How Has Your Ego Manifested & How Can You Let It Go?
Pick A Skull for your reading. May or may not resonate🤷🏻♀️
Your ego appears to have come forth because you felt you were unable to successfully navigate your life.
Leaving you with a deep sense of loneliness, vulnerability, and tossing your own dreams aside because you seemed to have taken that overwhelmed creative block as proof that your dreams were nothing but delusions.
Yes you were blocked. But God wasn’t trying to stop you from your dreams, he was trying to get you to focus on redirecting yourself instead only relying on a creative spark to move forward. He wanted your momentum to come from your sheer determination and not some external creative spark.
And you’ve definitely got determination. Because the cards clearly say you’re working hard, just not towards your dreams.
Your ego was only trying to get you out of that overwhelmed state to show you how strong you are, and that you can triumph over adversity. But as with all of our egos, it seems to have taken over and now you appear to be living by it.
No judgement. We’ve all been there.
Your ego has made you overly critical of everything and everyone, leaving you in a state of seeing everyone as competition or even as your enemies. Seeing work as nothing but a necessity to get shit done and not something that should fill your soul.
And because no one helped you, you appear to have closed yourself off from the opportunity to be loved and refuse to let go of feelings you’ve clearly overcome.
Your ego is asking you to leave it in the past. You’ve proven your point. It’s helped you with what it was trying to help you with. It wants you to let it go because any mental stress or anxiety you’re feeling is caused by you not letting your ego go.
It feels like a guest overstaying its welcome and wants not only you to be free of it, but to be free of you as well. Because now or very shortly this anxiety you feel will start affecting your health, and that’s the last thing it wanted.
It’s not that you’re emotionally detached, it’s that you still remember the vulnerability you once felt as though it were still fresh and you were still that overwhelmed lost soul not knowing how to handle things.
You do know how. Judging by the cards, you already have.
But because of your ego’s misguided protection, it came at the price of your dreams being unfulfilled and you forcing yourself into a cold personality that you know at heart isn’t you.
It might have gotten you out of your past situation. But like I said, misguided protection. It was trying to get you out, to help prove to you that you could do it, not to take on an entire personality that isn’t you.... Even if you think you’ve forgotten who you once were.
How can you remedy this???
Recognise how far you’ve come, and understand that it’s not because of this persona you put on, but the strength God always knew you had within you. Your persona/ego just made it easier to get through.
But know, it was all you. The soft parts, the messy parts, the vulnerable parts, every part of you that achieved everything you have. Not just the ego driven part.
This part might be triggering due to how vulnerable this part of your life made you feel, but you have to reconnect with your dreams. The part you let go of when your ego took over.
You’ve now got proof of what God knew about you all along. That you have the internal determination to move forward even without a creative spark to get you going in whatever area your dreams are.
Reconnecting with the thing you loved to do is the way to let go of your ego that so desperately wants to be left in the past so you can move forward in true confidence.
Also there’s a heavy emphasis on needing to dress and do your hair and make-up the way you want. I don’t know why that’s coming through, but I can’t seem to shake it.
Alright, so that’s how you finally let go of your ego. Reconnecting with the dream you let go of to get yourself out of your situation. Whether that be the way you dress/do your hair/cook/sing etc....
There’s something you let go of that you need to come back to if you truly want to be free from everything in your past.
Just wanting to let you know, Pile Two. Recognising that you’re living by your ego is a far bigger step than you realize. Just thought I’ll let you know that.😊
You appear to have been hit with a vicious dose of reality. And the areas in your life where you have not been accountable had been laid bare before you. You seem to have tried to fight what you were seeing by bringing up your past pains and saying whatever you could to keep yourself stagnant.
It looks as though that didn’t work and the Scales of Justice seemed to have been keeping your crimes (metaphorically) in the forefront of your mind so you couldn’t seem to escape the accountability this era of your life demands.
Your ego appears to have stepped forward to help you with that. It appears to have taken over so that you can get started on this new journey towards something new.
