortable)
I will only allow explicit content if they are consistently and canonically the age of consent (i.e., Carwyn, Kronos)
I AM NOT COMFORTABLE WITH OCS (especially my fankids) IN INCESTOUS/PEDOPHILIC RELATIONSHIPS (You will be blocked)
As such sending nudes/explicit content via anonymous/direct messages is also a no-go (You will also be blocked for this)
Hate/Death threats (as well as comments I classify as "ragebait") will not be tolerated (If I suspect that I know, you will be blocked)
Ship Wars (even over OCs) will not be tolerated either
Being pushy/obsessive about personal life (unless it is a genuine concern; I do not want to put too much of my irl stuff on here)
-ism & -phobics are not welcomed here (This goes for those in the same communities as myself)
Any of the stuff I have listed above is non-negiotable (this is not a debate blog; I will not be "hearing out" arguments over this because these are my personal boundaries. With that said, I hope you enjoy your time here and as always, stay safe and hydrated!
(I have an RP blog for one of my Sasi Orange OCs if you would like to check that out.)
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God forbid someone is a picky eater then it's all like "oh I'm not gonna tell you what this is you HAVE to try it find out" "I'm gonna sneak stuff you don't like into your food like you're a 5 year old who needs to eat their vegetables" "why aren't you eating when i only made food you don't like i know you told me you don't like this 50 times but it's so hard to remember your preferences you know when you're actually hungry you'd eat literally anything that's in front of you" "why are you making a scene by refusing to eat this thing I'm trying to force you to eat you know if you just ate it ppl would stop staring at us" and other similar scenarios
I almost feel like Remus dressing as cThomas was scarier because it was like a nod to him saying ‘I’m still you’ rather than just this kooky and creepy court jester that cThomas can hold at arms length
i thought i was smart with mixing the gay or nah style with this concept
i realised how much art I’ve been making / posting but knowing me, im gonna be radio silent by august so i guess enjoy it while you have it! ok im rushing this post so poofs
Concept(s): Patton accidentally kills Logan, Remus and Patton become friends, Patton is a Viper IMP, Patton has a stomach mouth (Cecil); Remus is a Changeling ("Epididymis"), Remus has a pony form (Unicorn/"Clash"), Patton is a Kirin ("Lily Pond"), (Implied) Homophobia, (Implied) Xenophobia, Patton & Remus are in a relationship, Patton & Remus live together, Remus has a hard time making his own love;
Concept(s): [cont.] Patton and Remus have a game night, Remus and Patton play video games, Remus and Patton play cards, Remus gives good advice, Patton and Remus fall asleep together, Patton is nose-blind, Remus shuffles cards; (Implied) Sides not liking Patton and Remus' love for one another, (Implied) Patton falls into a depression.
Prompt(s): Surprise Duo; Protective; Game Night; Feelings
Synopsis: Multiple Intruality stories
Trigger(s): Main Character Death, Depression, Vulgar/Violent Intrusive Thoughts, Manslaughter, Homophobia, Xenophobia, Feelings of Betrayal (Let me know if there are any more)
Word Count: 1,528 words, 269 words, 1,041 words, 75 words
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Surprise Duo
It was lonely being the only impostor left. And as such, there was no one to help fix his malfunctioning Orequets, the metallic rings piercing through his lips to keep his acidic glands from overwhelming his senses and causing excessive saliva buildup. That usually led to much worse than just tampered wires or oxygen shortages. It hurt one of the few on the ship that actually cared about him, in his own special way. Humans were already very weird to cyan colored impostor, especially the former co-leader, Blue.
While bunking down at night in the vents, Patton made his way to his "nest" of sorts. It wasn't much; just a couple of pillows, blankets and towels he managed to snag from the Showers area. He snuggled up with Blue's tablet, looking over his detailed logs. Sure, they were mostly just logistical notations but Cyan could feel Blue speaking with every word he read. Especially when he got to the logs about his interactions with the deceased scientist.
"I miss you, Blue. I'm sorry that I hurt you. Had I known my condition was getting worse…"
Cyan's erosive tears started falling, burning through a few of the towels and blankets but Patton didn't care. He just wanted a friend again. No body else seemed to acknowledge him much. Except… maybe that one crew member.
