Crimson Steam - Kitten
Pairing: 18+ | Vampire Rafayel x Vampire Hunter Reader
Tags: Slow burn, violence, friends to lovers, dark themes, angst with a happy ending, dirty talk, explicit language, explicit consent, biting kink, mates, smut, primal kink, 3rd person pov, all 5 LIs are included
Summary: In a world riddled with danger; vampires, werewolves, and humans co-exist. Rafayel, a vampire with a hidden motive, disgraces his kind by spending his days with a Huntress, a woman who hunts his own. Together, they are misfits, bonded by a traumatic past, paving a new path side-by-side.
Word Count: 15.1k
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Rafayel rejected her at the young age of seventeen.
She would never forget that day, holding it close to her heart when requiring the dull pain that accompanied humbling.
It had been a cool autumn afternoon as they walked through their city. Women twirled their parasols while leaves fell, and men adorned trench coats rich in dark colors.
The sense of comfort found in late nights, watching rivulets of water slither down the windows from pounding rain, bore naivety. Sometimes, she imagined them, sitting together, staring out the window wrapped up in one another. She had known Rafayel for the better part of seven years, making her believe she could assume responses.
Boys her age were rambunctious, running through the streets to either steal or flirt. Education was only offered to a few, to those capable of sparing multiple wads of cash. While the privileged watched chalk upon boards, everyone else meandered aimlessly.
Rafayel strolled by her side with hands in his pants pockets. Unbothered, he appeared mysterious, capable of a control unattainable by a fledgling such as himself. His eyes would narrow when observing, and if uninterested, he would move on without the permission of others. She was used to it, having to learn early on not to be offended.
They were on their way to the local tea shop, an adventure they would partake in once a month, when enough money was saved. Rafayel could care less about the beverage, but would tag along with the excuse he needed to protect her. It would make her smug, confident he simply enjoyed her company.
With his hands in his pockets, the edges of his trench coat crumpled to lay against his wrists like curtains held by a holdback. It opened his jacket to expose his midnight vest, the old thing frayed along the tops, some buttons loose upon their strings. He had taken it from a corpse a few months prior.
“Do we have to go again?” Rafayel complained. “It’s my annual fang sharpening day.”
“Bullshit,” she snorted, twirling to walk backwards and talk with him. “I saw you caring for them yesterday. And it’s not annual, it’s not sharpening, all you do is brush them like a normal human.”
“Look at you so observant,” his cheeks puffed, and he looked to the side.
“You don’t have to come if you don’t want to.”
“I never said that,” his hands left his pockets so his arms could fold.
“Raf, you just invented a fake, personal tradition to avoid the tea shop,” she laughed, and turned to face forward. “If you return home now, there’s still enough time to send Julian this way, he’ll go with me.”
Julian was a dhampir: half-human, half-vampire. A fellow misfit, he had joined their makeshift coven a few years ago. He would follow Rafayel around like a lost puppy, admiration prevalent in his eyes. Rafayel would ignore him, but never forced him away.
“No, he would very much like to get under your skin,” Rafayel increased his pace, to walk alongside her once more.
Literally. The young Huntress had seen the dhampir stare a little too long at her wrists, felt the burn of his gaze at her neck. Repulsion would skitter over her nerves, instincts screaming for her to run. She would find herself often taking a step closer to Rafayel. In her heart, she longed for the vampire to sling an arm over her shoulders, and hold her close.
But thoughts like those made Hunters such as herself weak. Even more so when an outcome like the one she desired wasn’t even a possibility. The last time Rafayel had touched her was when they first met, when his small hands had gripped her even smaller arms, and pushed her away.
Like any other growing woman - at least one with a crush - she had tried to sneak in a few brushes here and there. Rafayel, their self-proclaimed leader, often spent his evenings at a desk, an oil lamp flickering in the corner. There, he would concoct plans, negotiate bounties, and consider rations. He would ask for her input, in which she would readily provide, leaning over him to point to something on his parchment. She would try to get close enough her body might touch his, yet he would subtly move away. If they were walking, and she’d feel the heat of his fingers near hers, he’d step to the side.
She would never have the advantage, his senses much more in tune with his environment than hers were. Besides, she never wanted to give him something he didn’t want. Both had too many things forced upon them in the past, she wouldn’t add to that.
When Rafayel opened the door to the small shop, the bell atop the doorframe jingled. The Huntress didn’t miss the wince near the corner of his eye - the loud chime harsh on his sensitive ears.
“Welcome in,” an employee greeted, bustling between tables. “The table by the window is yours.”
Rafayel took a seat while she went up to place their order. The special that month revolved around pumpkin and spice, both bold flavors she figured the vampire would not appreciate. So, she ordered his usual, while she wanted the special. Handing over the money, the man who greeted them when they entered, handed her the change.
“It will be out to you shortly,” he smiled.
She nodded, and turned on her heel to make her way back to where Rafayel sat. She nearly lost her breath, taking in the sight of him.
Vampires were considered the spawn of something evil, the descendants of demons. Even so, she couldn’t help but wonder how Rafayel appeared divine. The light cascading through the window made his figure glow, the violet in his eyes echoing aspects ethereal. His legs were crossed, the foot dangling in the air moving restlessly, while his hand atop the table tapped its fingers. The lavender of his hair was messy, ruffled from his hand.
She loved him.
Whatever it was that made her chest hurt and her eyes heavy, she now knew it was love. This was no simple crush, because if it was, she would never recognize every inch of his body, every habit of his, every nuance of his speech.
There were times as of late she fixated on his mouth. The miniscule creases upon his lips, the soft texture of his tongue, she was curious about it all. She would lay awake at night, tossing and turning, crossing her knees to alleviate the pulsation between her hips. Because his mouth, in her fantasies, not only found hers, it found other places, too.
She wanted to collapse in the center of the teashop. Her knees would hurt on her landing, but that was the least of her problems.
She was in love. She wanted to cry, she wanted to laugh, she wanted to scream, all at the same time.
As if sensing her turmoil, Rafayel turned his head. She held his gaze, nearly stumbling when time slowed. She watched as he dragged his stare down, cementing to her boots. She wasn’t moving, she had stood still. When had she stopped? She must have looked crazy, standing between two tables, onlookers shaking their heads to themselves.
“Are you okay?” Rafayel mouthed, movements exaggerated so she could read his lips.
She shook her head, unable to lie. Her eyes wouldn’t leave his facial features, tracing his eyebrows, nose, lips, and jaw. She was seeing him in a new light, every little thing she could find amplified.
It made her heart thunder.
And that was her downfall, because supernatural eyes widened, pitch black pupils expanding. Rafayel inhaled, deep into his lungs. She could even see his shoulders rise. That was when the world fell away, and she was defeated. He knew. Maybe not exactly what she was thinking, but he would have his suspicions.
His fingers had stopped tapping, his index suspended in the air, frozen. He swallowed, Adam’s Apple bobbing as he cleared his throat. Then he tore his gaze away, frowning as he stared at the table, fingers drumming once more.
The moment was over. That was her queue to get moving.
When she got to her seat, she lifted the chair off the ground, instead of sliding it away from the table. It was one of the small accommodations she had made a habit of doing when around the vampire. The scrape of wood or metal used to force him to cover his ears when they were kids.
She wasn’t sure what to say when she settled. Rafayel was looking everywhere but at her. She knew her cheeks were flushed, and her heart still beat loudly against the top of her breast.
To confess was her first instinctual reaction. She was never one to idle, always understanding of her own reality. Feelings were easy to encounter, memories were not. This was a realm she was comfortable in.
“Ma’am,” the man from earlier broke through her thoughts before she could make her decision, “your tea.”
The cup was placed in front of her, the scent of Fall soothing her. Her hands curled around the base, warming her palms. Across from her, Rafayel looked at the waiter.
“And for the gentleman,” he did the same.
It was hard for the populace to identify Rafayel as a vampire. He was rare, Tempered at his young age. Rafayel was the same age as her, still growing and finding his way amongst his kind. Tempered was a state which recognized vampires who functioned without the interference of the frenzy. More specifically, on a daily basis, they were still susceptible to bouts at certain times. The older the vampire, the higher chance they were Tempered. The younger, the lower.
The events that matured Rafayel at such a young age allowed him to master the state long before his counterparts.
That wasn’t to say the man still wouldn't have addressed Rafayel as a gentleman. Discrimination wasn’t between species, it was between the elite and lower-class. Many would never suspect a vampire resided within the working class. Rafayel did not actively conceal his supernatural existence, but he never went out of his way to make it public, either.
“Anything else?” the man asked, smiling gently at the Huntress.
His nametag read Elias. Tall, he was lithe, slim with a strong jawline. Blonde hair was a mess atop his head, some hairs falling to intermingle with jade eyes. He was human, the Huntress could tell by the way he held himself, rigid beneath her scrutiny. Rafayel had taught her that no matter how hard she stared, no vampire would falter.
“Actually,” she finally answered, “do you have anything honeydew-flavored?”
Eager to please, Elias thought, rubbing at his chin with his index and thumb. “Ah, yeah, we have some yogurt.”
