iām 19, part of a system, occasionally nonhuman, objectum, a queer t4t boygirl, and etc.
be 18+ if you're gonna directly interact with me
i generally don't have a dni but iāll block you if i donāt like you. i think contradictory queer identities rule & i support palestine & etc
kinks under cut
i'm into many things, included but not limited to: animal play, edging & denial, object insertion, monsterfucking, watersports, breath play, cnc/rapeplay, incest/fauxcest (rarely, typically as a side note to something else), and detrans (it's for coping. u can use she/her for me if u want ^_^). the main underlying theme for all of these is being forced to do things by the wayyyy
@spacedoutfakeboy asked me to make this audio. Big brother found out you're into detrans porn and now he wants to knock you up and turn you into his personal whore.
https://vocaroo.com/1gzSGNMPnNa1
mmm god this is so fucking hot, thank you for the audiošµāš«š„µ lowkey wish you would find me and overpower me like this irl, i wanna feel you abuse my tits while you cum deep inside me til i get properly knocked up and bred by my older brotheršµāš«
š£²oh my godddd I cant stop thinking about thss.....š£²
Last weekend I took a couple shots and got sooo horny I downloaded grindr and shaved my wholeee body........ I sent so many nudes out and so many men were calling me a good girl...... but then somebody offered to drive out and fill me and I was so fucking excited I couldn't say no.
He picked me up and immediately started groping my thighs and ass before we drove to his house, the second we got inside he started undressing me and grabbing my tits and I just melted into him. He told me I was a good girl for listening to my biology and holy shit he was sooo hung I've literally never been able to take something that big before but I was SO wet and horny I was able to do it.
He shoved my head down onto his dick and I loved the taste of it so much, and then immediately after he pulled me up onto his lap and slid into me slowly while groping my ass and sucking on my tits. I couldn't stop moaning like a girl and holy fuck a real man's dick feels so fulfilling and good....especially raw.
After I rode him for a bit he decided to bend me over in front of the mirror so I could see exactly who I am and what my place is, and oh my god it feels so good to arch your back and take dick. He pushed himself as far into my hole as he could and pumped me full while kissing my neck and groping my boobs. I will never be able to call myself a boy in all honesty after this, I know the second I move out I'm becoming an ABSOLUTE cumdump for any transphobic man that wants to use me. ā”
He gave me his number and told me that he wanted to use me again :3 we haven't been in touch since, but maybe I can move in with him and fully dedicate to being a girl....... I have literally never been hornier in my life than when he had me bent over and I felt him stretching my pussy out.
going feral thinking about having a fakeboy girlfriend i slowly force to fully detransition into my obedient little sex doll. Just turning some boy into my personal slutty bimbo bc that's what gets me off, fakeboys if you get close to me know I WILL attempt to manipulate you into fully detransitioning however I can - sweet words, threats, force, gentle encouragement, whatever it takes to make you become the girly fuckhole i want you to be.
hucows šµāš« itād be so hot to keep a pregnant ftm girl tied up on all fours with pumps attached to her heavy, swollen, engorged tits to suck the milk out of her long, puffy nipples. a third pump attached to her hard, erect clitoris, only making it more engorged. a large butt plug shoved in her asshole to keep it stretched and loose. a fuck machine placed behind her to aggressively pound into her fertile, dripping cunt, to keep it nice and wet. and to force intense orgasms out of her, training her brain to make her cum whenever she gets milked. finishing everything off by cumming inside of her after each session to make sure she stays constantly full and impregnated.
Thinking about being eased into lactation against my will, being treated so gently but firmly. My resistance means nothing but they still coo sympathetically and soothe me as the changes start to set it: tender pain, swelling, nipples changing color and texture. All while I can do nothing but feel the growing horror as the milk sets in. "Look at how much you've changed!" said with warm delight and joy as I stare, mortified and shutting down, at the first few drops trickling down my skin.
Thick, pre-leaking cock being pumped hard inches away from your face. A heavy, sweaty musk wafting from the now cum-coated girlcock to your nose. You're told to open your mouth like a good hole
i have a fantasy where i meet a girl when i start classes this fall. i sit next to her because sheās pretty and seems quiet, and we start talking. slowly at first, but after a few weeks she invites me to hang out at her apartment.
we start off doing some homework with some dumb show on in the background, but after a couple hours she asks me if i want to smoke. itās been a little while since iāve gotten high so i know my tolerance is going to be shit, but i want her to like me so i agree. she pulls out a bong, packs a bowl and holds it out to me, not handing me the lighter. i reach out for it but she pulls back. ālet me,ā she says, āi wanna be a good host.ā
i agree, putting my mouth on it and sucking, looking at her as i do. she doesnāt make eye contact, just sparks the lighter and holds it there for longer than i want. when the whole bowl is gone, she pulls out the stem. i inhale, because i donāt want to waste someone elseās weed, and she apologizes as i cough my lungs out. she hands me a bottle of water and i take what feels like hours taking small sips. in reality, itās probably two minutes, but iām further gone than iāve ever been.