Green wasn't the most… pleasant person to be around. He constantly talked about how cool it would be the see a impostor in person, how they could use him, and even going into extremely graphic detail of how each species might stalk and kill their "prey". Patton just… wasn't at all what Remus would envision but he also didn't want to break the illusion either. That could be just as tragic as losing a friend.
That following night, Cyan was watching a series that was left unfinished on Logan's old tablet before hearing whimpering under the covers. He unstuck his webbed fingers from his face as he pulled back the cover to look down at his sadly trilling abdomen mouth.
"Cecil. Honestly, buddy. Are you really hungry again?"
Cecil spit out a little, slimy tendril, tracing it along the eroded seam of one of the blankets as Patton sighed and sat up. He contemplated it before smiling to himself. What would a little snack hurt? Patton sat up and look through the vent holes to see Yellow nodded off against the control panel. He wondered if he ever told Janus. If he would ever forgive him. From what Patton heard from exchanges between Yellow and Blue, they were so close that they were practically an item. But they never wanted to tell each other. Cyan always wondered why.
After staring at the sleeping form for a bit longer, Patton traversed through the tunnels down Viewing Deck, right next to the Kitchen. Cyan inhaled before lifting the vent up and then lowering it gently back down once he was out. He kept to the wall as best he could until he approached the open door. He sighed in relief when he noticed no one else was around.
Patton went over to cabinet for the honey roasted David's sunflower seeds. Cecil started trilling loudly as Patton shushed them as they fetched their colored themed hydro-flask that Red had ordered for them.
"CY! IS THAT YOU!?"
Fuck. It was that crewmate. Green practically bounced over to Patton. Patton quickly fixed his appearance, placing his broken Orequets back in his mouth.
"O-oh… hi-hi Green."
"It is you! I haven't seen you seen last week! Still crying over that boring ass nerd?"
Green and Blue didn't get along much. Maybe Remus just didn't mesh well with Logan's personality. But honestly, none of them really did. Nobody but Janus and Virgil. And maybe him. He would never know. Logan was gone now.
"Maybe."
"Hmm… those tears running down your face and mouth say a different story. You know if Yellow was up, he would've already caught you in a few, wouldn't she?"
"They are very intuitive, I suppose."
This was Cyan's moment to say something but Remus talking and guiding him further away from the vent area where his cot was, leading him down a ladder to Electrical. Green went into the connection area and sat down.
"This is great hideaway to check cams. I want to know where that pesky fucking IMP went off to~"
Patton's blood ran cold for a few minutes as he peered over Remus' shoulder. He hadn't even considered that cameras were on the ship, let alone that Remus would be the main one that would be looking over them.
"Why would you want to do that, Green? Aren't IMPs supposed to be very dangerous creatures?"
"Oh yes! But I want to see what one looks like up close. I might get killed but that will be so much fun. Their tentacles piercing through my organs, acidic saliva turning my bones into sludge~!"
Patton swallowed thickly, tonguing his invisible Orequets for a moment before speaking.
"What if they don't mean any harm? Isn't it seen as a bad thing for humans to kill animals mercilessly?"
"Yeah, sure. But what makes you think that aliens have the same thought process as us? We are their enemies in a way. Animals on Earth will impale humans without a second thought if they suspect that we are threat to them."
While IMPs had similar protocols for their young, they are very diplomatic and will try to compromise. Most crew deaths come from being startled or as a last resort. But that might be just from how Patton was raised. Patton was a special kind of IMP, a rare sight even for some of the oldest of Impostors. Being a viper was so uncommon that there was nearly impossible to do studies on them. All Cyan knew was that if his Orequets broke, he would have to force himself off the ship. There was no way he would want to intentional harm any of them. And he had already done to one of them. He never wanted that to happen again.
"… and from what I heard, doing their mating season, they will be kill anything their path."
"You have done a lot of research on this, Green."
"Yep! And you could help me too!"
"h-Huh??"
As Remus went on about it, Patton's nerves was starting to make it harder to keep his humanoid form in tact. Plus, he feel Cecil getting restless again. Soon, a small bark noise erupted from Cecil, making Patton and Remus go still.
"Did you just bark without a mouth?"
"Uhh… … yes??"
"That's so cool. You're like a living ventriloquist dummy!"
"I'll try to keep down for n—"
Cecil pushed a tendril against Patton's baggy shirt, which Remus caught nearly immediately.
