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messyindustry:

New York was amazing! After they had ate their food at the restaurant they were off to see the statue of liberty. He had taken several more pictures while they were there, even a picture of hos food since it looked so aesthetically pleasing. He thinks one of the best pictures he had gotten was of Jonghoon and him pressed together in the ferry, the elder’s face being one that was almost comedic to look at. He looked startled, as if he didn’t expect him to get that close which resulted in Jaejin teasing him about the words the strange guy told them earlier. Hey, maybe we do make a cute couple with how you’re reacting! Then he snickered at him seeing the other lost for words. They arrived back at the hotel nearing dinner time, Jaejin’s stomach not wanting much food after several of the stalls he had stopped at to grab snacks. His mind goes back to the thoughts of going swimming earlier. He thinks that sounded like a great idea. He’ll have to stop at his hotel room to change first since what he was wearing wasn’t exactly clothing one would swim in. He plays a phone game while they’re in the elevator heading up to their room, glancing every so often at the elder who had seemed dead silent the entire way back. It was a bit perplexing to say the least. He guesses the elder was just tired. The doors to the elevator open up, Jaejin pocketing his phone mid-game to step out of it. His hotel room was at the end of the hallway, them giving him the furthest room from the elevators which only partially annoyed him. He glances back at the other, waving his hand and snapping his fingers. It seemed the elder was still as zoned out as he had been the entire ride up the few floors.“Earth to Jonghoon hyung, the door is closing.” He makes a face at him when he makes no move and just shrugs his shoulders. With that he started making his way down the hallway, muttering a ‘Enjoy riding the elevator again I guess.’

The day had been absolute hell. The thoughts didn’t stop, oh no, they only got worse as the day went on. Besides the incident of him looking at the younger’s ass and him spacing out a few times throughout dinner he got through it fairly okay. But then they went to the statue of liberty. While on the ferry Jaejin had thought it would be a great idea to suddenly get really close to him and take a selfie together. This of course caused him to become rigid and wide eyed as countless thoughts bounced around in his head. The younger teased him about it which earned him a hard smack on the shoulder. That was probably the most normal thing he’d done in regards to him all day.

When they reached the top he wanted him to take a picture of him, he of course obliged but he quickly realized it was a mistake when his eyes wandered to his crotch. He cursed his really tight pants and quickly willed the thought away snapping the picture and shoving the phone back at him. This earned him more weird looks and comments from him which he ignored as he did his best to just focus on the sights rather than the weird feeling in his stomach. It happened again when they were wandering around and getting food from stalls. He had started chatting up one of the vendors and Jonghoon was left to himself. His eyes, for about the thousandth time that day, looked him over lingering on the very apparent bulge in his pants. It wasn’t too long after that he found himself biting his lip and his thoughts took a turn he never saw coming. A dark dirty turn that had heat rushing to his face and to his crotch.

Apparently after arriving back at the hotel he had spaced out on the elevator, only realizing it when Jaejin is suddenly out of his line of sight. He blinks several times quickly pressing the button to open the doors again before slipping out. “Jaejin wait!” he calls out to him as he notices he’s a good ways down the hall. He didn’t understand his thoughts, he didn’t understand anything that he had done or thought the second half of the day. All he knew right now was that he was running down the hall towards him, one thought playing over and over in his mind. If I do this maybe it’ll stop. The thought was his driving force.

He comes to a stop when he’s standing beside him, his eyes scanning his face as if searching for an answer to any of the questions he had. He of course only saw the clear confusion written all over the younger’s face. Though that confusion quickly became mixed with shock when Jonghoon was pinning him up against the wall. He stares at him for a long moment, his heart pounding loudly in his ears. He had no idea what he was doing or why he was doing it, he just was. Next thing he knew he was crashing his lips against Jaejin’s, angling his head a bit to deepen the kiss.

