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A global blackout has crippled the globe, our muses who were lovers online must face all perils to find one another from across continents and seas.
Note: Idek wth this AU is but I like it and fuck yeah I’m writing it because it’s Sirius/James, why the hell not. We all know they’d be lovers in another life.Â
—— Though the streets lacked light, it filled itself with the panicked voices of ordinary citizens. They came to each other for support during this blackout, creating survival plans just in case the blackout decided it should stay for the long run.Â
James watched blankly from his second story window. Though everything physically lacked light, something else was missing.Â
Perhaps it was the buzz of his phone in pocket that he missed - indicating a new message. Or the cheerful ping of a new Skype notification, to be followed by a requested video chat. All signs that made James…happy, either jumping to reach his computer, or pulling out his phone and eagerly reading the sent message.Â
He tapped his fingers unconsciously on the bulge of his pocket, where his phone hid, knowing it was no longer useful, at least not in the current situation. Some part of him, some shallow part that threatened to reveal itself onto James’s surface, wished that it would vibrate with a new text notification.Â
[ If only just to say that he was o k a y. That he was safe & sound. ]
And there’s a painful tug in James’s chest as he attempts to remember Sirius’s smile - his grand smile that never faltered when they were video chatting. James manages a smile himself when he recalls how his lover had winked at him, and he nearly swooned at the action (nearly, because as much as James loved Sirius, he would never allow Sirius to see how much power he truly had over him, and how weak at the knees he had James become ever since he caught sight of that unreal, godlike hair, flowing from his skull like an actual angel’s).Â
The man was handsome, he’ll leave it at that. Not only so, but strangely comforting. Should a strand of his hair fall into his face during a video chat, James often thought of pushing it back behind his ear, before he would remember that a computer screen acted as their barrier and that there would never be any real physical touch.Â
And now, it could actually be never.Â
He pursed his lips and shut his eyes. There was a deep gnawing within his chest that had him want to crawl into a corner ——  he had to know that Sirius was okay. He didn’t have to see him again (though that’d be preferable) ——  he just had to know. Perhaps he could share a last thought with him as well. They were kindred spirits, always thinking alike - it was one of the reasons James had been drawn to him. No one ever quite understood James and his mischievous antics. It was always “James! Stop that noise!” or “James! You’re so bloody obnoxious!” That is, until Sirius came along.Â
His saving grace, Sirius was. And in this time of literal darkness, James was certain that Sirius was the light in it all, as he always would be.Â
