"Fuck was that, Cy?!"
"I… uhh…"
It didn't take long before Remus' eyes widened and gasped loudly.
"Are you an IM—"
Patton let one of braided "hair" tentacles wrap around Remus' mouth, silencing him as best he could. Cyan sighed.
"Y-yeah… I'm a IMP. Viper specifically."
Remus squealed behind the interlocked tentacle as Patton pulled back his shirt and fed Cecil.
"There. Are you happy now, kiddo?"
Cecil panted happily after eating up the snack. Patton let Remus go and promptly tackled, startling the last of his IMP form out of Cyan.
"Uhh, Remus—"
"YOU ARE ONE! THIS IS FUCKING SICK!"
In his real form, Patton was even smaller than he already was compared to the others. Almost look like Stitch, but with webbed feet and hands, two braided tentacles on top of his head. Remus picked up Patton with relative ease, squeaking him tightly.
"THIS IS SO COOL!!"
"I'm glad… you're not scared… of me… Green…"
Remus put the IMP back down and started drilling a multitude of questions. They weren't very pleasant to hear but Cyan tried to answer them best he could.
"AND YOU COULD DIGEST ME IF YOU WANTED TO?!?!"
"A-a-actually… we are vegetarians…"
"So… what I'm hearing is… I could milk you instead?"
"Lactose makes us… experience that same effect the rest of the crewmates get when they are inebriated."
"Gotcha! Milk makes you drunk!"
It was actually a pretty nice bonding moment between the two. When Remus was about to get up and leave, Patton asked him not to tell the others.
"Of course I won't! I need to see you more!"
"Well, my cot is in the vents in the Cockpit."
"Great. I'll visit the Cock whenever I can."
Patton blinked rapidly as Remus scratched his antennas. It was nice to the point that even Cecil was tittering quietly.
"Thanks, kiddo."
"I'll bring you snacks in the morning. I'll just say that you are tired from looking over cams."
Patton thanked Remus again before he walked off, back to his cot. They had a pact now and would probably grow stronger over time. Maybe even then, Remus wouldn't mind becoming his mate. And later Janus as well. Cyan turned the tablet back on and finished up the season that he had been watching prior, keeping an antenna up just in case his new friend decided to swing by.
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Protective
"Clash!"
"What?! He should've been such a sow about it! We are aloud to be together and that relationship remark was just rude!"
"You didn't have to cocoon him!"
"Good thing this is a chrysalis~"
Lily Pond sighed as he calmed down, his body turning back into its original state.
"Calm down, Epididymis."
The disguised changeling breathed deeply before returning back to his usual form. He wasn't entire reformed but had different coloring that resembled that of altered changelings. He was a lot smaller than the average changeling soldier but had better night vision than both original and newer changelings.
"I just didn't like the way he was threatening us. He was very bitter and hateful, Lily."
"I understand, E. But you can't go around chrysalizing everypony that upsets you or me. I don't want them trying to detain you again."
Epididymis nodded as Lily Pond pecked him on his cracked up horn. The other creature slumped his shoulders and stood up to bump horns with his lover. Lily Pond giggled before powering up his horn and breaking the stick shell that the other creature was in.
"How long do they stay in this state?"
"Eh… a couple of hours if I haven't drained too much of their love."
"I suggest we let them go."
"Sure thing, Lily! Just let me wipe their memory and put in another order for those **Rubylite supplements."
Lily Pond nodded and let Epididymis do his thing, while he went to start a warm spring for his partner. They had a good evening and no amount of rude ponies would ruin that for them.
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Game Night
It had been a while since the group had come together for a fun night in. Patton should've been used to it by now. He felt like he had betrayed everyone. Logan wasn't really talking to anyone; just shuffled through the fridge for something and then went back into his room. Roman and him hadn't been on good terms in a minute either. Causally conversation was as much as he would get out of Virgil and while Janus was doing better with expressive himself with a disguise, it still hurt that he had been impersonated who knows how many times and that Janus is the reason behind why the others hate him as well.
The only one he couldn't draw a meaningful conclusion on how they would feel about him is Remus. He wasn't nearly as scared of Remus as he used to be but it still felt like the only thing that excited him were things that Patton was not yet comfortable to explore. The closest he ever got to a true bonding moment was when he was about to watch a scary movie in secret and Remus popped up. He laughed awkwardly before handing Remus the remote, telling him he could watch whatever before sinking out back to his bedroom to continue the movie binge.