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messyindustry:

The restaurant smells nice. He notices that immediately when he walks in the door, cool fresh food smelling air hitting him. He takes in a deep breath of it, soft smile rested on his face as they are escorted to their table. He takes a seat, thanking the waitress and immediately asking for some water as a drink. They had alcohol here but he wanted to explore the area more before he settled on drinking of any kind. He removes the sunglasses from his face, clipping them on the collar of his shirt. His fingers slide across the top of the menu, catching the corner of it to open it up and glance inside. They had a lot of options! His first thought is crab. more specifically crab soup. He settled on that immediately when he sees it on their menu, soft sigh falling from his lips in happiness. He thinks some dumplings with it would be delicious, especially if he dipped them in the broth. “Mmhm. I’ve been craving crab so I’m getting that.” He states simply, closing the menu to make eye contact with the older once more. He notices he was looking at him a bit weird but brushes it off as it being nothing important; probably just deep in thought or something knowing how Jonghoon was. “So I’m having the braised crab meat soup and steamed dumplings. I think it sounds good, especially if I dip it.”  He sets the menu down, cracking his neck quickly before he raises himself from his seat. He realizes that he’s been feeling a bit uncomfortable for awhile now, probably because he hasn’t gone in awhile. He should probably do that. “Can you order for me if she comes back? I need to use the restroom. We’ve been walking around for awhile with no piss breaks.” He gives a soft chuckle at that, not really waiting for a response before he leaves the table to watch a waitress to ask where the restroom was. Once he got an answer he made his way there with his hands rested in his pockets.

“Huh? Oh yeah, sure.” He had barely caught on to the trail end of his question, once again having lost himself in thought while looking across the table. Thankfully him leaving meant he had a moment of respite, where his brain wasn’t hyper aware of every little thing the younger did. Sadly, that didn’t stop his eyes from following him as he got up and walked off. He watches his retreating back for a long moment before his eyes slide down his figure, resting on his ass. Damn those pants really are tight. Jaejin had a really nice ass now that he thought about. The pants complimented it pretty well too. Wait.. Oh dear god.

He quickly turns back around in his seat, heat creeping up his neck to his face as the realization sinks in. He had just looked at Jaejin’s ass while he walked away. Not even just that, but he actually had the thought that it looked good in those pants. Why did he even think it looked good at all? What the hell was wrong with him today? A long exaggerated groan leaves him as he lays his arms on the table and lays his head on his arms. He was going insane. That was really the only explanation for this. He’s known Jaejin for years and never once has he had any thoughts like this cross his mind. So why now?

The waitress comes back to the table to take their order, pulling him from his panicked and confused thoughts. He puts on a bright smile when he orders, willing away the nagging thoughts in the back of his mind. She leaves and he’s left with only one question in his mind. What the fuck was he going to do about this? The thoughts had to stop eventually right? It’s not like he’d have them the entire day or for the rest of the trip right? Things would surely go back to normal at some point. The guys comment just had his head messed up and it’d be back to normal in no time. It had to be.

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Strange guy huh? Jaejin watches him for a second as he walks off before he shrugs his shoulders, shaking it off quickly. It wasn’t like he hasn’t heard comments like that before when he was out with friends so there was no reason for him to care all too much. He reaches up to push his sunglasses back up on his nose, taking a glance around the street before his eyes land on a nice looking restaurant across the way. “I’m hungry.” He states, hands sliding into the pockets of his tight black pants before he’s walking off in that direction. “Let’s go get some good food hyung, Chinese place is right over here.” Jaejin thinks he was happy to be here in the United States after several years of missing out on it. Fans were probably happy to see them too. The concert they have isn’t until tomorrow night which meant they had a lot of time to just be here enjoying the local food and scenery. He thinks he might be more excited about LA however for the board walk and beaches. Lounging around on the beach sounds way too good right about now, though they do have a pool at their hotel that he will probably try out sometime tonight. His hand slides his phone out of his pocket, sliding it to the camera before he holds it above himself, just so he could get the background and Jonghoon within it. His lips spread into a smile, other hand raising to make a peace sign and he quickly snaps it when he’s happy with the result. Lowering his phone, he takes in the picture with a much softer smile before he flips through the others he took with his thumb. “I should upload these onto Instagram. I have a lot of really nice shots. Especially the one we got in central park. Speaking of Hyung, we should see the statue of liberty. I want to get a picture with my dream girl.” He snorts.

