My mind Labryinth

A blog made to show a little more insight into how i am, my thoughts and things of that nature. Enjoy

[multimindmaze]

I think I'm just unhappy

[thepersonalquotes]

[matxuda]

[deejay]

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[ruinedchildhood]

[multimindmaze]

I have an issue with people inserting themselves into bonds you share with others. Like...I'm glad you made a friend within my friend group but dont act like you've been there for them their entire life? Dont act like you know them better than someone who's spent countless nights over the last 2 decades up with them while they cried or needed to vent because you knew then for a week?

And dont act like you're a part of whatever significant personal bond Me and someone else has just because you are in our life now.

Shit really irks me. We earned and worked for this relationship, dont try to encroach because you feel you want anti deserve it 🙄

[emerald-studies]

George Floyd - change.org

George Floyd - amnesty.org

George Floyd - colorofchange.org

Get The Officers Charged

Charge All Four Officers

Breonna Taylor - moveon.org

Breonna Taylor - colorofchange.org

Breonna Taylor - justiceforbreonna.org

Breonna Taylor - change.org

Breonna Taylor - thepetitionsite.com

Ahmaud Arbery - change.org

Ahmaud Arbery - change.org 2

Ahmaud Arbery - change.org 3

Justice for Oluwatoyin Salau

Pass The Georgia Hate Crime Bill

Defund MPD

Life Sentence For Police Brutality

Regis Korchinski - change.org

Tete Gulley - change.org

Tony McDade - change.org

Tony McDade - actionnetwork.org

Tony McDade - thepetitionsite.com

Joao Pedro - change.org

Julius Jones - change.org

Belly Mujinga - change.org

Willie Simmons - change.org

Hands Up Act - change.org

National Action Against Police Brutality

Kyjuanzi Harris - change.org

Alejandro Vargas Martinez - change.org

Censorship Of Police Brutality In France

Sean Reed - change.org

Sean Reed - change.org 2

Kendrick Johnson - change.org

Tamir Rice - change.org

Tamir Rice - change.org 2

Fire Racist Criminal From The NYPD

Jamee Johnson - organizefor.org

Darius Stewart - change.org

Darius Stewart - moveon.org

Abolish Prison Labor

Free Siyanda - change.org

Chrystul Kizer - change.org

Chrystul Kizer - change.org 2

Andile Mchunu (Bobo) - change.org

Eric Riddick - change.org

Amiya Braxton - change.org

Emerald Black - change.org

Elijah Nichols - change.org

Zinedine Karabo Gioia - change.org

Angel Bumpass - change.org

Sheku Bayoh - change.org

Angel DeCarlo - change.org

Sandra Bland - change.org

Sherrie Walker - change.org

Darrien Hunt - change.org

Cornelius Fredericks - change.org

Elijah McClain - change.org

James Scurlock - change.org

Darren Rainey- change.org

http://www.pb-resources.com/

https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/

Do something!

*You don’t need to donate to change.org, donate directly to the families. Also if there’s a problem with a petition, please dm me instead of reblogging so I can fix it faster. *

[multimindmaze]

I'm broke, my family has been living in hotels for the past month, my "roommates" rented out my room since I've been helping my family with this struggle and I havent been there all month.(my shit is still there but I cant grab it cause where tf am I supposed to put it?🙃🙃)

And my gf is crying cause I cant bring myself out of my bpd state to actually hold a video call.

I'm tired...so tired of all of this

[multimindmaze]

I realize I shouldn't have the "fuck" reaction whenever my gf messages me after I nap..

Its just, I've been up for like 5 minutes and you're already requesting a video chat 😒 and it's like she knows everytime. I dont get a second to actually wake up and chill for a minute.

Dont get me wrong, I love seeing her and hearing her voice, but I'm tired of talking about nothing when I'm going through so much right now, and I'm tired of not having a moment to think because she wants to see my face and not say anything while we video chat.

Any advice?

I've already tried explaining this but I already feel like an asshole

[the-insane-visionary]

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Thank you!😊

[tackled]

[sickpage]

[sickpage]

[multimindmaze]

I never knew I could be this silent while my eyes scream what I want to.

[bxyderline]

Relatable bpd things™

- ’’Is this attention seeking? Is this manipulative? Is this romanticizing?’’ - Feeling like u give 100% and get 3% back. With everyone. Always. - Over analyzing insignificant things like glances, stares, gestures, tone of voice, etc. - Constantly dropping interests and leaving things halfway done. - Ur entire fucking thought process contradicting itself, being a paradox. - Staying with abusive friends / partners because who’s gonna give u attention??? Who even are u without them??? - Secretly wishing for bad things to happen to u bc then u have reasons to soak in self-pity and want attention. - Everyday at the crack of dawn u spin the Wheel of Symptoms™, u never know what’s gonna happen, it’s fucking wild. - Never being satisfied, always having that underlining emptiness. - Not being able to tell the difference between sarcasm and ‘’This person seriously fucking hates me.’’ - Having a good day and immediately panicking that u’ve been faking it all. - Splitting. Just splitting. - Always lowkey being ready for death.

[multimindmaze]

Depression Confession

I don't have the heart to tell people that the reason I was hit by a car on my birthday last August is because I stood there and let it happen.

I walked out that gas station, started walking the crosswalk and just froze..

Noone bothered to contact or make an effort to see me on my birthday. My younger brother and my mom friend were the only ones who made the effort.

For months leading up to the accident, I'd been pretty much alone and feeling like shit. Underappreciated, hated, distant, etc. I figured hanging with my people on my birthday would help, so I made the hour drive they never want to make to see them at my brother's and... Nothing lol

After the car hit me, I was in the hospital for 4 days. Only mom friend, my most recent ex and my family came to see me.. Even with social media I hadn't heard anything from anyone for a month afterwards..

It's now March, and my leg(which was shattered and is now titanium) is nearly healed and as bad as it sounds...

I really wish it ended me. Because things have not gotten better..

[entanglement-of-suffering]

[suicidalxbands-deactivated20150]

it’s 2015 and suicide is still the only thing on my mind

(via suicidalxbands)