But tonight should be different, shouldn't it? They were, for the most part, on the same footing now. The hostility had died down, right? Considering that none of the others responded to his messages or to the indirect invite from earlier, he had assumed that none of them would be showing up.
Patton wouldn't let this chill night be ruined though. It would just be a night of playing his favorite games solo. It had been like that for a while. He could probably boot up one of the old video game consoles too and switch in-between card games. Patton smiled to himself as he fed his pet frogs before going to put on his favorite pj's. After he had gather all of what he wanted, he walked the hallway quietly and down the stairs.
However, his night was about to change. One single person had considered the invitation and had been, apparently, waiting for him. Remus was slumped down on the couch, scrolling on his phone with earbuds in. He was actually wearing night clothes, though they were still short and rather… tight. But they were clothes nonetheless.
"U-uh… hey, kiddo!"
"Finally! I thought you would never show up!"
"Well… I didn't think anyone wanted to come since no one responded to my messages."
"Oh, they are still sour pussies about the fact that Thomas and Janny! Don't worry about them, Putty-Putt!"
Patton sat the games down on the table before he went to pop some popcorn, to which Remus followed him.
"Is there… have we done anything wrong, Remus?"
"Oh, plenty!"
Patton's frown deepened before Remus continued his statement.
"We try to get Thomas be his true self as much as we can, and the others always seem to feel like they can speak for us. I think it's bullshit."
"Well, we have made a lot of them uncomfortable and I have made mistakes."
"They hold you and me to completely different standards. I have always been the worst of worst but you are now starting to seem bad and that's scary to them. I find it funny, honestly."
When the snacks were ready, Remus was already building a very complex Jenga tower.
"Wait, kiddo! It's going to fall!"
"No it won't!"
Remus had built an entire castle structure from just Jenga blocks, which fascinated Patton.
"This is nice, kiddo."
"Me and Roman used to play it like this all the time. Logan thought it was impractical."
Remus went over the rules for the bigger structure. You only get certain points off if you knock down a certain structure. However, if you know the whole thing down the first time, you lose. Or win. Playful destruction was something that would get you brownie points from the Duke.
"Ready to play?"
"You bet!"
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"How are you so good at beating these bosses, Pat?! I thought you weren't a gamer!"
"I don't really consider myself a gamer, since I only play causally."
Remus scoffed.
"If you play games, you're a gamer. Those stupid, fucking rules about who's a real gamer or not never fails to piss me off."
"I guess I mean… I'm not an experienced gamer."
"Experience just comes from the type of games you play. For me, I like fighting and platformer type of games. From the ones I've seen, you're better at puzzle games."
Remus laughed.
"My fuckass patience could never let me play those shits!"
Patton considered Remus' advice and yeah, he was better at other games than the ones he played. Yet, they began to feel easier the longer he played and when he found secrets that even Remus didn't discover on his first playthrough, he congratulated him in a way that the moral trait didn't expect.
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"I… De… clare… WAR!!"
"I… De… clare… WAR!!"
"How the fuck do we keep having the same cards?"
"I don't know! I shuffled them twice!"
"Let me see your decks!"
Remus started stacking and shuffling them in a way that Patton had never seen before.
"Faro shuffle."
"That's so cool! I've never seen anyone shuffle cards like that except for magic tricks."
Remus awkward smiled at the latter figment before he continued shuffling. This was different for him. This is the first time where he had spent so much time not doing overly random things or just talking out of his ass. Like, yes he planned on doing all of that but for right now, he wanted to just have fun without thinking.
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The two had gotten through most of the games before they started nodding off. Remus fell asleep on top of Patton. He had gone completely nose-blind the latter side's musk, so it barely phased him when Remus was near him. Patton adjusted his body before removing his glasses and placing them on the table near by.
"just a quick nap… okay…"
"eh… sure… night… putt…"
Patton placed a hand in Remus' hair as he relaxed his body.
"… night… remus…"
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Feelings
The riverbed was luminious;
Stones clear as the waters.
And when Sól kissed it,
The radiance was far-reaching.
This river was frozen now. (5)
_________
The riverbed was banal;
Stones were ashen as coal.