“Awesome, two of those, please.” She wasn’t ordering those for herself - honeydew always drew Rafayel’s attention.
Elias nodded, then departed, shoes clacking against the hardwood floor. He meandered through the scattered tables, disappearing through the door indicating storage.
“He likes you,” Rafayel stated, bland in his expression. He lifted his cup to his lips, sipping on the clear liquid. “His heart increases in rate whenever you look at him or you speak. Judging by his scent, he’s the same age as us, maybe a few months older.”
In return, she drank her own tea. Too much spice, indeed, she was glad she didn’t order any for Rafayel. “I’m not looking for anyone, right now. You know that.”
The vampire shrugged, “just thought you would want to know.”
“Well, I don’t. Humans can’t sense those things, so it would be wrong if I relied on that.”
She was angry, upset he would even suggest her spending time outside of their coven, with someone else. Especially now that he could sense her attraction. This must have been his way of forcing her away. The least he could do was tell her to her face.
Elias returned, decorated cups of yogurt on his silver platter. The cups were glass, tiny sundae spoons sticking out from the tops of the pudding-like texture. He placed them both down, rocking the fancy vase filled with sparse flowers. When the man left, she pushed her serving over to Rafayel.
His lips molded around the spoon immediately, his tongue playing around the stem.
Seeing him happy turned a dark world suddenly bright.
“He’s cute,” Rafayel continued, eyes down to watch the yogurt collect on his spoon.
“Even so, he’s not the one I would want.”
Oh how she wanted an attack to take place on the street outside their window. Anything to get her out of her seat and away, because it didn’t take a genius to know what she insinuated.
“Don’t finish that thought, Cutie,” Rafayel said.
Whether it was a demand or a request, she couldn’t tell. His voice wavered, that’s all she knew.
“A human would be good for me, right?” She could feel her chest turn, the thick syrup of defense drowning her mind. It was easier if she was alone, if she could never have him, she wanted no one. “But why should I put anyone through that?”
Her final words had a snarl warping the edges.
“No one wants damaged goods.”
It was low, and the urge to curl into herself after reminding them both of such a horrid past was all-consuming. The best thing to do would have been to gobble the words right back up, except that they had already made their presence known, practically a guest at their table. But she remained resilient, chin held up even when the vampire in front of her flinched. It was not one of her more prouder moments, lashing out in response to his rejection.
“That’s not what I - nevermind,” Rafayel clamped his mouth shut. Elias had returned, the bill for the honeydew yogurt in his hand.
Rafayel took it, paying attention to the man for the first time. He reached for his own wallet, pressing a few bills on top of the paper.
“She’s free tonight, eight o’clock. Townsquare, if you know what’s good for you.”
He had no right to make decisions for her, and she would be chewing him out later for that, but Rafayel didn’t seem to care, standing the moment he finished talking. He pushed his chair in, scraping the legs hard against the floor. Without another word, he made his way to the door, slipping through the threshold swiftly before the bell could chime long enough to bother him.
Elias hadn't noticed, staring at the Huntress. Hope was alive in his eyes, his fingers fumbling against his apron.
She wasn’t ruthless, so she smiled, “see you later?”
It had meant to be one date. Walking through the park wasn’t the worst thing, and she had told herself it would be nice to get out. She planned to turn Elias down afterwards, blaming herself.
But it hadn't turned out that way. Elias was a sweet boy, the exact opposite of Rafayel. He would fumble, struggled with social interaction, and stuttered every other sentence. When the end of the evening came, he grabbed her hand, stroking back and forth over her palm. She had never been touched intimately, never knew what it felt like to have an affectionate hand around her own.
It was their third date when they became official.
And they would continue steady for a couple years. Elias never knew where she lived, that some nights she spent covered in blood, cleaning the barrel of her gun. He never knew she lived in an abandoned flat with Rafayel and a few others. He was never by her side when they found Julian, cold and stiff, dead in the pouring rain. She would weep alone that evening, hugging herself in the corner of the kitchen while Rafayel hunted the vampire responsible. And she would be at Elias’ house the next day, meeting his parents for the first time.
Elias was intelligent, privileged to have a father willing to put forth a tuition for his boy. Elias never faulted her for her lack of education or ambition in the world of the working class. She realized he probably knew she was in some shady business, earning her living through bounty hunting. Yet, he still loved her.
Elias was her first kiss, her first exploration into the carnal pleasure found between bodies. His touch was never rough, always considerate. Whenever clothes would reveal skin, she made sure they were in the dark. The first time Elias had felt the Claim upon her shoulder, he traced it. She hated when he did that, but to explain why it bothered her, would expose the truth she tried her hardest to hide. Elias believed it was scarring from an accident.
“The scaffolding had fallen when I was playing beneath it,” was what she had told him, weaving a story about construction her non-existent parents had commissioned.
It explained all the other scars littered across her body.
But all that tracing, all that sweat and shared orgasms, made her ashamed to walk through the door at night. Rafayel had distanced himself since her relationship with Elias had become intimate. Vampires, and their heightened senses, sometimes made her feel violated. Rafayel had surely known what had transpired, what she had done. Even if he didn’t want to, his body naturally picked up on such things.
At first, she had told herself she could ignore it, rationalizing Rafayel had set her up with Elias in the first place. It was his fault. Which she would have told him if they spent time together like they used to. He had even begun to take bounties without her, leaving to execute them solo without a second thought. Too many nights she had laid awake, wondering if he would make it home safe.
Too many nights she wondered what in the world she was doing with Elias. He wanted a domestic future, one filled with children and hosting get-togethers. He wanted a beautiful, obedient wife standing by his side. It was her twentieth birthday when she decided to track Rafayel down. Whether he wanted to talk or not, they were going to. Rafayel, despite being considered the superior species, listened to her more often than not, something she believed would bring him shame within the vampire community. It did, but that never deterred him from hearing her out, or accepting her defiance.
She found him on the top floor of their abandoned flat, where his bedroom was at the time. His door had been left open, bed empty and desk vacant. His balcony door was open, however. Outside, he sat on a stool, an easel in front of him. The paint at the tip of his brush catered to his every whim, flowing with each arc of his arm.
The Huntress walked past him, turning to lean her backside against the metal railing. It was brisk that evening, and judging by the white within the night clouds, there would be snow. The cold didn’t bother Rafayel, he was dressed down, a loose jacket, sweatpants, and fluffy socks. There was a small hole at the toe, and the zipper on his jacket was diagonal, hanging from the teeth.
“I thought you were with Elias tonight,” Rafayel assumed, continuing to paint. His tone was rather accusatory.
So it did irk him.
She almost chuckled at his antics, if it wasn’t for the fact he was bluffing, purposefully hiding his wants and needs.
“We broke up,” she said, and sat, pushing her legs through the space between the thin that made up the railing, facing her away from him. Her fingers wrapped around the cool metal. “I’d prefer to spend my evening with my favorite vampire.”
A jar fell, brushes clattering to the floor. She heard his whispered curse before he gathered his brushes, and set them aside. Then, he was sitting next to her, keeping enough space so they didn’t touch.
“Sorry that things didn’t work out.”
“You’re going to have to try better than that to hide your delight.”
His laugh was quiet, a sound she hadn't heard for a long time. “I thought he was dull in comparison to you.”
“Figured that out when I asked him to fuck me against the wall, yet he still led me to the bedroom.”
She nearly howled in laughter when he coughed. Anyone else, and she would have patted his back in jest, but she kept her hands to herself.
“I didn’t know vampires could get flustered,” she teased.
“I guarantee we could go into town and ask anyone their thoughts on that, and I’m positive they’d be flustered. I’m a vampire, not emotionless.”
They fell into a comfortable presence. Everyone who lived with them were out and about, enjoying the spoils of their week at local pubs, restaurants, or underground casinos. It was the weekend, afterall. Rafayel enjoyed when they left, he could bask in his own presence, the solitude of his own company.
Not that he minded having his Huntress by him.
She swung her feet idly, the heels of her boots tapping against the side of their flat. The breeze moved her hair, and she giggled to herself, wrapping it all over her shoulder so she could braid it. It exposed a mark beneath her ear, a small bruise.
It smelled of sandalwood, sticky with the scent of saliva.
Rafayel needed to leave.
“I got something for you,” he said, removing his legs from between the spokes.
The Huntress hummed, watching him return to his room. She remained, eyes drifting to the street below. A cart had stopped in front of a lamp, the horses still and docile, aided by their leather blinders. Bags of flour were being loaded, dirt-covered boys in raggedy shirts and fraying suspenders swinging the ingredient. The driver was an elderly man, his clothes in no better shape.
Her own work would begin in a few hours, her target a young female vampire, notorious for luring men and ending their lives after light petting. She figured she might begin around the blood banks. If she were a vampire, it would be easier to tempt a man addicted to the bite. There were always too many alleys around those places.
Her Claim thrummed, asking for attention. She rubbed it in soothing circles. Whenever she hunted, every vampire had some despicable comment about her mark, especially if Rafayel was by her side.
“It’s not much . . . but it’s something.”
Rafayel was next to her once more, after throwing a blanket over her shoulders. It carried his scent, and she reached to pull it further around her. The bumpy texture of it told her it was the blanket from the foot of his bed.