So unbothered. Jaejin was so unbothered by it. Though, he supposes it’s not all that surprising since he’s bisexual. Or perhaps it was just simply because he didn’t look at Jonghoon that way. Either way, his unfazed state made him even more aware of his own odd behavior. He barely caught himself staring at him when he was fondly looking at the pictures he’s taken. He blinks several times before turning his gaze back towards the restaurant they were heading too. “Let’s just focus on eating first, I’m starving.” At his words, his stomach rumbles causing a soft chuckle to leave him as he takes the lead now.

He pushed all the thoughts to the back of his mind, allowing his brain to focus solely on getting seated. Allowing it to focus on anything and everything that wasn’t the nagging thought of how nice Jaejin looked. From his side swept hair, to his white t-shirt and black pants, even the blue slip ons he wore near constantly, it was all so.. Jaejin. It was his usual style, painfully so. So why did it suddenly catch his eye? Why did the mere sight of it have his heart clenching in his chest. Why were his feelings suddenly so different when he was the same old Jaejin he’s known for years?

They’re guided to their table and after thanking the host he sits down with a soft huff. He picks the menu up from the table and looks it over, keeping his eyes glued to it rather than the younger. He settles on beef, chicken and vegetables served over pan fried egg noodles. It didn’t take him long to choose but he allows himself a few moments longer of just reading over the menu, an excuse to look at something else. But he knows he can’t just spend the entire time staring at the menu, finally he sets it down and looks across the table at him. “You figure out what you want?”

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It had been years since they had held concerts in the US, but after talking extensively with the company they were finally able to come back. Their first concert was to be held in New York and they had arrived a few hours ago. After settling into their hotel he had asked Jaejin if he wanted to go sight seeing with him. Whenever they were on tour they always went out and explored the city together. Despite basically being polar opposites it’s one of the few things they agreed on and bonded over.

They had been wandering the city for maybe an hour when someone suddenly approached them. The entire conversation had caught him off guard, the man was suddenly asking if they were a couple. Before he could even think of a reply Jaejin was shutting the question down without a second thought. The guy made one final comment before leaving, something about them looking cute together. He thinks that’s probably the thing that stuck with him the most. Never in his life had he looked at Jaejin, or any man for that matter, in that way. But after that comment he caught himself looking at Jaejin a little more than usual.

Jaejin on the other hand didn’t even seem fazed by it at all, simply stating that he was hungry and they should go get food. Then he was walking off without even getting a response from him. He stood there for a solid 5 seconds in absolute confusion before following after him. The more they walked together the more he caught himself stealing glancing at the younger. His brow furrowed as he tried to comprehend why exactly he would be doing that. It was as if after the man’s comment, he was able to see Jaejin in an entirely new light. A light he wasn’t exactly sure he was fond of.

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Minhyuk hums as they just stand there in each other’s presence, simply taking in his warmth and the feeling of his arms around him. They’ve known each other for years, and for a solid two or three he’s had a crush on him. More recently it’s blossomed into something more but he doesn’t want to react to hastily. He’d risk a seven year relationship for something more, but only if the older would risk it too. He doesn’t want to lose him completely; loosing him would crush him.

“You take pride in flustering me, so it was my turn~” He teases, eyes widening cutely at his next words. “Yeah? You should’ve, you coward.” One arm moves from resting on his so he can slide his index finger under his chin and tilt his head so he’s looking at him. “I’ve wanted to kiss you for years and I held back every time. Who is the real impatient one, hmm? I bit my tongue when you and Dongmin-hyung shared so many close kisses that should’ve been mine~”

Bin rolls his eyes when the younger calls him a coward. He wouldn’t say he was a coward, just...precautious, very precautious. When it came to Minhyuk he slow, hesitant, scared. Minhyuk was something special, something to be cherished, something to be careful with. He was a bright kid with a bright future ahead of him no matter what direction he took it. Bin never wanted to ruin or get in the way of that. Nor did he want to force his feelings onto the other when he wasn’t even sure for a while himself. But even when he was sure, promotions or preparations for the next comeback got in the way.

