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Private multimuse kpop blog. I'll only be interacting with my two best friends.

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Bin rolls his eyes when the younger calls him a coward. He wouldn’t say he was a coward, just…precautious, very precautious. When it came to Minhyuk he slow, hesitant, scared. Minhyuk was something special, something to be cherished, something to be careful with. He was a bright kid with a bright future ahead of him no matter what direction he took it. Bin never wanted to ruin or get in the way of that. Nor did he want to force his feelings onto the other when he wasn’t even sure for a while himself. But even when he was sure, promotions or preparations for the next comeback got in the way.

He frowns slightly when he brings up Dongmin. Him and Dongmin had grown close over the years. During variety shows and other schedules the company pushed for them to constantly interact with each other for the sake of fans. It had gotten to the point both of them had gotten uncomfortable with it. But now that the other was bringing it up he felt a little guilty. He cups his cheeks suddenly a soft sigh leaving him. “I want to do this right you brat. And those close kisses and accidental kisses meant nothing. But this…this means everything.” He captures his lips in a sweet kiss, thumbs gently brushing against his cheeks.

Rocky knew the direction he wanted to head, and years ago he decided he’d do it with Moonbin by his side. They had done everything together so naturally he would want him beside him in the next step of his life too. They were young so he didn’t have everything planned but he at least knew that and would keep that solidified. To say it plainly, he wanted him by his side always. From seven years to forever, he wants it to be Bin and Minhyuk. No matter where they go, he wants him beside him. He doesn’t want to think of a future without him, no matter how cheesy that sounds.

He sees him frown and his heart breaks a bit. “Bin..don’t frown please.” His own frown now paints his lips, his eyes softening on him. Minhyuk blinks when his cheeks are cupped, feeling tears prick at his eyes with his words for some reason. “You can’t do this wrong Bin..I promise you. You know all the right buttons to press, don’t worry. You’ve had me through everything...” He shifts in his arms when lips are pressed against his own, fingers gently curling around the fabric of his shirt as he presses close and kisses him back.

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His eyes slowly close as he simply takes in the warmth the younger gave off. He had a made several plans for the day, each one a back up for the last. He was going to kiss him good morning, if that didn’t work some time after practice, if not then then before bed. No matter what, for one reason or another, mostly due to his own over thinking everything, he never did. This was his final plan, take him out to eat then walk for a bit and finally kiss him. But Minhyuk had thrown that out the window when he kissed him. Now he was at a loss.

A soft chuckle leaves him as he shakes his head. “You caught me off guard I couldn’t even think of how to react.” He pauses, tongue darting out to wet his lips. “I was gonna kiss you so many times today you know that? I had so many back up plans but I kept chickening out. This was my last plan but you just kinda threw that out the window didn’t you. So impatient Minhyuk~”

Minhyuk hums as they just stand there in each other’s presence, simply taking in his warmth and the feeling of his arms around him. They’ve known each other for years, and for a solid two or three he’s had a crush on him. More recently it’s blossomed into something more but he doesn’t want to react to hastily. He’d risk a seven year relationship for something more, but only if the older would risk it too. He doesn’t want to lose him completely; loosing him would crush him.

“You take pride in flustering me, so it was my turn~” He teases, eyes widening cutely at his next words. “Yeah? You should’ve, you coward.” One arm moves from resting on his so he can slide his index finger under his chin and tilt his head so he’s looking at him. “I’ve wanted to kiss you for years and I held back every time. Who is the real impatient one, hmm? I bit my tongue when you and Dongmin-hyung shared so many close kisses that should’ve been mine~”

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A soft smile spreads across his face when the younger confirms his happiness with the situation. They both got what they wanted, he got a flustered Minhyuk and the younger got his kiss. However he’s taken aback when he’s turning to face him and making an odd proclamation. He doesn’t have to think long however because suddenly there’s soft lips against his and he practically melts. He doesn’t even have time to think of how to react before he’s pulling away.

He takes a deep breath as he tries to calm his racing heart, pressing his forehead against his. “I-I’d like a better warning next time. I wasn’t exactly prepared for that.” The words leave him in a breathless sigh as he nuzzles his nose against his.