A red velvet cupcake was held out in front of her. No candle burned in the center, it was instead a match.
“Hurry, it won’t last long,” he rushed, nudging the cupcake closer.
“Aren’t you going to sing for me?”
“Cutie, we don’t have time, hurry, hurry. My hand can’t hold this forever, are you going to let it fall off? How will I paint? You will ruin this precious artist’s career-”
She closed her eyes, and blew. Rafayel whistled in celebration, using his free hand to clap the top of his thigh.
“Congratulaions on getting old,” he finished.
“Need I remind you we are the same age.”
“Take the damn cupcake before it freezes.”
She did, gently pinching it to make sure their hands didn’t touch. His palm was flat, reminding her of when children were taught how to feed animals so teeth wouldn’t scrape. She split it in half, and took the first bite, moaning when the flavor slithered across her tongue. Sweets were the most expensive items in their city. Those, and certain metals.
Rafayel took the other half, eating it in a few bites before sucking his fingers clean.
“It’s snowing,” she realized, holding her hand out.
Flakes trickled down, tiny and bountiful, telling them the snow would last a while, and stick.
“Take my jacket,” Rafayel suggested, “it’s going to be cold tonight.”
“I know how vampires work, Raf. You want your scent on me, why?”
Crimson seized his skin, tinting his cheeks. Caught, he was embarrassed. She thought he was even more beautiful when the deep color graced his pale features.
“Because you’re collecting a bounty alone. They should know you have a vampire by your side.”
It was a lie. The Claim upon her already did that, tainted with a subtle scent that was embedded into the scarring of her skin. Vampires were sensitive to the hormones released in saliva, the chemistry that allowed biology to identify a suitor. They could scent it.
On top of that, Rafayel was no threat to most vampires, considering his age and ties to humans. He had no mentor, no Pureblood to guide him. He was a loner.
She wouldn’t call him out on it, and he didn’t add anything, either.
It was when she stood by the door to leave, he removed his jacket to hand it to her. She threw it on, and he grabbed the front to adjust it over her body. She could feel his breath on her face, the tremble through the fabric.
“Any birthday wishes for me?” she asked.
He smiled, his fangs on display. All it did was confirm he wanted his scent on her for a specific reason.
“I wish for you to have a long, prosperous life, full of plentiful bounties, clean guns, and most importantly, an endless amount of surfaces to be fucked against whenever you want it.”
It was the first night without the presence of another.
The Huntress rolled, facing the glass doors that gave way to a large balcony. Her bed felt too large without Rafayel, too cold, too . . . useless.
So she rose, donning a silk robe over her frame. The full moon shone through the glass, illuminating the guest bedroom with an eerie glow.
Sylus’ mansion was straight from a gothic novel. Built in shades of red and black, and blanketed in a glow born from candles, she felt phantoms roamed the halls. And she wandered with them, trailing her hand over the polished railing that led downstairs. The stairs themselves were carpeted in vermillion hues, mixed with swirls of gold designs.
The plush threads of yarn beneath her bare feet silenced her steps. She slowed her breathing, trained from a young age on hunting those with heightened senses.
When she made it to the bottom, she scurried across the entranceway, pressing her back to the wall adjacent to the door to the dining room. The door was cracked open enough she could decipher pieces of the conversation.
“You’re weak,” a voice she recognized as Sylus’s stated.
“Sylus,” the gentle one warned. She had encountered him only once, when she was introduced to her room for the next week. Xavier was pretty, delicate and lethal.
Rafayel blew out a hot breath. The Huntress could picture it, the skin around his lips inflating. “I am,” he stated, “incapable of protecting her.”
“The Huntress?” Sylus took a guess. “The Claimed one?”
Rafayel’s silence was the answer.
Vampires were odd to humans in that way, comfortable with long instances of silence. She supposed they communicated through other methods, relying on their other senses to discover deception.
“You’re wasting a lot of potential for something that isn’t even yours,” Sylus continued.
“Someone,” Rafayel corrected, “she isn’t property.”
“I suppose not,” Sylus mused. The Huntress heard glass clink as if a cup was being set down. “I would say she’s more like a cat.”
“A cat?” Rafayel asked.
Sylus hummed, the low timbre of his voice echoing in the depths of his chest. “Yes, a cat. She’s curious, exploring places she shouldn’t, uncaring of the consequences. Isn’t that right, Kitten?”
Her gasp was loud, and she didn’t cover her mouth in time. The slap of her palm against her lips furthered her predicament, so she exhaled loudly, defeated. Vampires didn’t scare her, not as much as they used to. But Rafayel? How he would interpret her act of eavesdropping made her uneasy.
“Well come on in, Kitten, don’t try to claw, you’re sorely outnumbered.”
She pushed the door open, stepping into the room. All eyes were on her, and she stared at the ground, ashamed she was caught. At the same time, she was aware Sylus was no meager vampire, clearly experienced. Whenever she was in the field, it was very rare when vampires noticed her presence.
“Don’t be like that, take a seat,” Sylus had an amused note in his voice, one she wasn’t sure if she was fond of or not. It teetered on being condescending, but not overwhelmingly so. She could relate it to when a close friend was teasing, mocking in a way to create familiarity.
In the middle of the large dining room was a banquet table, made of ebony wood, covered in a white tablecloth. Chandeliers lined the ceiling, and candelabras centered the table. Oil lamps were the new and improved way of furnishing a home, but Sylus kept it warm with candles. Antique shops would adore him, she vaguely thought.
So the Huntress walked, clad in her silk robe, to take a seat next to Rafayel. She didn’t notice the look between Sylus and Xavier, the narrowing of Rafayel’s eyes when the two other vampires silently communicated.
“It doesn’t bother you?” Xavier asked.
“What?” she returned when she pulled her chair in, close to the table, hoping to conceal her bare legs. Her thighs, although thick, were another place vampires might be intrigued to bite.
“Sitting so close to him.”
She looked to her left. Her and Rafayel were a foot or so apart, she had been closer to him before.
“I don’t know why it would be.”
“Interesting,” Xavier mused, more to himself.
It would have been better not to dwell on it, so the Huntress didn’t. She took a minute to analyze the pale-haired vampire, and the way in which he held himself. Rafayel had taught her in the past how to distinguish between the different types of vampires. Xavier, and the sharpness of his movements, the imperfections of his face, and the elegance he exuded told her all she needed to know.
She was in the presence of a Pureblood.
Xavier was not turned, he was born between two vampires. It was difficult for vampires to conceive, but when they did, the child was considered regal, superior to other supernatural beings.
Sylus had been turned at some point in his mortal life. It would be hard to explain if she ever was asked how she knew. It was prevalent in the ruggedness of his stature, the hard emotions his voice portrayed. The hardship of being turned, stuck with a vampire for their entire existence.
Xavier and Sylus were like fire and ice, night and day, yet she didn’t need to be told they shared a special bond.
Rafayel, sitting in this room full of wealth and arrogance, looked out of place. His trenchcoat had been hung by the front door, leaving him in a vest, long sleeves, and his pants tucked into knee-high leather boots. His vest was still stained from his bounty the night before, two small holes revealing where the vampire had bitten his chest.
Then his human, dressed in a robe and bare feet, appeared just as lost.
Not her brightest idea, leaving her gun in her room. Even if she had it on her, she was confident she and Rafayel didn’t stand much of a chance against Xavier and Sylus.
“Calm, Kitten,” Sylus leaned back in his high-backed chair, sipping on his meal, watching her from over the top of the glass, “we won’t hurt you, unless you’re interested in testing your skills.”
Rafayel bared his fangs, lips lifting to expose just the points. His hiss was low, quiet in the back of his throat.
Sylus laughed, tipping his glass as if acknowledging Rafayel. His laugh was loud, staccato and punctuated. He finished his drink, then licked his lips.
“I won’t touch her.”
Rafayel visibly relaxed, and reached for his own glass. She watched him lift the rim to his lips, and inhale. He placed his cup on the table, tapping his nail against the glass. Blood rippled, he watched it make miniscule waves with each input of his finger. He was playing with his food.
“Doesn’t suit your taste?” Sylus observed. The smirk on his thick lips was so subtle, it was missed by human senses. Those ruby eyes of his held Rafayel in place, calculating, assessing the truth of the situation.
He would have to tread carefully, expressing his distaste for another’s blood would reveal too much.
“I’m not that hungry,” he said.
Lying was pointless, so the Huntress knew Rafayel wasn’t. It didn’t stop Sylus from chuckling. That vampire seemed as if he knew the answers before even asking the questions.
They needed him as an ally.
“Are there any more vampires that live here?”
“Eager to get to know us, Kitten?”
“You could say that,” she played along, fingers pulling on the lace lining the tablecloth. Fidgeting often portrayed doubt. Beneath the table, she hoped the supernaturals around her didn’t hear the motion.
Xavier smiled gently. Just the corner of his mouth. He too was devious, but if she had to choose, she figured she might befriend him first. Which wasn’t something she looked forward to either way. In the past when she got near other vampires, her skin felt as if it was trying to crawl, separate from her muscles, and flee. It was unbearable.
