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Maybe I am just destined to repeat my childhood for the rest of my life

AND I’ve already been struggling with feeling subhuman for nearly a year now !

#can’t feel pretty #can’t express myself #can’t even feel deserving of anything #feel like everyone should just leave me because they’ll all be better off with someone else #okay I’m going to bed

I’m sick of telling my friends they are going down slippery slopes that will cause irreparable damage to their lives and having to just sit here and watch as it happens because I care about them even though they don’t listen

#I don’t even want to be helpful anymore #so what because I have a dad who’s like this #now I’m doomed to have friends like this for the rest of my life?#is that fair to me?#at what point does it just solely become damaging and triggering to me

“Can you believe they said this about me?” And the thing is true LMAO “yeah she said she thought I had no empathy” as if you didn’t just admit to the most evil act you can do to another person two weeks before this 💀 like lmao you don’t have empathy buster. But okay I’m not gonna say that I don’t want no problems because you’re gonna argue u have empathy sometimes and “well it was a mistake but I’m not stopping”

#nbh btw #also none of these actions were aimed at me so #don’t worry about me or anything

overwhelmed at work AND at home and I feel really bad about it hhahahaah please help

I can’t ever fit in fr can people please stop putting me in their discord servers. I don’t belong there. No one ever wants me there after that one thing they brought me in for. Like please

I must say I will always appreciate my ability to lock the fuck in and get the important things done when it matters

#nbh #there comes a point where I think you’re just being a whiny bitch baby sometimes #I know it sounds mean idc #don’t give yourself unnecessary responsibility if you know you can’t handle it idk

I feel the worst I’ve ever felt in a long time

I think I have too much emotional damage to deserve anything

im always the problem lmao

js sometimes I don’t believe some of your ages

lmao been feeling like I’m gonna puke all day

ngl all of u sound like alcoholics im so tired of it lmao idc

nah ima self isolate idc

sometimes I wonder if this was all a mistake

I haven’t used this blog in a while but I feel like garbage and honestly I have no sense of security in my friendships lately. I feel useless. I can’t be there for people like I used to plus I’m not good at talking at all. When I try to communicate I fail. I don’t know my needs anymore. I just wish my brain worked.

me thinks I’ll continue to ignore

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