Moonbin easily could’ve chased his lips and kissed him back, and when he doesn’t the younger can’t help but frown a little. But he does chuckle softly when he realizes he left him breathless and gets his forehead set against his. Gently he rests his arms ontop of Moonbin’s, nuzzling back into him a little. God, he loves him but for his own happiness, he wants the older to make the moves first.

“Nope. That’s why I did it, Bin. You catch me off-guard all the time. Now was my turn~” Soft chuckles leave him as he returns the nuzzle. “You know you could’ve chased my lips, right? Kissed me properly?~”

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He watches the younger become wide eyed before quickly averting his gaze as his face flushes. His own cheeks flush a little as he realizes he just showed a little hint of jealousy to the other. He did his best to keep himself in check when it came to his jealousy. Minhyuk liked being affectionate with the other members especially with the 2 oldest and while it bothered him a bit, he always bit his tongue and stayed silent. “I-I know..sorry.” He mutters out a sheepish apology, gnawing on the inside of his cheek.

A soft noise of discontent leaves him with his hand’s suddenly empty, a frown tugging at his lips. He lifts his gaze to look at the younger who was now a few steps ahead of him. He stops walking for a minute, simply watching Minhyuk walk away. He counts to himself, slowly, watching him get further and further away before bolting forward and wrapping his arms around the other, swinging him around. When he sets him down, he rests his chin on his shoulder. “You can’t escape me that easily Park Minhyuk~” He hesitates a moment before turning his head and placing a gentle kiss to his cheek, a smirk now on his lips. “You happy now?”

A quiet scream leaves him when he’s attached to, lifted into the air and then set back down. Before he even gets a chance to come to terms with what just happened, a chin is set on his shoulder and then soft lips are against his cheek. Heat creeps up his neck quickly, his entire face flushing as he gets flustered. A soft nod leaves him. “A little happier.” 

He gets bold, turning to face him with a slight smirk of his own mimicking the older’s. “I think you’l be the one happy in a moment.” It comes out in a soft purr as he moves to close the space between their lips, pressing a soft kiss to his before pulling away slowly.

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“Both actually.” He retorts, as if it were just a simple fact. He feels his heart skip a beat at the statement but then his stomach drops at the last bit. He knew he was playing but still it brought a sour taste to his mouth, one he wasn’t all too fond of. Instinctively his grip on the younger’s hand tightened and he finds himself stepping a little closer. “Are you that quick to give that title to someone else?” He arches an eyebrow at him.

The remark earns him a flick to the forehead. “You’re getting food now hush or I’ll go by myself.” He’s made so many empty threats in the past handful of minutes. It was a wonder the younger didn’t push him on it.

“You know it’s not true though, Bin. Even if I keep threatening it, you'll always be my favorite.” His eyes widen a little when his grip tightens and he steps closer to him, swallowing thickly and feeling small under his gaze. He’s pretty sure he’s even as red as a tomato at this point. “Y-you know I actually wouldn’t.” He squeaks out, averting his gaze to anywhere but the older who he had way too many feelings for.

His face scrunches at the flick, still not looking at him. Minhyuk might be a little upset with himself for letting the wall breaks and letting himself get flustered because of him. But he does look back at him, a playful glare in his eyes. “You keep saying that you’ll go by yourself,” He lets go of his hand, his heart breaking a bit at the action, as he shoves his hands into his pockets. “So go. I‘ll head to the park instead.” While Bin spits out empty threats, Minhyuk scoots past him to start walking in the direction of the park. He doesn’t need Moonbin. Even if his heart is screaming otherwise.

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“After everything we’ve been through you still say that.” His free hand moves to clutch at his chest. “It hurts Minhyukie~ How could you do that to me?~” It was his turn to pick at the younger, poke at him and make him a little flustered. He always thought the other looked adorable when his face was flushed. He’d never forget the time he backed him against the wall in the hallway just to tell him it was his turn to do laundry. The look on his face was priceless.