Rafayel was the only vampire she got near, she believed it was because he was the first she ever had met.
“There’s one other that lives with us,” Xavier spoke. His voice was special, a comfortable melody to descend into. Purebloods were like that, otherworldly just in their presence alone. “His name is Zayne.”
“Turned and Tempered, if you must know,” Sylus added. “One might consider him our resident doctor.”
“He should actually be returning soon,” Xavier finished his drink, not a single drop staining the pure white of his outfit. “Spent a week or two with a pack of werewolves.”
“Werewolves?” Rafayel questioned.
“Surely you know,” Sylus tapped the side of his nose with his pointer finger, “they have a much stronger sense of smell than we do.”
“Even a Pureblood?” The Huntress placed her attention upon Xavier.
He nodded, “Zayne has been researching a cure for victims of the Frenzy, or anything that will lessen the effects. He won’t stop until he has done it.”
His reasoning was left unsaid. The Huntress suspected Zayne had traumatic motivations. The majority residing this part of the world often did.
Sylus was watching her once more, she felt the heavy weight of his gaze. His elbow was propped on his armrest, his fingers bent to hold his jaw, his pointer finger now tapping his temple. He appeared amused.
“You’re interesting,” he returned to the subject of her presence, “a little bird fluttering about her predator’s territory. Will you be captured? Yes, no, maybe so?”
“Sylus,” Xavier warned.
Rafayel stood abruptly, his chair falling backward. “A week, no longer, then like I said, we will be gone.”
“That’s not a problem,” Sylus tilted his head. “Need I remind you, we never kicked you out, you left first.”
A clock ticked somewhere behind her, the only sound audible. She couldn’t breath, the tension palpable.
Rafayel grabbed her wrist and she was standing before she could protest. He led her to the door.
“Rafayel, we’re glad you’re back,” Xavier comforted.
“But a lot has changed since you’ve been gone. No one is safe here, not you, not your Huntress, not a single creature within this town. The recent murders of Purebloods has created discourse,” Sylus explained, even as Rafayel continued to walk.
It didn’t stop him.
“So whatever you do, don’t stir up trouble.”
Researchers had done enough of their studies to understand the basics of vampires. When vampires were first introduced into society, some willingly volunteered to be run through trials. Afterall, the frenzy was something that affected them all to some extent. It was common knowledge amongst the people that vampires craved blood, had heightened senses, and a hierarchy.
What wasn’t studied was the relationships between humans and vampires. Sex won funding as it was the primary interest for those curious, so that’s what they focused on. Blood banks welcomed doctors and scientists, where they examined why some became addicted to a vampire’s bite.
From what little the Huntress had found, she deduced one person published a study, then everyone followed it, using it as a basis to publish their own. It was argued humans enjoyed the idea of sustaining a powerful creature, the thought that a beautiful being such as the vampire had to rely on them to live. Poetic, maybe even a little co-dependent, but the Huntress found her own reasoning.
As she looked at Rafayel, she knew her desires weren’t born from something so clinical. She wished they were, because admitting she wanted his bite just to feel his hot breath on her skin, his moan when he swallowed, and the movement of his body as he restrained himself, felt too indecent.
She doubted he would want his fangs anywhere near her vein, anyways.
“Where are you off to?” She asked, needing to change the subject, and fast. Her eyes lingered on his lips, his fangs retracted as there was no need to have them on display.
Rafayel didn’t look at her, adjusting the lapels of his trench coat so it fit snug around his shoulders. The inky tones of the fabric blended well with the lavender of his hair. Effortless, all of it was effortless with him.
“There’s no food here for you, Cutie,” he responded, “gotta keep that human body of yours sustained. I don’t think Sylus welcomes many humans. He has nothing for you in the pantry.”
“And you’re going alone?” She accused him.
That was what he enjoyed about his Huntress. While many feared vampires, she was always blunt with him. The majority of his kind wouldn’t stand for her defiance, drunk off the powerplay, eager to see fear in a human’s eyes. He also figured she liked to rile him up. He appreciated her for it.
“This town isn’t like the one we came from,” he did his best to explain. The second he saw her eyebrow arch slightly, he knew it was futile.
“If you’re concerned because vampires are the majority around here, you know I can handle myself just fine.”
It wasn’t that, per se. Rafayel was well aware his Huntress could stand her ground. She was just unfamiliar with the customs amongst vampires, socially.
“You smell good,” he blurted, pinching the bridge of his nose. When he felt the heat creep over his cheeks, he looked away. “So if you want to come with, you need to stick close to me.”
That was his problem? She had to bite her lip to prevent herself from laughing. “So? It won’t be a problem walking by your side. We do it all the time.”
He still couldn’t meet her eyes. The idea of his independent Huntress having to rely on him tickled a part of him he rarely entertained. That part of him, so primal and driven by instinct, was a part of himself he despised, yet equally relished in. It felt good to play, to just breathe and wonder.
“I may have to . . . touch you.”
Finally, she cracked. She cleared her throat, crossing her arms across her abdomen so her right hand grasped her left wrist. “Touch me how?”
Rafayel was selfish. The night she was attacked and he hugged her, gave him a drop of what he had been missing. Without her permission, he had marked her. It was despicable, and luckily not permanent, but throughout their ride to the next town over, he could scent it - his claim.
All it had done was prove why he had fought so many years not to even brush against her.
“I may need to hold your hand,” he responded.
The slow beat of his heart got dangerously sedated. His breath was sealed in his lungs, burning his throat and nose. He had to breathe, but he couldn't, not until she said something, anything.
His Huntress reached for her own jacket on the coat rack. She slid her arm through the sleeve then the other, correcting its placement around her neck. Once again he was captivated by the rush of her hair falling down her back, the split second he could see her neck before her hair concealed it. He swallowed, loud in his own ears.
As they stood in front of the door, she extended her hand out, looking at him. “I don’t just hold anyone’s hand,” she joked.
It was true, though, and he knew it.
He slid his palm underneath her hand, skating fingers up her arm until his thumb found her wrist. The pad of his thumb rubbed over the faint veins there, infusing his scent into her own. The thrum of her blood, the delicate, thin skin covering the channels of her essence sent skitters of heat over his nerves. He wanted to raise her hand and nuzzle his lips over the space his thumb traced.
Together, he could bask in their fragrance. He was rich, dark with tones of what others might relate to bourbon. It was strong, overpowering, reflective of his status. But she diluted it, introducing citrus and frost, melting his presence into something approachable.
“Raf,” she warned, breathless. His nail followed the lines of cerulean to the base of her palm, then back up again. His eyes were powerless against the beauty of her, trailing the white tip of his nail over her skin.
“Sorry,” he whispered, rotating his hand so their palms fused together. His fingers spread hers so they could entwine, long fingers pillowing the back of her hand. “Are you ready?”
Nowhere near it, no. The tingle along her wrist lingered, making her subtly shiver beneath her jacket. His touch had been so tender, it barely caressed the fine hairs atop her skin. Vampires and their ways of mating were notorious for being rough, quick, and transactional, a way to puncture skin and claim.
How wrong the world might be.
Rafayel never let her go as they walked through town. They didn’t swing their hands like cheerful lovers, instead he kept his grip firm, kneading the knuckles of her thumb with the pad of his.
“What are you scared of?” She found herself asking.
“I’m not scared,” he fired back quickly. “Just concerned.”
“About?”
The vampire didn’t say anything, squeezing her hand.
“I can handle it, whatever you don’t want to tell me,” she pushed.
He exhaled, slow and controlled. The grimace on his lips irked her. So she dropped it, ready to wrench her hand out of his hold, but he clasped her even harder. “No,” he denied her.
“No?” There it was again, her defiance. “Rafayel, let me go.”
He grunted, yanking her closer to his side. “Don’t, not here.”
This was his fault. Vampires around him glared, some scoffed. The complicated dynamics within his kind should have been taught. She meant no offense, he was aware, but the others weren’t.
“Cutie,” he ground out, voice low. “Just this once, please.”
Some vampires heard him, senses matured enough to pick up the shallow frequency of his words. One vampire walking down the street a few feet ahead of them came to a stop. Rafayel shouldn’t be begging for a human to obey. When the male in front of them shifted to turn around, Rafayel moved.
The Huntress never teleported. She’d seen Rafayel do it enough times to understand he couldn’t move far. It was an ability that was practiced, but also reliant on age. Rafayel, still a fledgling, was sometimes uncoordinated, maybe a little unrefined.
Her stomach dropped, breath rushing from her lungs. Perhaps it wasn’t teleportation, perhaps he utilized speed, perhaps it was somehow a little bit of both. She wasn’t sure, it was a question she would ask him when she had him alone.
When they materialized, her back was pressed to a brick wall that lined the edge of a flat. An alleyway, she realized. Torn, moldy posters hung from the wall opposite to the one she leaned against, behind Rafayel.
He wasn’t crowding her like when he was succumbing to the frenzy, but he was certainly close. His right hand was flat against the wall by her head, the other remained at his side, clenching then releasing.
