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I can acknowledge that I’m lonely and seek companionship and friendship but I also barely leave the house and socialize. I go to the same places and have been staying in much more than is appropriate for summertime.

I need to go on an adventure.

I think I’m getting into my men centered bag again. Need to cut that shit out. Immediately. What I crave most is intimacy but nothing is even coming close to coming close to what I want and how I want it. I’m twenty fucking five, I can’t be in the headspace I was in at 23. I have Tinder💀 Hinge 🙂 and Feeld🤕. It’s too much. I’m obsessing over texts I haven’t received from a 36 year old Polish white man with the self esteem of a 17 year old 😵‍💫 Like Wtf. And being high is the only thing that’s helping me cope w it. This is the least productive thing I could be doing with my time. I need to gain some self control

This is just like Mike End Kicks. The main character fucks about and is so focused on a dude that she doesn’t write the project she came there to write.

#fuck I’m 25 #lock in #what’s wrong with me

blckgirlacid

Doing weird stretches in your room is so important.

We should start poking men's eyes out.

As a man, unless you : are my brother or father, experienced a trauma/death/ life altering moment, or I’m actively allowing you to be in me raw ( only one way for that to happen), I do not want to see you cry.

#musings of mad a woman #I’m kiddingggg

Accepting hard truths.

#penjamin #musings of mad a woman #musings of a very sane and thoughtful woman

Yo Girlsss.... we done good

Gagged the FUCK out of me.

#my jaw actually dropped

LMAO tb to a couple days ago when

My mother literally woke me up to ask if I was working as a server at a strip club.

I guess cause I came home in this outfit....

#lmaooo #i cant make this shit up #that ladys brain goes far

I’m banning this tongue pose face emote. It’s not that cute and I do it by habit too much. I’ve been catch myself. It’s unoriginal and isn’t cunt.

Don’t get me wrong. These are Cunt, but I might need to war this outfit just for better pics because the feet are cut off in a lot of them and the light is reflected in my glasses and that’s not really what I imagined for pics of this outfit.

I honestly should’ve locked in when I gave Ayani the phone to give her specific instructions cuz a lot of these pics aren’t great.

It happens it just kind of irks me when it does because I’ll have to wear the outfit again or just take the L and live with the pics I got and the pictures I got are like almost good like they have character, but don’t showcase the ensemble that well

#musings of mad a woman #outfit woes #nice night out tho

I remember this girl named Perle or something the black one posting something on your story about cooking people meals and I sort of thought it was like a promo for her catering business or some shit and I’ll give you a good review if the food is good.

It could be any dish you wanted and she didn’t ask for any money. She was apparently just doing it just because and I think the limit of people was like 5 to 10.

I never did see that plate.

It was too good to be true. In this economy?

#random #musings of mad a woman #journal #memories