“I don’t think I see Jinwoo taking you out to dinner, if I remember correctly his present to you was a flower? Even Sanha beat him, he at least gave you a sincere letter.” He looks at him, tilting his head. “As your best friend I have to out do all of them though. So dinner it is~”

“Threaten to smack you or call Jinwoo-hyung my favorite hyung?” He grins, playfully hitting him as his cheeks color a soft shade of pink. “You have a more special title than favorite hyung but maybe Jinwoo-hyung will take that too, hm?” He sticks his tongue out at him, poking his cheek softly. He stomachs every ounce of being flustered, refusing to give him that satisfaction right now.

“It was a beautiful flower though. But yeah, Sanha’s letter did kind of beat it.” He chuckles, looking at him behind his sunglasses, his eyebrow arched again. “Know what would really out-do them both? Kissing me.”

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His heart skips a beat at the soft kiss that’s placed on his cheek, heat rising to his cheeks. This brat would possibly be the death of him one day. “Either way you’re getting food so why do you need to know the reason?~” He turns his head to look at him, a bright smile now on his lips.

He opens the door and leads the younger out, shutting it behind them once Minhyuk was out in the hall. “It’s nothing Minhyukie. Just a gift from your favorite hyung to my favorite dongsaeng.~” He squeezes his hand before walking with him outside and down the street.

“Because I need to know whether I’m smacking you or not~” He chuckles, his heart skipping a beat when he smiles at him. Rocky swallows thickly, quickly kicking away his deep-seeded feelings for the other. Those don’t need to bubble to the surface today. No thank you. 

He follows his boyfriend’s lead, grip tightening slightly on his hand once they’re outside. While he mostly keeps it under control, he still gets shy and a little scared from time to time and Bin has always been a good way to stay grounded. “Who said you were my favorite? It’s Jinwoo-hyung~”

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He turns on his heel to face the younger, blinking several times at the choice of clothing. He and this particular outfit had a love hate relationship, he loved how good it looked on him but hated how it made his heart do things. Curse Park Minhyuk and all his handsome features. His hand comes up to comb through his hair, a soft huff leaving him.

“Call it a date again and I’ll send you with $20 to go feed yourself got it.” Despite his words he still reaches out to grab his hand and take it in his own. “Let’s go eat. I’m hungry and I guess I owe you a present of some sort.” His other hands slides into the pouch of his hoodie, fiddling with his wallet.

He notes how Bin doesn’t react or say when he’s stood beside him, arching an eyebrow behind his sunglasses at him. Bin felt into a silence around him a lot now that he thinks about it. Sometimes it worries him. He tilts his head slightly when he huffs, cutely confused. But he won’t ask about it.

“Empty threats Moonbinnie~” He teases, squeezing his hand when they’re holding hands. His heartbeat picks up a bit. “Are we going because this is your gift or because you’re hungry and don’t wanna go alone?~” He does lean to press a soft kiss to his cheek. “Thank you Bin.”

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He chuckles softly shaking his head as he starts grabbing an outfit from his wardrobe, tossing it onto his shoulder. Whiny Minhyuk was a blessing and a curse, once he started he wouldn’t stop until he got what he wanted. Then he’s being hit in the back by something soft and he turns on his heel to glare daggers at him. “Yah you brat go get dressed. We’re going out so stop you’re whining.” He grabs the item, a pillow, and gently smacks him with it. He continues the onslaught until he’s up and out of the room.

Bin closes the door behind him and sighs softly. “Jesus this kid.” He quickly strips from his clothes putting on the new pair; black skinny jeans, a t-shirt a fan had given him, a hoodie, and his glasses. He moves to the living room to put on his shoes and wait for the younger.

While he’s definitely confused, he does quickly leave the room to go to his own and change out of his pajamas into normal clothes. It’s fairly warm out, surprisingly, so he decides on an outfit both he and fans adore: a black muscle tee, ripped black skinny jeans, a red/black flannel promptly tied around his waist and a pair of black sunglasses. 

He practically skips out of his room to join the older in the living room, sliding his own shoes on with a wide smile. “Where are you taking me to on our date, hyung?” He teases, nudging him slightly, the smile now a slight smirk.