“Rafa-”
His free hand covered her mouth, cobalt eyes darting to the streets, analyzing. “Trust me,” he was hushed, breathing languidly.
She did, she always would. But this wouldn’t have been an issue in the first place if he had just spoken with her. It was the secrets, the hesitation, that drove her mad. At the same time, she was aware he wouldn’t act like this unless something was terribly wrong. So she relaxed, watching him.
Across the street, striking gold eyes surveyed the road. The vampire tilted his chin up, nostrils flaring as he inhaled. It made Rafayel step forward as if his body could prevent the predator from scenting his Huntress. Their stalker wrinkled his nose.
“I’m going to take your hand again, then we are gonna move. Okay?”
She wouldn’t say ‘no’ again that evening. The Huntress nodded, raising her hand between them.
Then they were running. He didn’t lead her back out into the public street, but deeper into the alley. Years of experience as a Bounty Hunter told her the weight on the back of her neck was a pursuer. She was tempted to look behind. Rafayel’s sudden tug to the right forced her to follow and focus.
The maze of alleys they escaped through were littered with trash, stray dogs combed through it, and condensed muck from steam coated the walls. It was gross, and the Huntress knew they were heading deeper into town, where bots were stored and the lower-class lived.
Nearly out of breath, they finally broke through to a public road. It was desolate compared to the main road they entered town on the night prior. Street shops were empty, decorated with barren crates, rotten fruit, and tattered overhangs. Some people drifted, heads covered by dank blankets. A steam bot with a broom malfunctioned, banging into a curb repeatedly. The only source of light was the full moon overhead.
Rafayel scoped out the area, eyes frantically trying to find anywhere to hide. An abandoned flat with broken windows would have to do. Leading the Huntress that way, they jumped into the living room, barely missing the shards of glass lining the windowsill. It was too dark for human eyes to navigate, so Rafayel found the nearest closet and pulled them in.
The Huntress kept space between them, about a foot. Their hands remained interlocked. Her eyes closed, mentally transporting to calm visions, keeping her heartbeat steady.
Glass crunched, scraping as a heel of a boot skid. Once their pursuer found his footing, he methodically sought them out. Each echo of his footstep urged the Huntress to reach for her gun holstered at her waist. When her hand wrapped around the grip, Rafayel hauled her towards him with the other.
She fell against him, his hand releasing hers to sneak an arm around her waist. The other went to secure the closet doors. Unsure where to place her own, she slipped her hands beneath his arms and curled her fingers over the backs of his shoulders.
She was touching him. Time slowed, his breath stirred the hair atop her head, warming her scalp. His chin bumped against her forehead until his head tilted down to observe her. The only indignation was the tip of his nose slid to touch her hair. She couldn’t see him, so to conceal her expression, she ducked slightly to rest the side of her face against his chest. There she heard the beat of his heart, lagging in comparison to hers. It lulled her into a sense of security, even as the opposing vampire shuffled just outside the doors.
She never wanted the moment to end.
But it was too quiet. The male outside wasn’t moving. She knew he was staring at the closet doors, his presence slithered up her spine between shoulder blades. He would remain until they attempted to exit. She could tell by the breath that filtered through the crack between the bifold doors.
A low rumble buzzed outside the doors, the nature of it volatile, increasing in volume the longer the vampire hummed. His fangs would be extended, lips peeled back to reveal a wet smile. The vampire’s breath was damp, coating the side of her face, almost as if a long, thin tongue licked up from chin to temple, marking her.
Which he was.
Rafayel saw red. He released his Huntress, throwing the doors open to plunge his blade deep into the shoulder of his opponent. Both hands encircled the hilt, awarding him leverage to push the vampire backwards until they rammed into a bookshelf. As the other screeched, Rafayel twisted his blade. His placement was strategic, meant to torture and prolong the pain as silver sizzled in flesh.
It was a risk driven by instinct. He had already bestowed his mark, declaring his possession through his scent. How dare another challenge him in an attempt to establish ownership.
Deep within that fury, his rationale lay dormant. He knew he should have delivered the final blow on his first attack. He knew better. But watching the vampire crease his features in pain satisfied instincts.
His opponent snarled, and Rafayel smelt his own blood before the sting of claws rooted in his forearm. A hiss escaped through his fangs, anger overwhelming the slice of nails. He tore his dagger from the sinew and muscle, making sure to pull at an angle, ruthless. He bore down once more, aiming for the vampire’s side.
The other sidestepped, rotating to grab the back of Rafayel’s head and force him face-first into the wall. Bracing himself with firm hands, Rafayel pushed back, jerking his body to disrupt his assaulter's balance. It worked, and he swiveled, using his dagger to swipe at the vampire’s jugular.
He missed, grunting in frustration, impressed by the speed the other commanded.
“Raf!” The Huntress called, not desperate nor in fear. She was providing information, directing him to her voice.
They had fought side-by-side long enough he knew exactly what she wanted.
With a burst of adrenaline, he managed to materialize next to the vampire, lifting his leg to shove the creature with the sole of his boot.
Vampires usually didn’t trip or stumble, so he took several, rapid steps to the side. He traveled a couple feet, but it was enough for moonlight to highlight his silhouette. The Huntress stood in the corner of the kitchen, angled so the window above the sink aided her sight, gun cocked and ready for her input.
Before he could register where he was located, the Huntress pulled the trigger twice, embedding one bullet into each thigh. It drove him to the ground, landing on his knees. Blood oozed, coating the exterior of his pants. Sulfur didn’t permeate the air, the scent of his blood didn’t make the Huntress want to wrinkle her nose or rub her eyes. He wasn’t a slave to the frenzy, he was conscious, fully aware of his actions.
Rafayel stepped behind him, wrapping his hand around their pursuer’s throat. The strength behind his grip had the vampire leaning back, the tips of his hair layering against Rafayel’s vest.
When the captive’s nostrils flared once more, Rafayel squeezed harder.
“Stop,” the timbre of Rafayel’s voice stilled the air in the room. “I think we are done here.”
“I’m not your enemy,” the vampire responded, cocking his head in the direction of the Huntress. “I want her.”
The Huntress watched Rafayel bare his fangs, the pointed canines elongated to their full length. It distorted his mouth, wrinkled the skin around his nose, and spittle shimmered in the moonlight as he hissed. It was truly feral, an instinctual reaction to another challenging his temporary claim.
It tugged on a desirable heat - his raw emotions. She wanted his head thrown back in pleasure, moans loud, while her mouth worked between his legs. His fangs pricking his bottom lip as he struggled to maintain composure.
She could be swept up in such fantasies so easily.
“I'm looking out for you, Fledgling,” the vampire continued. He raised his hands to signal surrender. How he addressed Rafayel confirmed he was indeed older, far more weathered, far more powerful. It made her raise her gun to aim at the creature's skull.
“Raf, we need to get out of here,” was all she said, wincing when her voice wavered.
But he was too far gone, prancing through his mental haze. Magenta glowed eerily in the dark, narrowing into slits when his eyelids lowered. Rafayel bent, tilting his prey's head back further. He didn't stop until his cheek pressed to the vampire's temple.
“You will not touch what is mine.”
“Yours?” The other chuckled, his amber eyes blossoming with brighter tones. “I can scent another.”
Ice trickled down her spine, freezing her, splintering in her lungs. Shame coiled and lay deep in her sternum, planning to stay.
“I shall do you a favor and drain her dry.”
Pity? Was that what his kin was offering? Did they think he wasn’t capable of handling his own situation himself? Besides, his Huntress didn’t need to be taken from him. Without her, he’d been lost long ago. These thoughts swarmed, interfering with his focus, making him susceptible to the frenzy.
The Huntress recognized it.
“You don't want this blood,” she counseled, “it's not worth the fight.”
“You're mistaken, human,” he chuckled. “I'm not here to savor you. I’m here to help a brother who is blinded.”
A means to an end. She could use that to her advantage. Because despite Rafayel and his desire to protect her, they were outmatched.
Her gun fell to the floor as their opponent broke free from Rafayel’s grip. It all happened so fast, the heavy weight of the vampire’s arm wrapped around her body, pinning her arms to her sides. He stood behind her, tall and overbearing. His other hand gripped her hair, yanking her head back against his shoulder. The sound of his mouth opening wide on a victorious chuckle, chilled her.
Her scream was tortured, the monster’s fangs much thicker than Rafayel’s. He gulped long pulls of her blood, ripping into her flesh with each swallow. The clamp of his teeth was ugly, no refinement in his technique.
Once, long ago, when Rafayel’s underdeveloped fangs punctured her tiny wrist, no pain had radiated, just a quick pinch, then warmth. Even in his state of agony, waiting at death’s doorstep, he had been gentle.
She could see those now developed fangs beneath a stretched lip as Rafayel yelled. What he said, or even if said anything at all, was unknown to her. The male at her throat was drinking too fast, rendering her defenseless.
But, she was still conscious enough to raise her hand, pointing her fingers towards the ceiling, signaling Rafayel to wait. He had to have noticed she didn’t put up much of a fight.