He frowns slightly when he brings up Dongmin. Him and Dongmin had grown close over the years. During variety shows and other schedules the company pushed for them to constantly interact with each other for the sake of fans. It had gotten to the point both of them had gotten uncomfortable with it. But now that the other was bringing it up he felt a little guilty. He cups his cheeks suddenly a soft sigh leaving him. “I want to do this right you brat. And those close kisses and accidental kisses meant nothing. But this...this means everything.” He captures his lips in a sweet kiss, thumbs gently brushing against his cheeks.

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Moonbin easily could’ve chased his lips and kissed him back, and when he doesn’t the younger can’t help but frown a little. But he does chuckle softly when he realizes he left him breathless and gets his forehead set against his. Gently he rests his arms ontop of Moonbin’s, nuzzling back into him a little. God, he loves him but for his own happiness, he wants the older to make the moves first.

“Nope. That’s why I did it, Bin. You catch me off-guard all the time. Now was my turn~” Soft chuckles leave him as he returns the nuzzle. “You know you could’ve chased my lips, right? Kissed me properly?~”

His eyes slowly close as he simply takes in the warmth the younger gave off. He had a made several plans for the day, each one a back up for the last. He was going to kiss him good morning, if that didn’t work some time after practice, if not then then before bed. No matter what, for one reason or another, mostly due to his own over thinking everything, he never did. This was his final plan, take him out to eat then walk for a bit and finally kiss him. But Minhyuk had thrown that out the window when he kissed him. Now he was at a loss.

A soft chuckle leaves him as he shakes his head. “You caught me off guard I couldn’t even think of how to react.” He pauses, tongue darting out to wet his lips. “I was gonna kiss you so many times today you know that? I had so many back up plans but I kept chickening out. This was my last plan but you just kinda threw that out the window didn’t you. So impatient Minhyuk~”

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A quiet scream leaves him when he’s attached to, lifted into the air and then set back down. Before he even gets a chance to come to terms with what just happened, a chin is set on his shoulder and then soft lips are against his cheek. Heat creeps up his neck quickly, his entire face flushing as he gets flustered. A soft nod leaves him. “A little happier.” 

He gets bold, turning to face him with a slight smirk of his own mimicking the older’s. “I think you’l be the one happy in a moment.” It comes out in a soft purr as he moves to close the space between their lips, pressing a soft kiss to his before pulling away slowly.

A soft smile spreads across his face when the younger confirms his happiness with the situation. They both got what they wanted, he got a flustered Minhyuk and the younger got his kiss. However he’s taken aback when he’s turning to face him and making an odd proclamation. He doesn’t have to think long however because suddenly there’s soft lips against his and he practically melts. He doesn’t even have time to think of how to react before he’s pulling away.

He takes a deep breath as he tries to calm his racing heart, pressing his forehead against his. “I-I’d like a better warning next time. I wasn’t exactly prepared for that.” The words leave him in a breathless sigh as he nuzzles his nose against his.

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“You know it’s not true though, Bin. Even if I keep threatening it, you’ll always be my favorite.” His eyes widen a little when his grip tightens and he steps closer to him, swallowing thickly and feeling small under his gaze. He’s pretty sure he’s even as red as a tomato at this point. “Y-you know I actually wouldn’t.” He squeaks out, averting his gaze to anywhere but the older who he had way too many feelings for.

His face scrunches at the flick, still not looking at him. Minhyuk might be a little upset with himself for letting the wall breaks and letting himself get flustered because of him. But he does look back at him, a playful glare in his eyes. “You keep saying that you’ll go by yourself,” He lets go of his hand, his heart breaking a bit at the action, as he shoves his hands into his pockets. “So go. I‘ll head to the park instead.” While Bin spits out empty threats, Minhyuk scoots past him to start walking in the direction of the park. He doesn’t need Moonbin. Even if his heart is screaming otherwise.