āare you, um, going to smoke?ā i manage to get out. she cocks her head.
āi already did, i took a hit before you.ā i donāt remember that but i donāt want to argue with her.
āoh.ā i reply. i lay down on the floor, still listening to whatever she turned on the tv. i turn to her, not sure why, and i see her looking at me with a tent in her skirt. again, i want to be a good guest, so i donāt say anything.
she lays down on the floor with me, and we both kind of stare at each other for a minute before my eyes start unfocusing. iām not paying attention at all but i notice her hand on my tit when she pinches my nipple. i wince, but she rubs it after and it feels nice. āiām surprised you told me i could grope you,ā she tells me. āyou didnāt seem like the type.ā i donāt remember telling her that, but she seems like she can handle her weed a lot better than i can.
āi uh,ā i pause. āyeah, it feels nice.ā iām starting to get a little bit wet, and i canāt help but rub my legs together.
her hand is on my thigh before i can even say anything. āi can help you, if you want.ā her other hand is gently kneading my tit, pinching my nipple lightly every so often.
i canāt really get words out anymore but i spread my legs to give her better access and she runs her hand up to cup my pussy. she rubs lightly on my underwear for a second (wasnāt i wearing shorts underneath my skirt this morning?) before she dips her fingers in. she rubs my clit for a second before she pushes two of her fingers in my cunt. her fingers are longer than mine, and she seems to know what sheās doing better than i ever did. the squelching sounds coming out of me would be embarrassing if i didnāt feel so good.
she has me cumming in a minute, rubbing her thumb on my clit as i squeeze around her fingers. once iām done, she pulls out, scissoring her fingers for a second to admire the cum she collected on them before she pushes them into my mouth. iām almost surprised but i suck them without hesitation. she pushes them further into my mouth until i gag, just a little bit, before pulling them out again. without a word, she gently takes my hand and puts it under her skirt, on top of her bulge. sheās throbbing under my hand.
āyouāre gonna help me, right?ā
i blink at her, slowly, trying to wet my dry eyes. āwhat do i need to do?ā
ājust relax and take it.ā she rubs her cock in my hand for a second before she pulls my hand off her again. she moves herself so sheās over me now, pulling my underwear off me and spreading my pussy lips with the two fingers that were in me just a minute ago. āare you a virgin?ā
i nod, still too high to be embarrassed. she just smiles at me.
itās too much of a strain to look down, and i find myself staring at her ceiling. i feel the blunt head of her cock push into me, and even though iām wetter than iāve ever been, the stretch still burns. she keeps pushing into me at a slow pace, rubbing my nipples with her thumbs as i feel myself clench around her. when sheās finally all the way in me, she stays still a moment. i look back at her, and sheās staring at my stretched out cunt, nearly drooling.
she doesnāt look at my face before she pulls out almost all the way and pushes back in again, faster this time. she does it again and again, going from gently pushing in and rubbing my tits to fucking me as hard as she can with a death grip on my chest. i canāt keep track of how many times i cum but my orgasms bleed into each other as my eyes close. when iām finally able to open them again, her eyes are narrowed and staring directly at my face.
āyouāre gonna let me cum inside you, right?ā
āuh -ā i donāt know if itās the weed or how hard sheās fucking me, but i can barely think. āi um -ā
āi helped you with your homework and let you smoke my good weed, itās the least you could do.ā
āuh - uh -ā iām trying to get words out, i really am, but i canāt say anything. my tongue wonāt cooperate.
āfuckā¦of course youāre gonna let me. youāre enjoying this too much to make me pull out.ā sheās pounding into me as fast as she can at this point, one hand has left my tit and is back to massaging circles on my clit. my cunt is clenching around her as she pushes her cock into me as far as itāll go, kissing my cervix and she finally cums, twitching and pulsing in me. she moans, loudly, and stays in me for another minute.
she pulls out when sheās softening with a loud squelch, and i feel some of her cum dripping out of me. i can barely feel my legs but i can feel her fingers back inside me, collecting some of her cum. she uses one hand to force my mouth open and the other one to fuck her cum into my throat. i swallow it without thinking. she smiles at me, patting my cheek in a way that i would usually think is condescending but makes me clit twitch now, and lays down next to me, breathing heavily.
i donāt know when i fall asleep, but when i wake up, iām back on her couch, sober. sheās watching something on the tv. āoh,ā she looks at me when she notices me awake. āyou fell asleep when we were studying. are you sleeping okay at night?ā
i feel my cunt drip but i donāt know if itās her semen or my own arousal.