He obeyed, staying rooted to his spot just a few feet in front of her. Their eyes held one another, and she watched as he fell apart, as tears collected at the base of eyes. Anguish complimented no one, yet somewhere in her muddled mind, she realized every expression made was beautiful when laid upon his face.
She was asking him to do the impossible, to not interfere in her pain. How cruel she was.
“Trust me,” she mouthed.
He nodded, just as her attacker bit down harder. She yelled out, the room beginning to spin. Any second now, and she’d be victorious.
She heard the sizzling of flesh first. The male behind her tore away, the movement a harsh jerk that hurt more than the initial bite. He wailed in pain, stumbling back till he fell onto his back, body writhing as he clawed at his face.
Rafayel caught her as she fell forward. He slumped to the ground with her, supported in his arms. Kneeled, she laid on the ground against the bend of his elbow, her cheek against his chest.
Rafayel made sure to grab a rag before pressing it to her wound. Her blood was poison to him, altered by a concoction she drank before emerging from the closet. Hunters were skilled alchemists, educated in multiple potions, tinctures, and medicines. It’s what allowed them to survive in a world where they were at a natural disadvantage.
She wouldn’t die, even as her body shivered. Maybe a few more pulls, and she would have been close, but the potion she drank purposely took longer to take effect. The more a vampire consumed, the higher the chance of a lethal dose ingested.
And much to her satisfaction, it had been enough. Biting without permission was a violation, an intimate act that would leave disgust weasling its way through her soul once she had registered the trauma. For now, it was what she had to do to save them both.
“You crazy, foolish, silly girl,” Rafayel pushed her hair back from her forehead, rocking them both gently. “You did so good, so brave for us. I’ll take it from here.”
Her breathing was slow, heart languid in its beat. She might have been hallucinating the ripple in his sapphire eyes, the large tears spilling over his cheeks.
Baser instincts were in charge, prioritizing her survival. Her body told her to conserve her strength, to stay close to the vampire who held her like glass, to trust a creature the majority feared. She would listen.
Her body also wanted to reassure him. She wanted to lift herself, wrap an arm over his shoulders and bring him down so lips could merge. She would kiss him in a way that conveyed life still ran through her, energy made to protect him, a male her very being recognized as her other half. She wanted him to know she appreciated the trust he had in her.
But because it was her instinct, she knew better than to touch him.
Gratitude was on the tip of her tongue, but her voice wasn’t functioning, and it came out a weak, garbled mess.
Rafayel hushed her, reaching beneath her knees to lift her off the ground. “Rest, darlin’, I told you I’ll take it from here.”
If his Huntress wasn’t within his arms, he would have been a slave to the frenzy, tearing apart the vampire in front of him.
And he would have let it, even if when he came to, he’d be a vile creature, covered in the blood of his enemy. A small price to pay for the violation his kin had committed.
Said vampire was using his claws to grip the counter, leaving long gashes in the material, climbing up to lean against the drawers below. His mouth was burned, skin disintegrating from the acid he had consumed. Soon, the white of his jaw would be visible. Rafayel would have his Huntress long gone before she could witness that.
If she was even still conscious by then. Against his shoulder, her forehead rested against the side of his neck. He could hear each beat of her heart, methodical as it worked to replenish what she had lost. The citrus within her natural scent had soured, revealing she was in pain.
Alchemists had warned that Hunters using the poisons on themselves would take their toll, damaging their bodies if used too often. She rarely used any amplifiers or poisons, relying solely on her aim and physical prowess. Whatever made up his constitution as a vampire admired her tenacity, recognized her as an equal.
All dangerous things in his eyes.
“You’re a disgrace,” the vampire who struggled to lean against the counter spat.
If they knew what he truly was, the vampire would have never spoken to him like that. Maybe there was a dark part of himself that reveled in his hidden power, the shock factor it might invoke.
Rafayel enjoyed deploying dramatics when it worked in his favor.
He ignored the vampire, adjusting his human in his arms. She was so light, limp in his hold. Her hand held the cloth to her wound, the other gripped her hip with her arm crossed over her abdomen so she wouldn’t touch him. Before he lifted her, he had seen it in her waning eyes, the need to touch him, the affection she would bestow without hesitation.
When he was around, her scent would sweeten, crisp like a winter morning. Whether she realized it or not, she was calling for him. And she had, for years.
Temptation was a vice, he wanted to answer her call since he first felt it.
“Fledgling,” the vampire tried to get his attention once more.
“You don’t have much time left, spend it wisely.”
“Are you not old enough to realize you are courting a Claimed human?” the vampire snarled.
Rafayel froze the same time the Huntress flinched. A mixture of pride and fear battled within. Pride because yes, he was very aware, and he would do everything within his ability to prove he was a capable mate. He had, without even his own agreement, begun to court her the second he touched her after the attack.
But fear rivaled that precious pride. Fear of what he would do to obtain her, fear of her acceptance. What terrified him the most was what he would do to keep her by his side, the human life he would eventually desire to make immortal. A vampire’s love was eternal, and he wasn’t sure he was strong enough to conquer that.
It was too late, he could hide no longer. The Huntress was struggling to breathe, her heart hammering in anticipation. She liked it, the idea of him courting her. That in itself could bring him to his knees. For so long he wanted her. Pushing her away had done nothing but lacerate his heart, finding warmth in other women had made him bitter, angry it wasn’t her scratches down his back. He wanted her marks, her existence branded into his skin.
It was the raw, primal attraction his kind lived for. There was nothing more real than that.
He was hungry.
Confident, he chuckled, unwilling to show skepticism in front of an enemy. “Yeah, I’m courting her, what of it? Since when have vampires gone out of their way to mess with another’s business?”
In disbelief, the vampire went lax against the edge of the counter, falling slowly to lean against the cupboard with his back. He laughed, defeated. His lip was sagging, nasty with how low it hung. Talking was useless, his lips wouldn’t purse correctly to create anything comprehensible. He would die, although a slow, haggard death.
Rafayel felt no remorse.
He left through the broken door, uncaring of how much noise he made. With the Huntress still being carried by him, he was in no particular rush.
“We never got you anything to eat,” he said, eyes forward. He worried they had made a grave mistake, quite possibly instigating a war between covens. He could only hope the vampire she killed wasn’t affiliated.
She hummed, as still as a corpse against him. She might get sick later, sweaty with a fever: the aftereffects of poison. He had already failed in finding her sustenance, he wouldn’t leave her in a time of need. It was all natural, his senses in tune with her.
Unfortunately, they didn’t make it to a soft bed before she fell ill. A Hunter in her most vulnerable state, partnered with a Fledgling vampire, was a pairing susceptible to disaster. He quickened his stride, trying to at least make it to a better part of town.
They made it to the main street. Eyes, both human and vampire, lingered on their combined forms. It did them no good that the street was well lit with oil lamps and strings of lights criss-crossing from building to building.
Rafayel found the nearest hotel and gracefully entered for someone carrying an adult woman.
Cloth couches lined the lobby, archaic in design. It smelled of dust, the oil lamp on the table housing newspapers, flickered. He spotted a young man behind the receptionist desk, rows of keys hung from the wall, along with sets of bells associated with room numbers.
“I need your most secluded room, quickly.”
The receptionist paused, looking Rafayel and his human up and down. Dry blood was caked to the Huntress’ neck, Rafayel’s arm wounded with claw marks. They both had seen better days.
“It ain’t cheap,” the man finally responded. Rafayel didn’t catch a nametag, but the human carried the scent of cleaning supplies. The chemicals made the vampire wrinkle his nose. Some establishments purposely avoided unscented detergents and cleansers, hoping to deter supernatural folk.
Of course this was the one he chose.
The Huntress lolled her head away from Rafayel, tipping over his arm so it swayed loosely. Her hair fell in waves, suspended in the air. She had told him once the first time he witnessed her effects that she always felt the room was twirling, progressively increasing in speed. Every vein in her body burned, limbs cramping down to the individual segments of her fingers. He wished she would just expel it, but this specific liquid seeped into her system, transforming her blood. She would have to wait it out.
He would much rather have his fangs pulled than attend the battle his Huntress would fight alone.
“That’s fine,” he was gruff, foot beginning to tap in annoyance.
After naming a ridiculous price, the man watched as the vampire in his lobby maneuvered to dig through his pockets. It was uncoordinated, contrasting with the rumors humans heard about the species. The vampire produced a few coins, not even half the price of the room.
Rafayel clicked his tongue once, frustrated. Which was risky. His mind recognized it as a shortcoming, something that made him fail as a mate. The room warped, his jaw noisy as he grinded his teeth. Frenzy lurked in the corner, smiling to reveal jagged teeth, curling its ugly fingers, beckoning to him.
He shook his head, fangs elongating.
“Please,” he begged, hugging his human closer, “if not for me, do it for her.”
Vampires were pretty, the man agreed with whomever stated that. But they didn’t beg. Alarms rang in the back of his head, this had to be a trap, an elaborate ploy concocted by a vampire and his human companion. Yet the hopeless tint in his eyes told a different story, one full of struggle, in need of a helping hand.
He sighed, tossing the key on the counter, “keep your money, just be out by noon.”