And when Selene kissed it,
The rays never stretched further.
This river was still now. (10)
__________
The riverbed returned vibrant;
Crystals illuminated the crevasse.
That is when Heaven touched it,
There shimmering glare voluminous.
This river is alive again. (15)
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*Orequets -- an object that keeps Vipers venom from "frothing" and spilling out their mouths unwillingly or excessive
**Rubylite -- love supplements made in the Crystal Empire for changelings that have a harder time producing their own love naturally
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Concept(s): Patton and Remus have an argument (off-screen), Fanya thinks that they are breaking up, Venus overhears a conversation with Remus and Patton, Remus is brutally honest, Patton reassures Fanya, Family hug, Remus refers to Patton as "Daddy"
Pairing(s): Intruality
Prompt(s): Dads
Synopsis: Fanya gets reassures from her dads that they aren't divorcing because of a minor disagreement
Trigger(s): (Mentions of) Divorce, "Daddy"; (Implied) Innuendoes (Let me know if there are any more)
Word Count: 139 words
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"So you aren't mad at me? And you're not splitting up?"
"Oh, no! Of course not, kiddo! Remus and I were just having a disagreement. He's just gets a little bit passionate when I'm assertive."
"Yep! No need to be alarmed or think that I will actually murder him."
"But what about what Ven overheard about breaking up?"
"Breaking up peanut brittle, honey. Remus was cracking the sheet of—"
"Ehehehehehehehehe~"
"Anyway… you don't have to worry about us getting a divorce. We might disagree sometimes but that doesn't mean we don't love each other."
"And to be honest, Daddy has the final call. He wears the pants in the relationship after all."
"REMUS!"
"I'm being honest. The kid needs it."
"That does make me feel better."
"Hugs?"
"Hugs!"
"Don't forget about me!"
"Remus… wait– the tentacles!"
"Too late!"
"Hugs~!"
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A/N: A lot of these have little lore or no development so they will be in the "Discontinued" area until further notice. They will be moved to the "Series" area if they are later completed. -- 7.18.2026
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[Series]
Absent Love [-/7]
Calm Jokes [-/TBA]
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[Discontinued]
Liberated: Human AU starring Kronos (Orange OC)
Intrusive Emotions: Patton and Remus are getting along? With Remus' mature influence on Patton taking a turn for the worse as Patton takes on an more devious alter ego, the Sides have to set aside their differences to bring Patton back to grips with reality.
Once Upon A Wish: Inspiration from MLP:FIM's "Magical Mystery Cure"; The sides powers are swapped after Patton makes a wish on a star for them to understand each other. The clock is ticking for the Sides to be set back to normal before they truly become the new Sides they have acquired their powers from.
Journey Through Our Minds: The Sides have Sides?? Journeying through the depths of their psyches, they have to uncover the real reason that their seventh Side has not been reveal and locate the missing sixth. Going into their own Subconscious, they must recover not just a part of themselves, but learn about who they really are.
Southern Living: After the death of Patton's lover, Jesse Longing, he had to pick his life back up. After getting a stable job and being able to fix up the house he and his lover had lived in, he started to adopt kiddos. Roman, Remus, Logan, Virgil and one kid that was just a bit off. Janus was rich and had to be adopted for his own safety but was that really the cause?
Unnamed Series: Patton is a single father of four kids that he adopted. One day, a new kid arrived and something was different about him. Kronos, who had lived his life believing he was a curse, was now going to experience real parental love and care. Even after all he has gone through, Kronos still strives to be a peacemaker where ever he can.
Harmonious Familia: Kronos is back and while awaiting his door's return in the MindScape, he slowly starts learning how to be a part of a group again.