Because this bit of original content seems to have been lost, Iāll go ahead and repost it. One of my toys was very good at crying and begging when I took her ass.Ā
dumbification training. I wake up in a decently sized room, my feet chained to a chair with a computer in front of me. I'm sitting on a pair of vibrating dildos, one in each hole. A shock collar sits unoticingly comfortable around my neck, and a pair of headphones sit on my head.
The computer turns on. It seems to be on some sort of standardized testing program, the same ones you'd see students taking in a classroom during exam week. Questions headline the top of the screen, with the answers lined up in a multiple choice format. The instructions tell me to answer honestly and to the best I can. It doesn't say how many questions there are. The headphones play a soft buzzing noise and read out the questions.
First question pops up. It's a reading comprehension question. I skim over the paragraph, and I answer the question correctly, only to be met with brief electrocution. The screen moves automatically to the next question. Something about geometry, i to answer it correctly, but I'm shocked again when I do. Third question, something about English grammer. I'm shocked again. This keeps up for a few more questions.
By the 10th question, I can't take another shock, so I purposefully answer the question wrong, just to see what would happen. The screen flashes and in an instant, all my pain is gone. I feel a brief sense of relief and relaxation wash over me. The voice in the headphones praises me for answering 'correctly'
Next question appears on screen, and it's... harder? It's another reading comprehension question with a brief paragraph, but I'm struggling to read it. It's like the words are just flying past my brain. I get the question wrong, the voice praises me, I get hit with a wave of relief, and the dildos beneath me start to vibrate lowly.
The questions start to get simpler, going from high school level questions to kindergarten level questions. Every time I get one wrong, the vibrators get stronger I get blasted with a wave of pleasure. At some point I stop even reading them, I just answer at random to feel even more pleasure.
The questions start to get hornier, like asking me what a certain sex position is or how to perform a certain act. When I answer those correctly, I get edged. The screen 'asks' me to repeat mantras, and rewards me with pleasure when I do so.
It asks me, "does it feel good to be dumb?" "Does it feel good to obey?" and of course I answer yes. "Who thinks for you?" Master does. "What do you know?" Whatever Master tells me I know.
At the end of it, the screen turns into a flashing spiral. The voice tells me what a good job I did at learning how to be a dumb slut. The dildos thrust into me at the highest vibration speed, and when I get permission to cum, I have one of the greatest orgasms of my life.
After I cum, I've lost nearly all my ability to think for myself. I can't read anything above basic children's books, and can't do any math more advanced than basic addition. I cant remmeber how to write unless i'm told to write something.
But it's fine, I'm a dumb slut. I love being a dumb slut. All dumb sluts need to know is whatever their Master tells them to. Master thinks for me, and I'm so happy and grateful he does. Master is so smart, it's only right for him to think for me.
My favorite part of facefucking is when he gets SO DESPERATE that his whole body is bent over me trying to get deeper in my throat. His hands are so tight in my hair. His balls are squashed against my chin. My drool dripping down onto my tits. I'm gagging, choking, crying. It's all so fucking messy and sloppy and intense as fuck. He needs my throat and he deserves it. He deserves anything that makes his cock feel good.
No. I want to flip you over and DROP your head off the side of the bed. I want to invade your throat without regard for your breath or safety. I want to wrap My hands around your throat and pull My hips INto your mouth hard enough to bruise your lips with My pelvis. I want to feel you gag and use the immediate gasp after to press forward one more inch. I want to grab your hair and fuck Myself with your groaning, slurping, glucking face. I want to cum so DEEP in your throat that spitting isn't even on the menu.
Girlfriends give blowjobs. I don't want a blowjob.
I want your cock buried so deep in my throat, that it leaves me choking and gasping like itās there is no oxygen that I can breath in on this world, needing every rough thrust like itās the singular thing keeping me alive, shoved down my throat for so deep and long that I know your size and every vain by heart
Tying you up before I fuck your face so you can't stop me from using both hands to move your head up and down on my dick as if your mouth is just a warm, tight Fleshlight.