He watches the younger become wide eyed before quickly averting his gaze as his face flushes. His own cheeks flush a little as he realizes he just showed a little hint of jealousy to the other. He did his best to keep himself in check when it came to his jealousy. Minhyuk liked being affectionate with the other members especially with the 2 oldest and while it bothered him a bit, he always bit his tongue and stayed silent. “I-I know..sorry.” He mutters out a sheepish apology, gnawing on the inside of his cheek.

A soft noise of discontent leaves him with his hand’s suddenly empty, a frown tugging at his lips. He lifts his gaze to look at the younger who was now a few steps ahead of him. He stops walking for a minute, simply watching Minhyuk walk away. He counts to himself, slowly, watching him get further and further away before bolting forward and wrapping his arms around the other, swinging him around. When he sets him down, he rests his chin on his shoulder. “You can’t escape me that easily Park Minhyuk~” He hesitates a moment before turning his head and placing a gentle kiss to his cheek, a smirk now on his lips. “You happy now?”

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“Threaten to smack you or call Jinwoo-hyung my favorite hyung?” He grins, playfully hitting him as his cheeks color a soft shade of pink. “You have a more special title than favorite hyung but maybe Jinwoo-hyung will take that too, hm?” He sticks his tongue out at him, poking his cheek softly. He stomachs every ounce of being flustered, refusing to give him that satisfaction right now.

“It was a beautiful flower though. But yeah, Sanha’s letter did kind of beat it.” He chuckles, looking at him behind his sunglasses, his eyebrow arched again. “Know what would really out-do them both? Kissing me.”

“Both actually.” He retorts, as if it were just a simple fact. He feels his heart skip a beat at the statement but then his stomach drops at the last bit. He knew he was playing but still it brought a sour taste to his mouth, one he wasn’t all too fond of. Instinctively his grip on the younger’s hand tightened and he finds himself stepping a little closer. “Are you that quick to give that title to someone else?” He arches an eyebrow at him.

The remark earns him a flick to the forehead. “You’re getting food now hush or I’ll go by myself.” He’s made so many empty threats in the past handful of minutes. It was a wonder the younger didn’t push him on it.

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“Because I need to know whether I’m smacking you or not~” He chuckles, his heart skipping a beat when he smiles at him. Rocky swallows thickly, quickly kicking away his deep-seeded feelings for the other. Those don’t need to bubble to the surface today. No thank you. 

He follows his boyfriend’s lead, grip tightening slightly on his hand once they’re outside. While he mostly keeps it under control, he still gets shy and a little scared from time to time and Bin has always been a good way to stay grounded. “Who said you were my favorite? It’s Jinwoo-hyung~”

“After everything we’ve been through you still say that.” His free hand moves to clutch at his chest. “It hurts Minhyukie~ How could you do that to me?~” It was his turn to pick at the younger, poke at him and make him a little flustered. He always thought the other looked adorable when his face was flushed. He’d never forget the time he backed him against the wall in the hallway just to tell him it was his turn to do laundry. The look on his face was priceless.

“I don’t think I see Jinwoo taking you out to dinner, if I remember correctly his present to you was a flower? Even Sanha beat him, he at least gave you a sincere letter.” He looks at him, tilting his head. “As your best friend I have to out do all of them though. So dinner it is~”

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He notes how Bin doesn’t react or say when he’s stood beside him, arching an eyebrow behind his sunglasses at him. Bin felt into a silence around him a lot now that he thinks about it. Sometimes it worries him. He tilts his head slightly when he huffs, cutely confused. But he won’t ask about it.

“Empty threats Moonbinnie~” He teases, squeezing his hand when they’re holding hands. His heartbeat picks up a bit. “Are we going because this is your gift or because you’re hungry and don’t wanna go alone?~” He does lean to press a soft kiss to his cheek. “Thank you Bin.”

