løsingwɛight.

27 y/o with an ed losing all the weight again (before ana, now bed). 1.65 - 5'4 HW: 120 kg - 265 lbs CW: 110,9 kg - 244 lbs. GW1: 105 kg - 231 lbs

[my-wl-journey]

MY reasons to lose weight 🦋

♡ So that I don't take up so much space.

♡ So that I can fit in (all) chairs, planes, etc.

♡ So that I can buy clothes in all stores.

♡ So that my boyfriend can touch my small body.

♡ So that I won't get stared at bc of how fat I am.

♡ So that I stop being the 'fat friend'.

♡ So that I can wear whatever I want and like.

♡ So that I don't feel so disgusting all the time.

♡ So my thighs stop chaffing.

♡ So I can prove everyone wrong, at last.

♡ So I can get a breast reduction operation.

♡ So that my body doesn't hurt while doing the smallest things.

♡ So I'm not out of breath anymore, by just walking.

♡ So I feel more energized.

♡ So I can take photos without being absolutely disgusted with myself.

♡ So I can workout and become fit, healthy.

♡ So I can feel comfortable instead of feeling the fat every second of my day.

♡ So I can go to theme parks without questioning if I'll fit the ride (this is very sad, but it's true, I almost don't now).

♡ So I can still enjoy the last bit of my twenties, what should be my 'prime time'.

♡ So that people will say 'wow you lost weight' or 'you look so much better' (validation).

♡ So that I can cross my legs while sitting, or sit comfortable anywhere.

I let myself get so fat and big, while having all these reasons not to be......

[mybedjrny]

It’s not just about losing the weight

It’s about breaking the fucking food addiction

[radioheadaching]

i can't waste any more of my youth being this fat and miserable

[hungryhungrycatapillar]

i always love this time of year because it feels like a fresh beginning. like i am so focused and locked in right now

[my-wl-journey]

Ill make a list of reasons why i need/want to lose weight. I bet it'll be a ton. Also hi, i gained all the weight back that i lost, but 2026 i wont be a pussy so imma lose it all again and more. Currently 111 kgs, my first goal is to be under 100 kgs again

[evilvoids]

I never wanna eat again.. and then I eat again

[my-wl-journey]

So to be clear to myself and to others, im recovering from BED. Trying to hold myself accountable. Thats why im eating 2000 kcal a day right now, and I will slowly eat less and less. Its just not doable to eat around 1200 kcal bc I will binge. The addiction is very very hard...

[my-wl-journey]

Pathetic

[dying-cinnamon-girl]

⭐️ving affirmatives

1. i control food, it doesn't control me.

2. i can choose to e@t or restrict whenever i want.

3. wanting food has little to no effect of me. i e@t what i plan.

4. i only ever regret e@ting, never ⭐️ving. don't e@t, don't feel regret.

5. i am in charge. if i don't want to e@t for a day, i will not.

6. i have control over my body. it does nothing without me allowing it.

7. i am never missing out on food opportunities. it will ALWAYS come around again.

8. i will not e@t just because other people are.

9. i like feeling hungry. it makes me feel good. i prefer it over feeling full.

originally posted by opine-informer

[f4tuntilprovensk1nny]

I'm so fat.

But I have to remind myself that it's not going to last forever. That I am actively doing something to not be. Even if I can't see the results in my body I see them in the scale and my clothes. I will be skinny and I won't give up.

[skinanaiam]

stay hungry

control yourself

[coffee-restriction-collarbones]

I need to feel comfortable again with feeling hungry! There is a special pleasure in it. Like an accomplishment. I miss that so much. I want to get back to that feeling. Like my self worth depends on that. So let's lock in. I really need to lock in.

[my-wl-journey]

He deserves a skinny girlfriend, not the fat cow I am now.

[my-wl-journey]

Hi guys. Im back. Gained everything back + more. Didnt know for sure if i would fit in the rides of the themepark. My vacation is over as of today, so i will start my wl journey again. Will weigh in tomorrow and change my stats. Im disgusted, acted like fk amberlyn. Addiction (to food) is no more excuse.

[nanab3rry-2]

I cancelled so many plans with friends and so so many party's because I didn't want them to see me like this

Being fat isn't funny, body dismorphia isn't funny

Everyone tells you you're "normal" like who the f wants to be normal

Nothing about me was ever extraordinary

my grades, my intelligence, my humor and even my body is normal. I just want something about me being extra in some way

[my-wl-journey]

Time to lose 10 kgs in 2,5 months teehee.

[sunshin3allday]

me 24/7