hot girl summer but i'm just in hell

☆. ★. ☆. 【 fics ⋆ masterlist ⋆ edits ⋆ gifs 】 xíu. ♀. personal blog that accidentally became a lnds blog that accidentally became a horny zayne, caleb, & sylus blog. so unserious. down to clown. i'll do what i want. 18+.

[starmocha]

Xíu / starmocha. She/Her. Personal blog that accidentally became a LNDS blog that accidentally became a horny Zayne, Caleb, and Sylus blog, but is still very much a personal blog. I just personally think they're neat and have three holes for a reason. 💁‍♀️ 18+ only. Very unserious. Possibly unhinged. Always down to clown. I'll do what I want. 💖

recent writings.

☆-— for always // Sylus + Daughter. 800 words. ao3. ☆-— ❝i moaned your name last night❞ // OT5 + Reader. 4.3k words (total). ao3. ☆-— A Happy Penguin Nest // Zayne + Son. 2.2k words. ao3. ☆-— Bride of the Dragon King — Part 1 // Sylus/Reader. 17.3k words. ao3. ☆-— dirty fantasies // Zayne/MC. 760 words. ao3.

links & etc.

LADS sideblogs where I document game lores for my personal reference: @deepspace-orbit @sylus-bigcacawk @large100percentsugarlattetogo @x02-candyclouds @bunnieshotpot

@engraved-affection is a side blog for reblogging LADS fanarts (I still reblog on main too lol). Run entirely on queue.

@pandaalus is where I live my truth ✨️

@royal-shining (Several Shades of Sadism fanblog / archive) + @starppears (Mr Love: Queen's Choice archive) - forever in pain gimme my husbands back 😭😭😭😭😭

blog links — fanfiction masterlist ⋆ ★ tag list ⋆ ★ edits ⋆ ★ memes

Note: I do not take writing requests! I'm already a slave to my gazillion plot bunnies <333 But you are welcome to yap with me about ideas in my ask box. I have been known to write things if seeds get planted in my head lmao

other links — ao3 ⋆ ★ ff.net (anime/manga) ⋆ ★ ff.net (tv shows) ⋆ ★ dokuga

anons. 💖

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bye.

All graphics used on this blog were made by me. Do not steal.

[starmocha]

doing the 20-20-20 exercise, but it's every 20 minutes, i stare at the cemetery across the road for 20 seconds

[starmocha]

Caleb: dry lips

Zayne: dry hands

Sylus: dry skin

Xavier: dry sarcasm

Rafayel: dry fishie

Valko: drying out Infold from the basement

[starmocha]

i want to read i want to write i want to bake i want to watch a new show i want to go out i want to play videogames i want to stare at the wall do you see my problem

[starmocha]

giving Zayne religious guilt and sexual repression for his birthday might not be the move

[starmocha]

theoretically, i have like 4 Zayne wips from last year that couldn't make it for Zayne's 2025 birthday fic

— a 3-4k MOF fic written during my August flu face planted on the floor

— a 5-6k priest Zayne fic enabled by Nova since summer 2025, half finished

— a 25-30k character/relationship study that only has 1k words so far lmaooo but the notes are mostly there

— 100-word limerick

— chapter 2 of the Snowdrop conception fic that's supposed to be around 20-25k words (currently around 6k iirc)

[starmocha]

WHO KEEPS PUTTING ZAYNE ANGST ON MY TWITTER TIMELINE

[starmocha]

Valko eating straight from a giant jar of Nutella with a spoon

[starmocha]

Dr. "This is our alone time" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "Just sit on me" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "We should take our time" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "My stamina has always been excellent" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "I can satisfy you" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "And I won't hold back" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "It's telling me you're ready" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "Won't you be a good girl" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "Your body has never lied to me" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "Your body will tell me everything I need to know" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "We're not done here" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "The night is still young" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "It's not enough" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "Very greedy" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "You can do whatever you want to me" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "Our bodies have the same scent" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "Let me hear your voice" Zayne 🤨

Dr. "Say my name" Zayne 🤨

[starmocha]

IT'S HIM!!!!! 🫵

[starmocha]

i stopped by the break room to grab a cup of coffee and i watched someone filled up their hydro flask with the whole pot 🫩

[starmocha]

Zayne is the biggest pervert in Love and Deepspace, and in this essay I will—

[niisancomplex]

🔞 🔗→ https://poipiku.com/7529131/12989410.html

[rain-n-blue-roses]

-ˋˏ ༻❀ 𝑫𝒂𝒘𝒏 & 𝑫𝒆𝒗𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 ❀༺ ˎˊ-

[rain-n-blue-roses]

6 butlers at your service 🐾🫖

[xinyuehui]

7.9 敖尹 Ao Yin ✧ Valko

[nixdvn]

COLLEGE AU 😫😫😫 ok hear me out:

We know that Zayne is 27, Valko is 26, and Caleb is 25. Considering Zayne prolly stayed away from Linkon from Primary to,,, maybe Uni? Caleb also moved away to study, and Valko... Well, we don't know but indulge me on this.

WHAT IF THEY ATTENDED THE SAME UNIVERSITY?

Like it was on accident, since the 3 of them are rlly smart n talented, they were able to attend the top university of the world or something.

They're all in different fields but it's still in STEM, and they probably share the same location, if not the same building (probably not tho).

Zayne first arrived and he's amazing, top student in Science, etc. In his 2nd year, he made friends (maybe thru competition or whatever) with a Technology student, Valko. Two years after that, he finds a familiar name on top of the Engineering leaderboard, specifically in Aerospace and Aviation: Caleb, who was on his 2nd year by then.

Zayne is on his 4th year but since he's medical field,,, 8 years to graduate, I think? Valko's on his 3rd year.

Before Caleb, Zayne and Valko would just pass by each other, say hi, maybe nod at each other, but never really hang out. Until Caleb.

Apparently Valko has been chatting up both upper and lowerclassmens, making friends everywhere, and Caleb fits his vibe so they quickly became friends. After Zayne and Caleb rekindled, Caleb invites both seniors out to drink. One night, Zayne ended up super drunk and the three stumble their way to Zayne's dorm room. Making sure he doesn't die, the other two slept over, and that bonding experience has changed the status of their friendship ever since.

I imagine midterms and finals week are the most fun, because it's 3 super smart geniuses trying to not die from over-studying, and it actually helps because being with each other helps with their nerves. They go to Zayne's room, bc it's clean.

It's also cute because there's no competition. No one's beating anyone. They can be the top students of their respective fields, so there's no friendship-breaking pressure to win against one another.

[hunterrami]

Cute aggression