OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK!

{ ic vent blog for shoutpoles: viewed ooc unless given }

[yesbpdbabe-deactivated20210115]

99% of my personality was formed by trauma

[nourrice]

me being ignored (now that i am mature): this is fine i suppose

[nourrice]

this is a lie im on the verge of tears

[guddoodles]

It’s okay to feel bad sometimes.

[mutepoles-blog]

fucking! god! i can’t kill myself right! i end up making someone else upset! i just. i want it to end, i fucking want it to stop. I want to just fucking make it stop. 

[everybidenjusthavegoodtime]

me posting on tumblr dot com whenever im in a bad mood

[mutepoles-blog]

why didnt it work why can’t i do anything right. 

[pxssionflxwers]

[lagonegirl]

me: i really need to talk this out with someone 

my anxiety: ur coming off needy. isolate urself and handle it. all u need is U!

[pon-raul]

this is one of the Russian Chaos Agents tumblr banned lmao

[softplum-deactivated20210407]

@ ppl who r pretty ,,, whats that like

[mutepoles-blog]

none of you will miss me anyway so. yeah. bye. 

[jigglypuffsvevo]

[mutepoles-blog]

I'm done

m done I'm done I'm done!!!!

[mutepoles-blog]

question why am I not good enough for anyone?

[mutepoles-blog]

mmmmmmmmmmmmmm

[mutepoles-blog]

i wish you could love me

[mutepoles-blog]

[bigsquid]