I'll look for you in everyone and anything I touch.
Sometimes I wonder if I ever ment anything to you at all. I think about how we laughed together, cried together, danced together, held each-other.
I'll never forget the smell of your hair, or the feeling of your skin. Or you're beautiful green eyes looking into mine.
Your longing hugs when you knew I needed them. And how I was so desperate to stay in your arms for even more then a normal second a hug normally will last.
I thought we were soulmates with how we could be with each-other. How we couldn't be apart for too long, and even if we were we would come back together like puzzle pieces.
I miss how safe and comfortable I felt with you. The warmth of your skin, body, and soul when you were around mine.
I miss the useless conversations and how it was never awkward or uncomfortable to be open with each-other.
Looking at the sky while laying on fresh cut grass holding hands or my legs on yours talking about our day or something that made us happy or wanted to do in the future always made me smile and even still does, even though we don't do that anymore.
Time has passed but I feel our connection never will pass as the years do.
Things weren't always sunshine and rainbows.
There were times where we really hurt each-other and might of not cared in the moment, but we always came back to each-other.
I'll miss you as long as my heartbeats, I miss what we were and could have been, even if your standing in front of me.