A/N: Day 6 of Intruality Week. I wanted to write another bonding dialogue fic. With that said, enjoy 💚🩵
Character(s): Patton Sanders, Remus Sanders
Concept(s): Patton and Remus make friendship bracelets together, Remus and Patton bonding, Remus has kitchen shears, Remus uses his powers, Patton has a tie-dye cardigan, Remus has rainbow bangs
Pairing(s): Intruality
Prompt(s): Bracelets
Synopsis: Patton and Remus set up to make friendship bracelets
Trigger(s): (Mention of) Sharp objects, Weapons (Let me know if there are any more)
Word Count: 68 words
A/N: Day 6 of Intruality Week. I wanted to write another bonding dialogue fic. With that said, enjoy 💚🩵
Character(s): Patton Sanders, Remus Sanders
Concept(s): Patton and Remus make friendship bracelets together, Remus and Patton bonding, Remus has kitchen shears, Remus uses his powers, Patton has a tie-dye cardigan, Remus has rainbow bangs
Pairing(s): Intruality
Prompt(s): Bracelets
Synopsis: Patton and Remus set up to make friendship bracelets
Trigger(s): (Mention of) Sharp objects, Weapons (Let me know if there are any more)
Word Count: 68 words
Patton: Brought the supplies, kiddo!
Remus: Yep! Got the beads?
Patton: All glass beads! And they are rainbow colored!
Remus: We are rainbow-colored too~
Patton: Ooh, tie-dyed cardigan! That will go great with this design I have for a friendship bracelet!
Remus: I have a similar design for ankle one!
Patton: I have the yarn!
Remus: I have the plyers!
Patton: WHERE DID YOU GET KITCHEN SHEARS FROM?!
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A/N: Day 5 of Intruality Week. Wanted to do a fic between what I thought Remus would embody in his early 20s, along with Patton. I would believe that at the time, Remus would not be a fully formed entity but would have enough of a presence to influence others much like early 20s Virgil. With that said, enjoy 💚🩵
Sidenote: Remus' Early 20's titles are both "Impulses" and "Instincts", specifically the ones that are viewed as negative. He also has more of a shadow-like presence rather than a physical form.
Character(s): "Instincts/Impulses" (Early 20s Remus), Right Brain (Early 20s Patton)
Concept(s): (Implied) Right Brain is in LilyPadton form, First LilyPadton situation, Remus has the title "Instincts", Patton refers to Remus as "Int", Mention of frog legs
Pairing(s): Intruality
Prompt(s): Remus Comforting LilyPadton
Synopsis: Remus ("Instincts") helps Patton ("Right Brain") deal with his sad emotions
Trigger(s): (Mentions of) Food, Semi-Cannibalism (Let me know if there are any more)
Word Count: 105 words
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Instincts (Early 20s Remus): "Hey, Kermit!"
Right Brain (Early 20s Patton): "I'm still not Kermit, Instincts!"
Instincts: "Eh, Tomato Tomahto!"
Right Brain: "…"
Instincts: "Would you at least consider thinking about it?"
Right Brain: "No, Int. I won't consider eating my own legs."
Instincts: "Awh! But frog legs are delicious!"
Right Brain: "I just want these thoughts to go away."
Instincts: "Oh, they will never go away!"
Right Brain: "Well, I want to just cry!"
Instincts: "THEN DO THAT! CRY UNTIL YOUR EYES FEEL LIKE PUDDING!"
Right Brain: "wut…"
Instincts: "never… mind… :3"
Right Brain: "Thanks for being here with me."
Instinct: "No problem…"
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A/N: Day 4 of Intruality Week. This time I wanted to write a fic that was had no dialogue which proved to be even more difficult for me than other forms of fic writing I have experimented with in the past. This will also be the first official fic of mine that involves the Sides "Internal Aspects". With that said, enjoy 💚🩵
Sidenote: Patton and Remus' internal Sides (Nessie and Altarf) are still in major development but I wanted to include them in this story to get a better perspective of their inner workings. Nessie Sanders is Patton's Intrusive Thoughts and mostly aids in Patton's self-destructive forms of indulgence. Altarf Sanders is Remus' Logic and helps with Remus' more strict creative projects.
Concept(s): (Implied) Patton and Remus talk to each other, Patton swears, Remus works on robotics projects, Patton works on pottery projects, First introduction of Nessie Sanders, First introduction of Altarf Sanders, Remus wants to be admired by the other Sides, Patton wants to indulge more
Pairing(s): Intruality
Prompt(s): Guilt | Repression
Synopsis: Patton and Remus talk to each other and their internal figments about how much they had been repressing themselves and why.
