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Feel free to stop here and rest before journeying to the posts below.

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spreading these occasionally would be nice…

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As someone with major anxiety who can’t fucking stop themself from scrolling, i appreciate posts like this

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All good things must end on time. I hope that in the distant future the Kuroshitsuji will have a worthy final.

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Francis Barrett - Characters of Good Spirits and Characters of Evil Spirits, “The Magus, Celestial Intelligencer: A Complete System of Occult Philosophy”, 1801.

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May the 10 of Pentacles bless your account with more money than you can spend. 💵✨

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10 of Pentz came thruuu

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Omg this actually works!!! Thank you 10 of Pentacles!!!

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I could seriously use this money right now….

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Please give me my refund of 400$ soon…

hermes-is-my-homeboy

I feel obligated to reblog this every time it shows up in my dash

hermes-is-my-homeboy

No bragging, just 100% floored and grateful. Work hard, maintain a positive attitude, and believe that anything can happen.

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Need.

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Lunar Phases 🌜🌛

New moon:

new beginnings

new endeavors

new relationships

positive changes

hope and faith

planting seeds

optimism

Waxing moon:

growth

learning

accomplishments

creativity

healing

positive transformation

Full moon:

wish fulfillment

spell casting

harvest

protection

achievement

perfect ideas

Waning moon:

letting go

cleansing

breaking habits

release

opening up

making space

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Very important post!

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“I think I like my brain best in a bar fight with my heart. I think I like myself a little broken, with rough edges, a little harder to grasp. I like poetry better than therapy anyway. The poems never judge me for healing wrong.”

— Clementine von Radics, Mouthful of Forevers

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I need answers

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With God all things are possible

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To anyone living in northern states (or southern Canada)...

Greetings all. I am a writer, musician, photographer and historian. I am suffering from multiple injuries, chronic pain, clinical depression, etc. and I am seeking somewhere to live.

I have nowhere to go and the only alternative is to live in a car. A small one at that. I am on disability, for the moment, and can offer some small amount of compensation.

I have no friends or family that I can reach out to. My closest friends have committed suicide in the last few years. I am trying to avoid following them, but I don’t see how. I had one family member that cared, but she recently passed away as well.

I’ve been struggling with social security and, without even the pitiful help they provide, I’ll lose the medications that I take for the nerve pains and so on. Doctors have been no help, as well, actually hurting me worse with experimental procedures. I’m very much fucked right now.

If you (or someone you know) has a spare room or something, please write to my inbox.

I need a roof over my head, but I also need a stable environment that will not worsen my mental health. Above all, I am looking for a place that is very quiet. I can’t live with loud party people, or somewhere with thin walls that enable rude neighbors to terrorize everyone around them. Especially the sounds of loud bass from music just kill my nerves.

I’m quiet, respectful, I don’t smoke or drink or use drugs and I’d rather not be around people who smoke or use drugs. I’m looking for somewhere safe and quiet. I had my car broken into a couple months ago, for example, and I don’t wish to be in an area where such a thing is likely to occur again.

To narrow this a little further and spoil my chances of success, I don’t do well in very warm climates, which is why I specified northern states.

I doubt anyone cares anyway, based on the two thousand people that have unfollowed since the first time I posted this. If you bothered reading this far, thank you.

Edit: For more explanation about my health, here are two articles I wrote.

http://www.morbidcurse.com/article28.html

http://www.morbidcurse.com/article35.html

I’m sure this humiliation isn’t going to help, but I have to try at least. The other request is then, anyone brave enough to meet me and put a bullet in the back of my head, message my inbox. We can do it somewhere in the middle of nowhere, we have no connection, no reason for anyone to suspect you. I’m just nervous I’ll fuck up, with my luck, trying to blow my brains out. The last thing I need is to blow half my face off and still survive. :/