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Beneath The Words
Beneath The Words #Poetry #ocd #life
Behind the screen, beneath the words, inside my body, outside of love.
Repeated phrases, cycle through responsive phases, an endless rotation of faces.
Wake up, restart, if I’m not working, I’m sleeping, if I’m not sleeping, I’m hurting.
Though I’m lucky, my job isn’t a job, I have a family, I work to give what I needed.
Still though, the emptiness, the death I feel engaged to, it…
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Circle Of Shame
Circle Of Shame #poetry #disabilitypoet #covpoet #newnormal
The music isn’t loud enough, to silence the world anymore.
No love can reach him, no mother to seek him. No-one would be him.
Blood pours from his throat, the blade is cold, the body will be found outside frozen.
His chest dull, his head, busy, hurried and true, like every one of his poems, here’s a new.
He can’t make it better, he is bound to his loss, chained to his hurt.
“we…
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Refusal Of Sufficient
My life is a debt, I never agreed to pay.
If you’re planning on boxing me off into a corner,
find a bigger box and fetch the coroner.
Right now fuck therapy, fuck friends and for sure fuck family.
Don’t act surprised whenever this all ends, we all knew this was an inevitability.
Beneath this anger & distain.
Is a reality that I’ve been avoiding.
I don’t want to…
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The Weight in my Agony
The Weight in my Agony
I hurt, this world is not worth fighting to be seen in.
I really want a mother, but see me faking for a “lover”.
You will never see a man in me, so I’m done trying to make you believe.
This anger is blood, these words a crude blade, what a mess of this boy you’ve made.
I’ve had to fight just to exist,
Though you don’t acknowledge my right not to be alive.
You speak of a…
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My Truth
My Truth #Poem #mentalhealth #disabilitytwiter #covpoets
I woke up this morning, first question I ask myself, when was the last time I woke up happy?
The second question followed, why do I have to keep waking up? There feels, no end in sight.
I’m too tired to source a metaphor for my grief, It doesn’t feel worth it, these circles.
This non linear road to recovery, then to failure, I’m not enough to be my own saviour.
I’m leaving myself…
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Day After Day
Three words, “I miss you”. that’s the poem, that’s the song and that’s what’s wrong.
You don’t care, you get to just be gone, take a piece of me and just move on.
I’m looking at her, wanting you, watching her, I just want to tell her, she’ll never be you.
Was I used, was I a coping mechanism? Did I make you feel real? The way you made me feel.
Has anybody had the decency to tell…
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I Fought
I don’t want to be working only to stop the hurting.
I should be working on becoming a better person.
I’m going in circles, trying to ignore my burdens.
Loving me will never be easy, especially for me,
I hate where I’ve been, hate what I’ve learned.
Great with words, bad at speaking them.
Full of love, too fucked up to make it work.
Aware of my flaws, watch me make them…
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Love Me, Fix Me, Lie To Me
Love Me, Fix Me, Lie To Me
Love me. Fix me. Make me fit. Love me. Want me. Make me human.
Love me. See my scars. Make me better. Hold me. Love me. Love me. Love ME!
I think, I know I’m broken. I need to obliterate any sign of hope, kill it.
Swallow any dream and try not to choke on my wants, they can’t be seen.
I’m tired and breaking with this need, for a reality that is so far out of my reach.
My mind…
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The Crash
Do you hurt like me? Do you get scared like me? Do you always end up here like me? I’m sorry that I lack the advice you need. That pain, it doesn’t just go away.
Do you feel misplaced, like your existence is so easily erased, like me?
sometimes sadness feels like the only family you can count on?
Do you love badly, do you want a life, but only see death as the closest answer.
Do you…
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Wake Up
Wake Up #poetry #CoventryPoets #IsolationCreation
The page blank, the message unread, still I’ve spoken everything into nothing.
It’s goodbye and onto the next. I still struggle with the fact, you just up and left.
Though we were never going to be anything, this storm we entered wasn’t nothing.
Mix my internalised ableism, with your internalised misogyny, burn in the abuse, the neglect.
This was built to fail, I knew I’d break, you…
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??? #Poetry #ghosting #crappoetry #poetsofcoventry
My mind is so full. I don’t know where to start.
I’m scared to write about these thoughts I’m avoiding.
These thoughts I’m lost in, frightened of really feeling the depth of this.
I heard that door creaking for months, as always I’m startled and shook by the slam.
The door is shut, locked, you’ve swallowed the key. You don’t want me.
I say, “you” as if I can address you. though its…
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Now Nothing
Days after days like yesterday, don’t seem fair. How can the world just continue?
How am I about to write a break up poem about a relationship I never had?
At least now I don’t have to keep you a secret, at least now I don’t have to wonder whether I’ll see you again.
How do you get to just go? No, tell me I want to know! With no remorse, just ghost.
Fuck your Bipolar, I don’t give…
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Forgettable I'll Become
Forgettable I’ll Become
I’m scared my friend, that I’m not who you knew.
I’m aching, I’m hiding & lying to myself, being violent with my health.
What if I can’t be open with you anymore, it hurt’s me to admit, that I’m scared to be.
I’m bad for you, I ran from you and you didn’t come, that wasn’t fun & I’m so fucking dumb.
I don’t want to feel this ripping mess inside of me, its such a riot, my mind is…
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Too Many Faces
Too many faces, too many words, I feel dizzy.
who am I supposed to be, which version of me?
Too many wants too much needing, I need something or someone to numb my feelings.
You see, I’m trying to distract myself from the raw and the past, convulsing from my core.
The shit I’m doing. the ugly I’m being. The love I’m ignoring. The hope I’m aborting.
I want you, not them. Though I’m…
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Scroll Down. Swipe Right.
Scroll Down. Swipe Right.
I’ve seen the sun this week. As expected it failed to wash away my questions.
No, I return home to my flooded screen of nothing, blue ticks and fake names.
I waste compliments on broken souls. It doesn’t fill any of my souls cracks.
I don’t mind buying lies and selling parts of my pride, I’m just pieces and wants.
I want I want I want. I need I need I need. Affection, attention, a…
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No Goodbyes?
Goodbye? Now we don’t get to say goodbye, were we ever going to be able to?
You haven’t been you, the you that I knew, in years, still the same grandad I loved though.
I don’t want to paint a false picture, tell a false narrative, like we were super close.
I just need you to know that I love you, I’ve missed you and I will miss you.
It doesn’t seem fair, it doesn’t seem real. Its…
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Matter Of Time
Tethered frayed, tattered and torn.
At life I scorn, for love I mourn.
Life is a sound, I want to mute.
Only a matter of time, I’m done hoping to feel fine.
Sleep to keep everybody else pleased, I’m barely ticking over.
My intent is vague. Death is the ultimate get out clause.
I don’t want to cause pain, I’m just beyond living with mine.
Trapped in body, in mind, in life,…
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