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A satisfied smirk crosses his lips before quickly being replaced by a scowl when teeth bite down on his finger. He let’s out a surprised yelp at the stinging sensation. God damn this kid was so mouthy some times. He glares at him, promptly smacking him upside the head. “Yah! Park Minhyuk! Now you definitely aren’t getting a present after that.” It was an empty threat of course, he’d never skip out on his best friend’s present but he had to make a point.

He quickly pulls his hands away and stands up, making his way over to his closet and rummaging through it, almost aimlessly. He’d let him whine for a while before proceeding with his previous course of action.

The smack definitely stings but he won’t give the elder the satisfaction of seeing him in any amount of pain. When he leaves the bed, little whimpers and whines do leave him as he flops onto his side holding his head. He’ll make a little show of it to get the older’s attention back on him. 

“Biiiin.” He whines, watching him walk off. “I thought you loved me. How could you?” He whines it childishly and with no malice behind his words. Shifting to sit up, he grabs something soft and hurls it at his back, a pout set on his cute lips.

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He scoffs noticing the way he tried to bat his eyes at him and act all innocent. It was the other’s coming of age day, he was finally an adult. He remembers last year when he finally turned of age, Minhyuk tried so desperately to give him a kiss. If he’s being honest, the younger tried very often to get a kiss from him, most of the time during vlives or recordings but also sometimes in their free time. He has yet to accept any of them except at their concert in Japan.

“Who says I’m not just waiting for the right time to give your present huh? You should know I’m prepared for today. We’ve been friends for years how could I not be.” He sits up and promptly shoves his forehead with his finger. “So stop being so impatient Minhyukie~”

Minhyuk was innocent. He was cute and just wanted his best friend’s attention (in the way of a kiss, but still). What was so wrong about that? He shifts closer to the elder, resting his head against his legs before batting his eyelashes again. Maybe if he were a cat he would pay more attention to him and kiss him more.

“Does that mean my present is a kiss?~ Or are you just trying to get me to behave, hm?” He chuckles sweetly, whining slightly when he pokes his forehead. Eyebrows knit together in dissatisfaction, leaning to gently bite his finger.  

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Minhyuk flops on the end of the older’s bed, cutely fluttering his eyes at him as he innocently asks the question. It was his coming of age day (which the hyungs had reminded him about earlier that day) and all he wanted was a simple kiss from his best friend. Its not a bad gift, right?

“Because i’m cute and you didn’t give me a present yet~” He coos it teasingly, resting his chin in his hands as he watches the older boy, a playful expression on his own face. “Pleaaaaase Bin-hyung?”

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"Minnie~ Come bake with meeee~" (Chan @ Minho)

He’d been relaxing on the couch when the older came up behind the arm of the couch to linger over him. An eyebrow is raised at his boyfriend, chuckling softly. “Why the sudden question, Chrissy?~” Shifting onto his stomach, he turns his full attention on him with his hands folded under his chin and elbows propped on the couch.

“You and I both know that baking is going to just turn into flour fights and stealing parts off of what we make to feed each other, right?” He chuckles, rolling off the couch and standing beside him. “Sounds perfect, babe~”

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All anxiety is washed away when the younger speaks, saying they’d take whatever this was at a pace he was comfortable with before either said anything. He was grateful for that, he honestly isn’t sure how he’d react if he confessed to him suddenly. His heart was all over the place when it came to his feelings for him, it would possibly just confuse him more. However the confirmation that it wasn’t just lust on Minho’s end made his heart warm. He was glad to know that feeling was at least mutual.

“It’s not just lust for me either, I don’t know what it is but I know it’s not that.” He relaxes into the touch a soft content sigh leaving him. His ears were back to their usual up right position, his previous anxieties gone and a genuine content feeling washing over him. “In terms of us being naked and moments away from fucking a few minutes ago or what exactly we’re doing now.” His gaze finds Minho’s again, his features softening and a smile spreading across his lips. “Cause if its the former then I honestly…don’t know I think exhaustion is hitting me hard. But…if its the latter then..” he trails off feeling his heart race wildly in his chest as he weighs his words. “Min will you go out with me?” The words leave him in a soft hushed voice.