Trigger(s): Guilt, Repression, Intrusive Thoughts, Alcohol, Smoking, Drinking (Let me know if there are any more)
Word Count: 825 words
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This was a special occasion for the two aspects of Thomas' personality. On a normal day, they wouldn't be caught dead talking to each other, let alone entering each other's bedrooms pretty much unprovoked. But that's what it's come to. The two of them sitting on Remus' bed, in the middle of the night. Patton was indulging in ways that he wouldn't outside of very rare circumstances. Drinking and smoking simultaneously was just… not what Remus would envision the moral facet to be capable of doing.
However, Remus sitting at a desk with reading glasses on was also something that Patton would never think he would see Remus doing either. The two of them were in a dilemma where one of their most suppressed being within them was finally getting reign over things. It was for better or for worse, depending on who they asked. But if they asked each other? It was a fucking nightmare.
Altarf would not stop setting Remus' expectations so low, as if his position as an facet of Thomas mattered anymore than it did to him as it did the others. He knew he had violent tendencies, spoke his mind without care of consequences and indulged in things that was unsavory to most. And that's how he had been all his life. Why should that change now? What was the need to water himself down? To become palatable. He wasn't Virgil or Janus. There was no way to make intrusive thoughts easy to deal with anymore than terminal illness.
But there was clearly a part of himself, a very loud yet equally silent part of him, that wanted to be noticed as more. More than just negative ideations. More than just the other half of another person. More than just… a nuisance that was replaceable. But how does he do that without losing all of his identity?
Patton's mental state wasn't much better but not for the reasons one would think. He wasn't in a depressive flunk. Nor was he in a angry induced state. But he was starting to want to indulge, like he had been wanting to do it his whole existence. Even if they weren't all unsavory in the ways that Remus usually indulged in, Patton wanted something more. More vulgarity. More complexity. More intolerant behavior. All the things that Nessie was bringing to front of his mind. More of… something that was not common for him to desire for even if for just a moment. But how would explain that to others without it being seen as another impostor situation?
The two were at a loss. These parts of themself could not be silenced anymore than they could be silenced by Thomas or the others. They had to compromise, find a middle ground. If that was even possible.
And for the first time, they talked. Not just passing by small talk. Not "Just for the video, please?". Not even a speaking to get rid of the stuffy atmosphere. They speaking their complete minds. Filters weren't demanded, sugarcoating was denied. Profanity was encouraged, outbursts weren't downplayed.
It was freeing, liberating in a way. They were finally able to talk to each other in the same way that the others said that they never could. Remus let every violent, lewd thought that came to mind find its place in their exchange of dialogue and Patton never told him to stop or to change the subject. Patton let his frustration out thoroughly, even if the terminology wasn't the kindest.
Then those aspects of themselves stopped fighting against their host, and in turn they were allowed to be a part of the conversation. Altarf explained that he wanted Remus to be taken seriously in a different way, that way the others could see his true potential rather than labeling him as irrelevant or that his opinions didn't matter. Nessie told Patton that he may have to make himself palatable for the camera but off-screen, the Sides didn't always need to get the nicest version of himself. The others were going to keep saying that he is somebody else until they see every side of him.
Patton and Remus agreed that they should step out of their comfort zones more, especially during the this time period where they are going to be interacting more with each other on more than a personal basis. For a brief moment, the two just sat in silence and considered if there was anything that needed to be said. Nothing seemed to come to mind for the two to discuss; everything that had frustrated them has been addressed. There was ill intent on either of them and they were for once able to be honest in each others presence like they had never been able to before.
There was nothing left to be guilty about. So they left each other stay where they were, fiddling with what they were working on prior to the others visit.
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A/N: Day 3 of Intruality Week. I wanted to write a story about the two as brothers. I have never really seen the two being siblings to each other as much as Roman and Remus. With that said, enjoy 🩵💚
Sidenote: This Human AU is separate from any other Human AU lore.
Concept(s): Remus and Patton are adoptive brothers, Remus and Patton sleep in the same room (bunk bed), Logan and Roman are together, Logan and Roman go out for the night, Remus wants Patton to play Pirates, Human AU, Logan is Patton's adoptive father, Roman is Remus' older brother
Synopsis: Patton and Remus play "Pirates" while Logan and Roman are out for the night.
Trigger(s): N/A (Let me know if there are any more)
Word Count: 886 words
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The two had all kinds of playdates before so why was this so different? Just because their guardians were dating. Well, Logan never specified the word "date", just "Going on an outing with Roman for the evening." Patton never saw it as strange. But what was strange was the person he was now sharing a room with. Remus was just as energetic as Patton was and yet, Remus didn't have much of an "off switch", that included when it was time to go to bed.