Through Rafayel’s eyes, the room cleared. The dark, foreboding cloud of hysteria vanished when a solution for his human was attainable. He thanked the man beneath his breath, grabbed the key, and skipped stairs as he climbed.
Their accommodation was on the top floor, at the very end of the hall. It was huge, shades of black, greens, and reds collaborated to create a shadowed room. Furnished with a sofa beneath the window, a fur rug lay in front of it, crushed by four legs of a small table. An open book with stained pages sat adjacent to a melted candle situated within a gold holder. A grandfather clock was in the corner, a few bookshelves lined the walls, scattered. Against the wall was a four-poster bed, a thick, navy blanket atop the mattress.
He laid the Huntress there, lightly placing her head on the fluffed pillows. Her eyes refused to leave him, weak in the moonlight. He understood why she stared, not once had he directly taken care of her. Even when he knew she wept the night Julian passed.
A nightgown hung near the door to the bathroom. Rafayel snatched it, sneaking a peek into the bathroom. Tile floors and walls encased a rusting tub, the mirror cracked at the corner.
Rafayel sat on the foot of the bed as she changed, listening in case she was too weak. With a few grunts, he heard fabric slide over skin, leather release, and a gown fit over her form.
He acquired a basin, filling it with water and fetching a cloth. Rolling up his sleeve, he cleaned his own wound in the sink, then brought the basin to the nightstand.
Her ailments affected her, lips trembling as she shivered, cold in a warm room. She whimpered, eyes squeezing shut. Her veins were no longer their alluring turquoise. It seemed as if tendrils of ebony swam beneath her skin.
The vampire dabbed her forehead with the bunched washcloth, dotting her temple, down to her neck. Gingerly, he wrapped the fabric around his forefinger to outline the wound at the side of her neck. The need to brush her hair aside, massage her joints, and whisper words of encouragement hooked into his skin.
“It won’t last long, just a quick, raging pain, and all will be well,” he repeated what she told him, when he asked why she continued to practice alchemy. “When you awake next, you will feel like yourself, ready to return to the field.”
She didn’t hear him, head thrashing back and forth, her knees rising to bend her legs.
And he was helpless.
His hand grabbed one of hers, and he moved to his knees, elbows sinking into the mattress, pressing her fingers to her forehead. If anyone walked in, they would think he was praying.
The first cry out cracked his armor.
The second demolished him.
He was reliving it again. The day of her Claiming. He was no longer with her in a room, transported to stand in the crowd. All the vampires present were silent, yet as he tried to push past them, he could see expressions of captivation. His kind hated humans and their habit of watching executions, but they were no different. His opinion held no weight, he barely reached the chests of his fellow vampires at that time.
He was powerless.
“Raf,” a hand flexed within his own, and his focus tunneled back to the present.
His Huntress never explicitly relied on anyone. She was proud, maintaining a facade to parade confidence. In the dangerous world they lived in, it was a necessity.
Knowing that, he heart softened when her form filled his senses. He could just scoop her up, and do his best to curl his body around hers. He could place firm kisses down the back of her neck while his hands explored her front. He was doing it again, he was fantasizing.
“Feeling better?” He guided her hand to rest on the bed, effectively putting space between them once more.
“Just . . . a little groggy.”
“Just a little?’ Rafayel could picture himself kissing those ruddy cheeks too easily. He smiled, both at her lie, and the mental image.
In the old days, when they used to visit their small, local teashop, he disliked when she would warm her hands around the base of her cup. It was his job to reach across the table and rub her hands, cup them and blow air onto her skin. When snow would collect outside, he always wondered what it would be like to step out of the teashop with her hand in the pocket of his trenchcoat.
“Think you could manage some sleep?”
Since when had he become so soft?
She nodded, sitting up briefly to shove her legs underneath the blankets, scooting down till she was swaddled.
His fearsome, perfect human was sometimes the cutest thing the world could offer. He was sure many vampires felt the same when eyeing the source of their courtship.
Standing, he meant to make his way to the sofa in the room, and he would, but first, he had more pressing matters.
He lifted the edge of the blanket closer to her shoulders, and felt something in his chest tingle when she snuggled into the mattress.
“G’night, darlin’.”
The Huntress awoke a couple hours later. That grogginess she had confessed to Rafayel about had retreated from her body, her mind. She laid on her side, facing the windows, away from the door.
A silhouette leaned against her bed, his body bottom on the floor, back against her mattress. It left everything from the tops of his shoulder up, visible.
She could have sworn after he had literally tucked her in, he had walked to take a seat on the sofa. She had even heard the shuffling of book pages as he read.
“I didn’t mean to,” Rafayel whispered, “I just need to be here.”
She stared at the back of his head. Any other situation and this would most certainly be creepy. But it was Rafayel, and judging by the slight tremble in his stature, this was against his conscience.
“Raf, do you not want to court me?”
I wouldn’t want to, either. She kept that thought to herself. Self-deprication had never been her vibe, not after she took responsibility for the Claim she already wore. It didn’t mean she wasn’t scared, terrified he would leave should she push too far. She knew he was aware of her feelings. Despite his rejection, she had promised to love him silently.
“You’re aware what courting entails, correct?” he asked.
She missed who he was: a young vampire curious about life and all it had to offer. The Rafayel she knew so well was an artist, someone who found inspiration in the mundane. Now, he was caught up in everything he had no control over. It reflected in his voice. His question was asked with no inflection, simply a statement laced with disappointment.
The Huntress slid her hands beneath her pillow. “You identify me as a potential mate.”
All he did was nod. It was one, slow movement. What was he expecting? He was acting like she would press the barrel of her gun against his skull.
“How can you say it so easily?” he huffed, tilting his head back to stare at the ceiling. She liked when he made movements like that, it brought his bangs to rest over the top of his head. “This isn’t something trivial. It’s a permanent bond.”
“I know that,” she reached and ran her fingers over the bedding near his head, “vampires just so happen to be my area of expertise.”
He chuckled, the sound bending to relay he was smiling. “It freaks me out that you aren’t freaking out.”
“I worry for you,” she revealed. “Courting me is a risk, you are in the eyes of your species, challenging a Claim.”
“I am,” he turned to rest his arms on the mattress, folding them so his chin rested on his forearms.
“Then for your safety, stop.”
“You think I can? You think I haven’t kept my distance because I’m not worried about what I’ll do? Just looking at you makes me want to protect and possess. Your scent, mixed with my own, feels right. It eases my nerves.” His nostrils flared, sapphire alight in his irises. He exhaled, frowning. “I can hear your heartbeat, you’re scared.”
“I’m not scared,” she held his gaze, “I like it.”
He paused, eyes trailing over her features, down her neck, then to the top of her nightgown. It was thin, doing little to cover her breasts. “You’re fragile,” he reasoned, “my instincts have prepared me to mate another vampire, someone equipped to handle the bond.”
She took no offence. Because she understood. If she were the same as him, she’d parallel his concerns. There were complications, many they would have to consider if she didn’t separate from him and prevent the bond from progressing. And considering she had no intentions of separating, they would have to encounter this development head on.
“Have we not already been interacting like a mated pair? Aside from the more intimate aspects?”
She wasn’t sure if the attraction was a one-way street between them. Some vampires claimed a mate solely to protect, using it more of a declaration of ownership, not as a partnership. Transactional pairs also existed - a human addicted to a bite, a vampire in need of a constant blood source.
“I don’t think you truly understand what courting is really like.”
Challenge burned her veins, “then show me.”
She blinked and he was gone. The bed dipped, her body leaning back as he laid behind her. He remained atop the blankets, but his body molded to hers. His arm slipped beneath her head, the other draping over her side to pull her closer.
“Humans do this too, we call it cuddling,” she teased.
“It’s not the same,” he struggled, she could hear it. He was still holding back, restraining himself.
The air itself grew dense, heavy with their combined scent. As she was a human, she couldn’t identify exactly what he was doing, could only sense subtle changes. She could only imagine this room was flooded, an obvious claim of territory. A giggle bubbled low in her throat, daring to escape. Vampires openly scrutinized werewolves, yet in some instances, they were the same.
“Raf, you said you would show me, so show me.”
He whined, “I need you beneath me.”
Now that wasn’t what she was expecting. The tip of his nose trailed over her neck, rubbing back and forth over the puncture marks of the vampire from earlier. It wasn’t healing right, mainly because the vampire’s exit had been sudden, against his will. His fangs had torn at her skin. The wound would scar.
Rafayel gently pushed on her shoulder, and she obeyed, rolling forward till she was on her stomach, her head turned. He followed, throwing his leg over her hips so he straddled her backside, his chest pressing into her upper back. Defiance took hold of her joints, but she fought against her own instincts. This was her chance to prove to him she accepted him and everything he would offer.
His hand traveled up her arms to rest over the back of her hand, fingers interlacing through hers. The flat of her palm was pressed into the bed. Although intimate, he was holding her in place. His weight was deliciously heavy. Instead of danger, her mind thought it was comforting and secure. Even if he could do anything he wanted.
“I hate this,” his voice was deep, vibrating against her shoulder blades, “that I like that I have you defenseless, my strong, defiant Huntress under me, letting me dominate her.”