He wanted to suddenly confess but knowing how jumpy and anxious the older of the two can be, he quickly realizes it would be more beneficial to not. Both of them have a long way to go with their feelings but as he said, he’d wait. He knows they both hold each other’s affections, so Minho wouldn’t mind waiting forever until he hears the elder say those three words to him. 

The smile on his pretty features widens, a purr leaving him at the confirmation he was hoping for. At least it’s not just a sexual thing and he genuinely felt something more towards him. Soft giggles leave him, shaking his head. “I don’t feel like sleeping with you right now. I think..as gross as it sounds I would rather wait and it be more..special. When the time is right, you know? And I know that sounds cheesy..” He’s getting shy under his gaze. A calmness falls over him (even if he feels shy), arm moving back around his neck gently and his other hand resting on his bare chest to focus on his heart beat. His own heart beat picks up at what he asks next. “I would love to, Chrissy.” His entire expression softens as he leans in to place a sweet kiss to his lips.

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His body relaxes when lips are pressed softly to his and soft reassuring words are said to him. He feels his heart melt when his head is being tilted to look at him again. He felt like he might just collapse in his arms then and there. That day had been such a roller coaster of emotions and he was pretty sure he’d pass out in moments if he allowed himself to. But he wouldn’t allow himself to, he needed to answer the younger, no matter how broken and incoherent his answers may be.

“Min I’m gonna be honest with you I’m not sure what my feelings for you are, but I know there’s something there.” He gnaws on his lip taking a moment to calm his nerves. “I’ve known it for a while but I’ve been afraid to say or do anything and when you confronted me the other day I panicked and I couldn’t do anything then. Then the day you had a panic attack and you kissed me I felt it even more but it wasn’t the right time and I wanted to figure out what exactly I felt. But now…now I wanna take the risk and try this, try us. I wanna see where these feelings take me. I know I sound like an idiot but I don’t know how else to say it.”

His touch under his chin stays soft, unmoving as the two continue in their little sphere of silence. Unwrapping his other arm from his neck, it gently snakes around his waist to hold him up. Something screams at him that it would be the best plan of action, seeing as how the two of them have both had tiring days and were probably close to collapsing soon. 

A soft smile takes it’s place on his pretty features when the elder speaks. So it wasn’t unrequited. At least he can check that off his list. “That’s..honestly better than what I feared. And honestly, I have an idea of what my feelings are for you, but I’m going to let you come to terms with your own at your pace before anything, okay? If we do..fall for eachother..I want it to be genuine on both of our ends.” He smiles softly, the fingers under his chin moving to cup his face now. “One thing I can promise you is that it’s not just lust.” He gets a little shy when he says he wants to try this, whatever this may be, but he nods softly. “You’re the older of the two of us..Where do we go from here?” He chuckles nervously, tail giving a flick.

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After a while he reluctantly has to break the kiss, keeping his nose pressed against his. His breathing was deep and ragged, intermingling with the other’s in the small space between their lips. He finally opens his eyes so he can now stare into the younger’s his heart fluttering when their gazes lock. Minho had such pretty eyes. Minho was just generally really pretty, stunning even, he was surprised that the name of group visual wasn’t his.

He swallowed hard, teeth sinking into his lower lip as he tried to figure out what to say or if he should say anything at all. The adrenaline from moments prior was gone and so was the confidence he had. He was vulnerable, his emotions laid bare for the other to see. He didn’t know where to go from here, if he should say he wants to try this, that he wants to see where these feelings take him. Or if he should just kiss him again, this time filled with the heat and desire from before.

“Min…I-” He stops himself immediately feeling stupid for opening his mouth. If it wasn’t for the fact Minho’s arms were around his neck he was pretty sure he’d be physically shrinking back on himself. God he missed that confidence boost he had, he hated how anxious and self conscious he got. He drops his gaze to instead stare at the floor, gnawing on his lip anxiously. His ears had even turned down furthering his pathetic scared look.