"Come on. One more game. Please, Putt-Putt?"
"But I thought that you said you were sleepy."
"Well, 'naptime' sleepy. Not 'bedtime sleepy'."
Patton giggled to himself as he turned himself upside down, hanging over the guard-railing.
"We are going to get into trouble if Logie finds us up again so late."
"Well, their fault for leaving us so bored in the house alone."
"But what if we get hurt?"
"We have the contact list on the fridge. 9-1-1 on speed dial. And a first aid kit in all of the rooms, including the attic."
"But I still don't know…"
Remus pouted and stomped up the stairs in fake sorrow. He put his hands on either side of Patton's shoulders and shook him semi-aggressively.
Patton sighed as Remus dragged him out of their bedroom. The house wasn't completely quiet. The old radio in the kitchen downstairs was up and playing soft classical music that could be heard through the house. The TV in their guardian's bedroom was creating static-y white noise. When their laughter and screams of joy were added, Roman' singing tone and Logan's reprimanding, the house was truly alive.
Remus got out the stick from in the closet to bring the attic hatch down and climb up the new constructed stairs. Patton followed after him into the finished attic that doubled as their playroom. Most of their extra games and and toys were up there. When they were secured in their play tent, Patton started giggling again.
"So what's the game you wanted to play, Oc?"
"Pirates!"
"Ooh!"
"Yep! We get to sneak around the house and plunge stuff."
"Wait… isn't that stealing though?"
"Not if it's in the house. Besides, we are going to give it back. We are basically going to be borrowing everything we steal."
"I guess. Do you think your brother will be okay with that?"
"Oh of course not! He's going to be so pissed!"
"Remus!"
Remus snickered as he put an eyepatch on over Patton's left glasses lens as he placed his pirate captain hat on. He picked up two wooden play swords and tossed one to Patton.
"And you are telling the complete truth, Patton? You do not have any recollection of where are things have gone?"
"No, Lo. I promise."
"Hmm… you promise?"
Roman put a hand on Logan's back.
"Now, now, Logan. Don't be so hard on the kid. Who knows? There could've been a ghost burglar rampaging last night?"
"Ghosts are merely paranormal concepts, Roman."
"G-g-ghosts??"
Roman smirked down at Patton and Remus, who had just made his way into the kitchen.
"Haven't you heard of the story? Of the ghosts of a petty theft who wanted more than he could afford?"
"N-no… I can't say I have, Mr. Sanders."
Roman picked up the two of placed them in their chairs at the dining room table, where Logan joined them. He could tell by the look in Roman's eyes, that he was lying straight through his teeth.
"This guy was known as Bird Bandit."
"He stole birds too?!"
"Nope! But he would clean your supply out. Fast and clean like a whistle."
"And what happened to him, Ro?"
"Well… he finally came up on a house. The last house he tried to steal from. This man was very good at hiding his stuff. And he had methods to get others to give his stuff back."
The two kids stared at Roman in slight horror.
"What does he do?!"
"He picks them up!"
Roman lifted Patton up quickly, making him scream momentarily before Roman laughed evilly.
"He picks them up… flips them upside down and gives them— a little shake~!"
Patton laughed loudly as Roman playfully shook him up and down by his legs.
"Be careful, Putt-Putt! Ro-Ro might drop ya'!"
"Noooooooo! Don't drop meeeeeeeee!"
Roman laughed as he turned Patton right side up again as Logan let out a small whistle, bringing the attention of all three people to him. There was now a box in front of him that had the word "PLUNDER" written on top of it.
"So you two were telling the truth, correct?"
Patton looked at Remus as Roman sat him back down in his chair.
"You should've touched our things."
"But you hid it really well! I would've never thought to look for a loose floorboard in the hallway closet."
"A loose floorboard where?!"
Roman awkwardly laughed before dragging Logan out of the room with the two kids bursting into laughter. They might have gotten in trouble but at least they had fun the night before. That's all Roman cared about. While Logan was much more concerned about the potential uneven foundation issue Roman stumbled upon.
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A/N: Day 2 of Intruality Week. This time I will be using a list of questions for a first date rather than writing a fic specifically. With that said, enjoy 🩵💚
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