She nearly moaned, the heat of his breath brushing over her chin. He was so close. She had waited for him to be within her space for years. And nothing could have prepared her for it. Nothing at all.
“I don’t know what to do,” he confessed. Trembles still wracked his body, increasing in strength the longer he hesitated. He wasn’t referencing touch, she knew that. Neither of them were strangers to the pleasures found deep into the night.
“Whatever feels right, Raf,” she soothed.
His hand that wasn’t tethered to hers, snuck to lift her chin, tilting her head back, exposing the wound. Rafayel was quiet, no witty remarks, no demands. She could almost hear the turning of gears in his mind. The suspense was borderline arousing, building her up, waiting for him to finally surrender.
“I need to heal you.”
The sensation of his wet tongue over her wound had her squeezing his fingers between hers. She rolled her bottom lip beneath her teeth, fighting the urge to make a sound. He was so damn slow, gliding his tongue from the top of her shoulder up to her ear. Without waiting for her reaction, he latched onto her recent bite, sucking on skin as if he was trying to leave a mark.
It stung, pinching on the edge of the punctures. But not to the point it was unbearable. He wasn’t trying to punish or assert himself, he wanted to erase the other’s scent.
“He smelled of dirt,” Rafayel explained, laving over her wound once more with the flat of his tongue. “Doesn’t smell right with your citrus, fuck, only I can provide what you need.”
She shuddered. He pressed down harder. His lips wouldn’t leave her skin, his kisses unlike those of a timid lover’s. These were messy, some so open she felt the dull fronts of his fangs. She wanted the sharp points, she wanted him to dimple her skin with pressure.
He thought she couldn't handle him? It just might have been the other way around.
“Can I provide what you need?” she questioned, turning her head to meet his eyes.
She had never seen his eyes like they were burning now. Cerulean flecks rotated amongst those of indigo, bright and dark. His eyes, and their ability to create two different irises, never failed to take her breath away. Both were beautiful, both mazes to be lost in.
The Huntress arched, lifting her upper half so her spine curved uncomfortably. It was enough for her to get just a tad closer. Their noses touched briefly, his eyes widened.
“You have always been what I need,” he confessed.
“I’m stubborn,” she was transparent, listing things he already was aware of. “I sometimes don’t listen, I sometimes push back, and I sometimes get in over my head.”
Rafayel hummed in acknowledgement. His hand shifted from her chin down to her throat. He was feeling for her pulse, it was a common attribute many vampires couldn’t resist.
It turned her mind to mush. Wherever they touched had her stomach dropping, her sex responding. Her only other partners had been men, humans who feared her likes and dislikes. They served their purpose when the itch got bad enough, just as she did for them.
None had ever made her want to lose herself as badly as Rafayel did now.
Once he had massaged her pulse, his fingers trailed over her shoulder, gripping the edge of her nightgown. He tugged it over the curve of her shoulder, resting the fabric at her upper arm. There was no point in exposing her, he wasn’t even sure why he did it.
“I’m greedy,” he mirrored her earlier confessions. “I won’t leave you alone, not until every inch of this perfect body is marked. You drive me crazy. Did you know what I went through when you would come home, smelling of sex and another man?”
She could only imagine. Probably something similar to what she felt when she glimpsed a few of his lady friends leaving his room early in the morning. She wouldn’t disclose that, intrigued by him in this state.
“Jealous, Raf?”
“Jealous? Obsessed,” his canines found her skin, a phantom of a bite teasing his jaw. She shivered, moaning quietly. He wouldn’t survive, not with the knowledge she liked his fangs. “I wanted to grab you,” he whispered, “kiss you, taste you. That night, on your birthday -”
She thought back to that night years ago. No details needed to be disclosed, she knew he was referencing her twentieth.
“I wanted to be the one fucking you,” his voice was nearing more of a growl. His mouth was by her ear again, tongue mapping the shell. He bit the top, and sucked, “it was supposed to be me taking you against every surface we could find.”
He wasn’t done, prone to his desires.
“It was supposed to be my name on your lips, my hands on your body, my teeth on your skin, my taste in your mouth,” he was out of breath, as if he had run himself to the bone.
“I wanted that too,” she reassured, “it was always supposed to be you.”
“Less talking,” Rafayel seemed drunk, head tilting to rest against hers. His request was almost cute.
“More what?”
“More whatever this is.”
She couldn't help herself, she teased, “this, like I said earlier, is cuddling.”
“Oh stop it,” he mumbled.
It was made known she pushed limits, and perhaps never knew when to stop. She was playing a dangerous game, riling up a vampire, a creature who could have her drained dry in a minute or two. What it was in her that made her want to toe a fatal line urged her on.
She smirked, “make me.”
Warning radiated in his gaze, honed with furrowed brows.
“Careful, darlin’,” he growled. “If I identify you as prey I will hunt, and I will not stop until I have you right where I want you.”
“But you won’t,” she ever so slowly rolled beneath him, placing herself on her back. Now she could look up at him, see how the restraint took its toll on his body. His jaw clenched, a muscle ticking near the base of his jaw. “If you see me as a potential mate, you won’t hurt me.”
“Hunting doesn’t always end in pain,” he whispered, resting his weight on his elbows. The tip of his forefinger stroked over her pulse point, tickling the base of her neck. “Your pleasure, your surrender to me, would be my reward. To have you, would be all I desire.”
“Sounds like sleepless nights, if you ask me.”
“Always have something to say, Cutie,” he drawled, and that spark of frenzy ignited, dilating his pupils. “But hell, do I love that mouth on you.”
“Makes you want to put me in my place, don’t it.”
“Fuck the attitude right out of you,” he smiled, impish. Mirth commanded his features: an arched eyebrow, a tilt of the corner of his mouth.
Before she could stop herself, she lifted her hands, cupping his jaw. Her thumb traced his lips, following the lines of his smirk. He turned his head, kissing her palm. Rafayel was gentle, appreciative of the little things. It’s what made her heart yearn for him, not because he was a vampire with enticing fangs, he could have been a human and she’d love him just as much.
“What are we going to do . . . about this?” She bent her head to the side, revealing the Claim. Her hair usually hid the mark, the scarred skin shimmering a flawed silver. It reminded her of the meat she would see butchers trimming, the shine the discarded connective tissue emitted.
Rafayel observed the area for a minute, reflective of the odd patience vampires exhibited. When he had moved her nightgown aside, that was originally what she thought he was going to mention or touch. But he didn’t. Now, she was beginning to venture it wasn’t a good idea bringing up the Claim in front of a very possessive vampire.
“This will do nothing to us,” he stated, pressing the pads of his fingers to the puncture scars. “He has no power here, and will not dictate when we Claim each other. Even if it's in our own way, even if I can never mark you.”
His touch against the scar felt like sandpaper against a burn. She flinched, pulling her shoulder back into the mattress. “Sorry,” she muttered.
Rafayel couldn’t sink his fangs in over the scar, it wouldn’t relinquish the Claim. It did not matter who inflicted the scar, it was permanent. The status of a vampire only affected how a Claim could be abolished, if at all. She wasn’t all too familiar with the why, though through the rare texts she had come across, many hypothesized it had something to do with the potency of a vampire’s venom.
“It doesn’t recognize me, it’s okay,” Rafayel removed his hand, skimming his nails over the other wound upon her neck, then cupping her at the base of her jaw. It rested his fingers behind her ear, his thumb stroking her cheekbone.
Her heart pounded, he smiled.
“I’m not going to kiss you tonight, Cutie,” he did, however, place his lips on her opposite cheek.
To have him next to her senses, led her hands to grip his back. The broad expanse anchored her, and she could feel the muscles beneath his thin shirt, could feel them flex as he held his impressive body over hers.
“I’m touching you,” she exhaled, and that uneasy burn filled her nostrils. Her vision blurred, and her arms crossed over his middle, her next words wet. “I’m touching you.”
“And I’m touching you,” he kissed her chin next, rotating to place his mouth near his thumb. He raised to kiss her forehead, the bridge of her nose, then the tip. Rafayel never mentioned the water at the edge of her eyes, the small hiccup in her chest, the slight shake in her body.
“Why won’t you kiss me?”
The Huntress sounded defeated, much smaller than her usual vibrato.
Rafayel ran the tip of his nose up along the side of hers. It brought his lips close to her own, she arched, tilting her chin up. He pulled away just in time.
“Because,” he nuzzled his nose against hers when she stopped attempting to kiss his mouth, “if I’m going to court you, I’m going to court you right. You deserve the full experience of a vampire attempting to attract his mate. You may not understand at first why I do what I do, but I will do my best to explain it every step of the way.”
She didn’t care what he did, honestly, just as long as his attention was on her.
“I want someone who can keep up with me, someone who matches my wit, who matches my fire, someone who isn’t scared of pushing me, making me work for it.”
She sucked in a harsh breath, it was starting.
His eyes dropped to her mouth, but he didn’t move. Instead, he met her gaze. The natural violet in his irises had returned, emotions stabled, and adrenaline quelled.
Rafayel leaned down, pressing his forehead to hers,
“I want you.”