Your ego wanted you to start fighting for actual goals in your life, instead of living some false show you were showing everyone.
In the past, you seemed to have been looking around your life and felt a fragility that made you uncomfortable, and so you began the show. The lie that was your life. For some this was poverty, for others just a feeling of inferiority, but either way your accountability era came forth and your ego shortly after, to get you to start moving towards something you could actually be proud of.
It knew, and you know, you’re the weaker party in this. But it also knows you can do this and so it wants to help get you started.
Right now you and your ego are in an uncomfortable place, because it looks as though you’re currently trying to move forward and away from it but are struggling to trust that you can do this journey without it.
You can, Pile Two. You can.
Your ego wants you to know that and to just keep doing whatever it is your doing. It doesn’t want to be here anymore and wants you to be free of it and wants you to walk this accountability journey with your head held high and the confidence of knowing you can do this.
If you get anxious every time you think of continuing your journey and wonder if you made the wrong move, just know it’s your body and soul removing itself from your ego.
You need to remain consistent in the efforts you’re putting in to move past this feeling, and to not allow your ego to morph into something that leads you to become someone cold and bitter. Or even worse, someone unaccomplished and unaccountable and back to square one.
Don’t give up now, sweetie. Please don’t.
This journey is asking you to allow yourself.... Allow yourself to be experimental on your journey. Allow yourself to fall and get back up, just as optimistic as when your ego was around. Allow your to explore different paths of beliefs/entertainment/creativity. Anything and everything.
This journey just wants you to move forward cheerfully and honestly, untethered by your fears of inferiority or poverty. Untethered by your ego that just wanted to help get you going.
Enjoying this journey is the way to reach the finish line not only unscathed. But unburdened by bitterness, resentment, spite and regrets of what if.
Please remember Pile Two, that you’re only anxious about moving forward because you’re doubting that you can do this without your ego. You can. Your ego, God and every other spirit looking over you always knew you could and want you to keep going.
So allow yourself to finally separate from your ego by staying consistent with the efforts your putting in, and recognizing that you can actually keep moving forward without it.
You seem to have gone through something in your past which may have left you with a bad reputation and fighting just to feel some semblance of control over your situation.
Whatever you went through, whoever you went through it with, I don’t think they were your people. The way you think and the way they think are completely different (And judging by your cards. It’s clear who won in life..... Congrats, Pile Three.)😉🤭
Anyways, your ego looks to have come through to force you to make a decision with your life. You were fighting, but only to prove yourself in a situation that you needed to detach from. Your ego done the detaching for you and forced you to make a decision.
You succeeded in whatever you were doing. You’ve achieved a long term goal, but now you appear to be living by your ego. It wants you to cut that shit out and ditch it already.
Granted, you do seem almost oblivious to the ways your ego contributed to your success. But now you know. And now it’s time to let it go.
That strength your ego gave you to pull through, is now poisoning you and morphing into something that is making you possessive, clingy and too fragile to let anyone in.
Your ego shrouded you from dealing with the past pain long enough to get you to a point of success and stability. Now it wants you to stop being so clingy to it and stand on your own two feet like it knows you can.
There’s a selfishness you exhibit that is very strongly coming through. One that seems to stem from your struggle to get to where you are in life. A sort of energy of ‘I’ll only do it for you if you do this for me.’
Intentions matter sweetheart. And although you may appear (maybe even to yourself) to be doing something generous. It looks as though your true intention is far more bitter than you may fool yourself into believing, and your ego wants you to cut this shit out right freaking now!
How do you let go of your ego???
It looks as though you have some talent with your hands that can do a lot for the people around you... Do this for free for as many as you can. Use this skill to help brighten up the lives of the people around you.
Because these genuine acts of kindness, will not only allow your ego to go and for you to live with true confidence. But allow you freedom from your past and an openness to finally bring someone into your life that is worthy of you. (Since you seem to have everything/almost everything else set.)
Hope that resonated with someone. Good Luck on your journey forward❤️❤️