Breaths come out in small, yet deep and sporadic intervals. There’s little space between their lips and that’s just how he wants it to be. He doesn’t want things to be awkward or sad or anxious. He just wants it to be the two of them in this quiet little studio that they can call their own. At least for right now. Their eyes meet and he melts under his gaze, his heart beat hammering loudly in his chest. Something about the tired look in the elder’s eyes always send shivers down his spine. Maybe it’s because he finds his work ethic admirable and a little attractive. Seeing those tired eyes set on him makes him want to make the elder sleep but also kiss him until his eyes light up. 

Silence falls on the two of them, but he doesn’t feel anxious for some reason. Albeit a little worried because he can’t recall a time the elder has been silenced like this, so he can’t help but feel at fault. A million and one things swirl through his mind; kiss him again, forget the kiss just happened and surprise him with a hand job or a blow job to get the heat rising again, lay everything on the line and confess you’ve had feelings for him for who knows how long, but the younger settles on pecking his lips softly.

“..Say what you were going to, Chrissy.” He murmurs softly, nuzzling his nose with his own as soft purrs rumble in his chest. While the air isn’t as hot and heavy, it’s still very them. As gross as that sounds. He unwraps an arm from around his neck, gently tilting his head so that the kangaroo is looking back at him. His gaze rests on the elder with such a fondness you could feel your teeth rot. “..Take all the time you need but please..say what you were going to.” His ears are down a little on his head, blending in with his black hair.

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The moan that leaves him has a chill running down his spine, god he loved that he could make him moan like that. A devious smirk now plays on his lips at the temptation to ‘punish’ the Burmese for ‘misbehaving’. “The offers tempting kitten I suppose you’ll have to keep misbehaving to find out won’t you?” Before he could make another move arms were around his neck and there was suddenly no space between him and the other. He had figured, after thinking about it for a while that those impulses had been about him. If he was being honest part of him believed they were the minute the younger got in his personal space that night.

Lips are pressed to his and he’s quite caught off guard by how deep and intimate the kiss is. He had been expecting a sloppy heated kiss, filled with unspoken desires but this, this was something completely different. This was tender, loving almost as if they’ve kissed a hundred times before this moment. He feels his heart beat pick up in his chest, suddenly the confidence that was once brimming, had diminished greatly. He felt like a young teenager sharing his first kiss with his high school crush. It was thrilling yet terrifying at the same time and it had chills washing over his body.

The thought that was at the back of his mind was now repeating over and over in his head. Was now the time he needed to sort out his feelings for the feline? Was he ready to do that? He had been expecting it soon but definitely not right now given everything. Minho was his close friend. Minho was a member of Stray kids. Minho was someone who was always there for him. Did he love Minho? He wasn’t sure. Was he willing to see where these feelings he had for him went? Yes. He was willing to take that risk.

Chan had made his decision then, hands coming up to cup either side of his face and kiss him back. He had decided he’d take a chance on his feelings and see where they lead him. His thumbs gently brushed against the Burmese’s cheeks as he turned his head slightly to deepen the kiss.

Why did he kiss him like this? It should’ve been something sloppy and heated and passionate, not loving and tender with his feelings backed behind it. He’s stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Anxiety wells up inside of him as thoughts of his unspoken feelings bubble to the surface. Chan is the leader of Stray Kids. He’s one of his closest friends. He’s always been there supporting him, even when he was at his lowest. No matter what happened, the elder was there beside him supporting him. Maybe that’s why he fell in love? He knew it was love. Lee Minho knew he was in love with Bang Chan, but did the other know the same? Or was it doomed to be one-sided. Woojin and Chan were close. As were the other two thirds of 3racha and the eldest. Even Felix was close to him.

Why would he have feelings for me of all people?

But just as quick as he doubts himself and his feelings, the kangaroo is cupping his face and kissing him back. That same warmth blooms in his chest, this time out of love and fondness. He moves a hand to gently brush through the back of his hair, pushing him down to his level more so he can deepen the kiss when the elder tilts his head. 

Minho was willing to risk everything.