my thoughts about things

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[my--mindpalace]

Missing you a lot today, Dad. I hope heaven is treating you well

[my--mindpalace]

Welp. I've arrived back at my apartment after one of the hardest goodbyes I've ever endured. My heart feels like its been ripped out of my chest. I haven't stopped crying since I left. God, I miss him so much already

[my--mindpalace]

He leaves in less than two weeks. No matter how proud of him I am, I can't say I'm not heart broken to have him move so far away. It seems cruel that the universe would bring him into my life, make me fall for him, and then take him away in so short a time.

[my--mindpalace]

I'm getting bad again. I've stopped feeling anything and its scaring me. I wish I knew what could make me feel better.

[my--mindpalace]

I love waking up and immediately having a panic attack. This is great.

[my--mindpalace]

If you sit on top of me on the bus instead of asking if you can sit there you better believe I'm cursing you out in my head the entire ride.

[my--mindpalace]

There's a good reason I try to sit alone on the bus. Its called severe social anxiety. Therefore when I ignore you when you just stare at me trying to get me to move, it means don't fucking sit next to me.

[my--mindpalace]

So the guy I like and I just had "the talk" and even though we're not an official couple, we're going to keep hanging out and stuff. Maybe in the future we'll be in an official relationship, but for now I'm happy with what we are.

[kissesandmylove]

[my--mindpalace]

I never thought I'd find someone as perfect for me as him, but I did. I feel like I'm living in my own personal fairytale and I couldn't be happier!!

[my--mindpalace]

This whole not being able to sleep thing is not fun at all.

[my--mindpalace]

I'm going to start the year off right and start living by my resolutions immediately. Starting this second, I'm focusing only on me today.

[my--mindpalace]

I need to go back to west chester. I've been home too long and I just need to get out of here. Or even anywhere...anywhere is better than here.

[my--mindpalace]

Last night this really amazing guy took me out on a date. He took me out to dinner and then we saw the Hobbit. It was so incredible, the perfect first date!! I can't wait to see him again :D

[my--mindpalace]

shut the fuck up and try being considerate of your other roommates for once. 

[my--mindpalace]

so im not as shaky as I was earlier, but I'm still hella anxious and kinda want to curl up in a ball and cry for a while. but instead, I have to go take a test in my worst subject. I just hope I can keep myself together long enough to do the test and get to my best friend's apartment.