music that makes you feel like !!!!!!!!!!

[honeyhideout]

[musicwhorelmao]

(via https://open.spotify.com/track/0XRbYXQUymj9SJkrr8YK5B?si=ZzOw3gMrSh__wj_c_Z0a5Q)

my mom loved Tupac when she was on this earth with us. every time I listen to this song I hear her. I hear her telling me to be strong. I hear her telling me to keep my head up. but how can I? I just wish she could be here with us. 

[musicwhorelmao]

music

nothing in this world makes me FEEL THINGS like music does.

there are songs that are nostalgic and you have an emotional attachment or memory attached to them. there are songs that give you a strange sense of euphoria that nothing else can give you. there are songs that help you express your feelings more than your own words can. there are songs that make you weep or make you angry or make you miss someone. I wish I could live my life just dancing and listening to music. music has saved me.  I genuinely wouldn't be here without it.

so thank you to all the beautiful, creative artists that have saved lives. 

[musicwhorelmao]

you were everything to me and I never realized it until after you were gone. 

and now I am empty knowing you will never be back. 

[musicwhorelmao]

I miss my mommy (fuck cancer)

my mom lost her battle to cancer this past may, in the middle of all the COVID bullshit, and I miss her more than anything. 

when I was younger she used to sing a song to me when I woke up and it’s been stuck in my head on repeat these last few days. it makes me cry but also makes me so happy. almost a eery- euphoric feeling. this is what she would sing to me:

“good morning beautiful, how was your night?  mine was wonderful with you by my side. when I open my eyes and see your sweet face... good morning beautiful days.” 

I miss you so much mom I need you. 

[musicwhorelmao]

what do I do

I’m trying so hard. To do what I need to do. To be the best I can be for everyone around me. But when is enough enough? When is it okay to call it quits. I’m fighting everyday to survive and that’s still not good enough to you. 

[musicwhorelmao]

(via https://open.spotify.com/track/5zKgcpqN9mBNS4bwY2jBTT?si=CFY_qpxpQM6Np4MbVfh94w)

“And don't call me lover, it's not enough It's got to be tough, cynical stuff Follow my words to the end of our love” 

idk maybe I'm just sad 

[musicwhorelmao]

(DJ B-renn)

saw this guy on tik tok and now I can’t stop listening to this song!! and then I checked out the rest of his. shit... and this guy deserves to be famous. listening to his mixes give a real euphoric feeling. keep working dude, you are SO talented 

[musicwhorelmao]

(via https://open.spotify.com/track/6oGTmUCzggmGfsYrSi7qhI?si=rWx7Tet3T2GqxNOsqng2Yw)

“I'm back and I want was mine.”

this song takes me back to a way simpler time. I thought I hated my life at the time but I’d trade anything to just go back in time. time is precious. squeeze your loved ones and never let them go. I found out my mother with stage 3 ovarian cancer has about a year to live. I don't know if I am going to okay but thank fucking god for music. I wouldn't be here without it. sorry for getting personal, thank you for the support. 

[musicwhorelmao]

(via https://open.spotify.com/track/1lbXEepatjRVjoG8pZMtdp?si=tZCd8LPLT1ybwXIhvRnFrQ)

If you guys are having the week I am...... you definitely need some Fleetwood Mac in your life too 

[musicwhorelmao]

I question myself if I am even worthy of love at this point. 

[musicwhorelmao]

(via https://open.spotify.com/track/2qlXjirPiwlMIJjhNzd6hA?si=QSzzx1SmQrqE_TpYoKKBNA)

“I wanna be that light switch that never goes off. Or that tight skirt that never stays on. I wanna be the gardener or the painter of your daydreams.” 

let me put you on LEFTMORE real quick. when I was like 14 I heard him preform in a coffee shop and I still listen to him 8 years later. he deserves so much more fame than he has now. his lyrics are beautiful- words everyone wants to hear- he's just so real. I'll post more of his music too 

[musicwhorelmao]

(via https://open.spotify.com/track/3o5mL6YGDEpCOQz24n3siY?si=TeDdT_MbRFSFF9_aIJ5twQ)

during these wordly hard times we just need to “breathe in that smoke while you drive” thinking and sending good vibes to everyone during these eery times <3 

[musicwhorelmao]

I MET THE HAPPY FITS LAST NIGHT!! THIS IS NOT A DRILL. also ross hit me up?

[musicwhorelmao]

(via https://open.spotify.com/track/4El9U3iQq6d5tNiFfnRkUY?si=mKJFZ37oTJKytcPQw88YuQ)

“darling, I’ve been scared, oh I’ve been scared

but nothing scares me quite like you”

I wish I was going to their concert tonight :(sad face:(                               love these three guys, they write poetry in the most badass indie rock way 

[musicwhorelmao]

(via https://open.spotify.com/track/3LbO439QNr3IX7Ho39Fq8X?si=yj0Q6UcMTwWRcymjw_0snA)

“if I didn't know about the cooties and the creeps they commission even when it dirty I would find it delicious, everybody loses control I’m a little scared of my soul find her, keep her, don’t you go near or cheat her just you believe that you were born enough”

I JUST FOUND OUT ONE OF MY FAVORITE BANDS (DISPLAYED ABOVE) ARE ON TOUR AND WILL BE AT A VENUE TWO HOURS FROM MY HOUSE GUYS!! TOMORROW!!!! AND THE TICKETS ARE ONLY TEN FUCKING DOLLARS I HAVE TO GOOOOOOOO!!! 

[musicwhorelmao]

(via https://open.spotify.com/track/4gB5Idv1iw8jgxyEvuwPVA?si=hSlujiy9SnieDRjVrpF65w) I hope I see Sylvan Esso live before I die. these two have so much fun making their music; there is so much passion!!! ugh love them, let’s dance