His heart skips a beat at the soft kiss that’s placed on his cheek, heat rising to his cheeks. This brat would possibly be the death of him one day. “Either way you’re getting food so why do you need to know the reason?~” He turns his head to look at him, a bright smile now on his lips.

He opens the door and leads the younger out, shutting it behind them once Minhyuk was out in the hall. “It’s nothing Minhyukie. Just a gift from your favorite hyung to my favorite dongsaeng.~” He squeezes his hand before walking with him outside and down the street.

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While he’s definitely confused, he does quickly leave the room to go to his own and change out of his pajamas into normal clothes. It’s fairly warm out, surprisingly, so he decides on an outfit both he and fans adore: a black muscle tee, ripped black skinny jeans, a red/black flannel promptly tied around his waist and a pair of black sunglasses. 

He practically skips out of his room to join the older in the living room, sliding his own shoes on with a wide smile. “Where are you taking me to on our date, hyung?” He teases, nudging him slightly, the smile now a slight smirk.

He turns on his heel to face the younger, blinking several times at the choice of clothing. He and this particular outfit had a love hate relationship, he loved how good it looked on him but hated how it made his heart do things. Curse Park Minhyuk and all his handsome features. His hand comes up to comb through his hair, a soft huff leaving him.

“Call it a date again and I’ll send you with $20 to go feed yourself got it.” Despite his words he still reaches out to grab his hand and take it in his own. “Let’s go eat. I’m hungry and I guess I owe you a present of some sort.” His other hands slides into the pouch of his hoodie, fiddling with his wallet.

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The smack definitely stings but he won’t give the elder the satisfaction of seeing him in any amount of pain. When he leaves the bed, little whimpers and whines do leave him as he flops onto his side holding his head. He’ll make a little show of it to get the older’s attention back on him. 

“Biiiin.” He whines, watching him walk off. “I thought you loved me. How could you?” He whines it childishly and with no malice behind his words. Shifting to sit up, he grabs something soft and hurls it at his back, a pout set on his cute lips.

He chuckles softly shaking his head as he starts grabbing an outfit from his wardrobe, tossing it onto his shoulder. Whiny Minhyuk was a blessing and a curse, once he started he wouldn’t stop until he got what he wanted. Then he’s being hit in the back by something soft and he turns on his heel to glare daggers at him. “Yah you brat go get dressed. We’re going out so stop you’re whining.” He grabs the item, a pillow, and gently smacks him with it. He continues the onslaught until he’s up and out of the room.

Bin closes the door behind him and sighs softly. “Jesus this kid.” He quickly strips from his clothes putting on the new pair; black skinny jeans, a t-shirt a fan had given him, a hoodie, and his glasses. He moves to the living room to put on his shoes and wait for the younger.

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Minhyuk was innocent. He was cute and just wanted his best friend’s attention (in the way of a kiss, but still). What was so wrong about that? He shifts closer to the elder, resting his head against his legs before batting his eyelashes again. Maybe if he were a cat he would pay more attention to him and kiss him more.

“Does that mean my present is a kiss?~ Or are you just trying to get me to behave, hm?” He chuckles sweetly, whining slightly when he pokes his forehead. Eyebrows knit together in dissatisfaction, leaning to gently bite his finger.  

A satisfied smirk crosses his lips before quickly being replaced by a scowl when teeth bite down on his finger. He let’s out a surprised yelp at the stinging sensation. God damn this kid was so mouthy some times. He glares at him, promptly smacking him upside the head. “Yah! Park Minhyuk! Now you definitely aren’t getting a present after that.” It was an empty threat of course, he’d never skip out on his best friend’s present but he had to make a point.

He quickly pulls his hands away and stands up, making his way over to his closet and rummaging through it, almost aimlessly. He’d let him whine for a while before proceeding with his previous course of action.

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Minhyuk flops on the end of the older’s bed, cutely fluttering his eyes at him as he innocently asks the question. It was his coming of age day (which the hyungs had reminded him about earlier that day) and all he wanted was a simple kiss from his best friend. Its not a bad gift, right?

“Because i’m cute and you didn’t give me a present yet~” He coos it teasingly, resting his chin in his hands as he watches the older boy, a playful expression on his own face. “Pleaaaaase Bin-hyung?”

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He scoffs noticing the way he tried to bat his eyes at him and act all innocent. It was the other’s coming of age day, he was finally an adult. He remembers last year when he finally turned of age, Minhyuk tried so desperately to give him a kiss. If he’s being honest, the younger tried very often to get a kiss from him, most of the time during vlives or recordings but also sometimes in their free time. He has yet to accept any of them except at their concert in Japan.

“Who says I’m not just waiting for the right time to give your present huh? You should know I’m prepared for today. We’ve been friends for years how could I not be.” He sits up and promptly shoves his forehead with his finger. “So stop being so impatient Minhyukie~”

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Bin had been relaxing in his room when the younger had barged in plopping down onto the free space at the end of his bed. He puts his phone down on his chest to look at him curiously, arching an eyebrow. “What? Why would I kiss you?” Minhyuk was always doing this, randomly asking him for a kiss or throwing his weight onto him. It was his clinginess that often reminded him that the other was still young.

He’d either respond in a whine and shove at him to get off, complaining about the sudden affection, or he’d give into the younger and simply allow him to snuggle up to him.

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The feeling of affection, love, and care were things that he had almost forgotten if he was going to be honest with himself. He long since forgotten the feeling of someone touching him without leaving the searing heat of pain behind. Even when he was shown it on the occasion by the object that causes him such harm it wasn’t like anything like this. Jaejin’s hand pressing gently against the skin of his cheek, holding him so gently, treating him like something so precious was different compared to the sharp smack he had gotten from his boyfriend earlier. They were different. In so many ways that he could sit here and list but it’d take way too long, A warmth rises inside of him once more, flickering like a brightly burning candle that was just lit by a strong lighter. Feelings inside of him were lit up the same way, burning their way to the surface and overwhelming him the moment he hears the confession leave the other man’s lips. Lee Jaejin liked him. He really liked him. He could nearly feel himself cry hearing that, something pricking at the corners of his eyes that he fights off. “I like you…” He repeats it, quiet and soft before he makes his voice louder and sounds more sure of himself. His eyes connect with the younger’s keeping his gaze. “I like you a lot Lee Jaejinnie.” Like. That word gives him a sense of hope. While he loved Jonghoon saying that he loved him didn’t give him the same feelings or the same satisfaction as it did to tell this man he liked him. He doesn’t know why. He nudges their noses together softly before he pulls away to look at him once more. “I want to like you more and more. I want to kiss you more and more. I just want to be with you more. You make me feel happy…so take me home with you and hold me.”

When had he started to fall so hard for the other? He wondered if his feelings for him only began today or if they have been there for a while but he just never acknowledged them due to his relationship with Jonghoon. What he did know was that, with each passing moment, he was falling more and more helplessly for the man wrapped in his arms.

The man wrapped in his arms was a bright star with so much to offer to the world. He was a star that should be cherished in every moment of his existence and yet he wasn’t. Instead that star was being told he was shining too bright. He was being told he wasn’t good enough to sit among the other stars. He was being told that everything that was wrong was his fault. Slowly that star started to dim and become a shell of itself, but whenever that star was with the moon it lit up as bright as it did the day it was born. This made the moon wonder, if he cherished the star like he should would he be able to shine on his own again?

“I’m glad I can make you feel happy, you deserve that no matter what anyone says.” He gently takes the older’s hand in his own, intertwining their fingers before offering a soft smile. “I’ll gladly fulfill all those wishes of yours as soon as we get settled in okay?” He waits for any sort of acknowledgement before leading him out to his car and opening the passenger door for him. He waits until he’s buckled in to shut the door and go around to the other side, sliding into the driver’s seat and starting the car. He glances at him and he can’t stop himself from leaning over to steal another kiss. He really liked kissing him. He buckled himself in and took hold of Hongki’s hand once again before he drove off in the direction of his house.