January 10th, 2013 Thursday I hate having to deal with corporate members of my job. Today we were visited by Lost Prevention which meant that I had to be behave completely emulating the perfect employee. Although thankfully I was helped with the fact that we arrived a twelve box shipment so I was preoccupied but it still was annoying. We as a store got audited and put of a 100 total score we got 94 which wasn't bad thankfully I know it was just six points off of perfection but the tiniest of things took points out. Exactly since the store opened up I was never told when handling shipment aside from scanning all mew merchandise, syncing the handheld, putting away the merchandise, folding and sticker ing the merchandise we are also suppose to keep track on the packing list what items we didn't get. Lets start off with a few items but the first being the lack of a packing list but because I didn't circle items that didn't match the packing list we lost a point. Time managed to fly by because of shipment which I love about it because my entire shift ends so quickly and I don't spend it feeling like I'm dying of boredom. Friendship. Good ones are hard to find because often times they have short life spans or they are about as fickle as the trends of the year it when you find a good friendship you know it. I've been friends with my friend Lily since I believe my junior year of college the end of 2010 start of 2011 somewhere around there. She's the quite girl that everyone looks over because she doesn't put herself out there like myself so needless to say we are polar opposites. Opposites attract though and we are different from exterior to personality but we mesh so well that we spent the same in a one bedroom apartment, her my dog and our nonexistent third roommate. I got her a job working with me so now we hang out more than we did before and every so often I spend the night to get away from home. There's people who you can see always around in your life there for you through good, funny, bad and sometimes just plan wrong moments in your life and today while running around the city going from Victoria Secret to Bertucci's to a sex shop and then to her apartment I know we will continue being good friends. Hell she's become the first person I tell things to whether its work, stress and my guy she's always in the loop and we all know that having that constant in life whatever it may be is a great thing in life. To friendship. How far are willing to express yourself? I always push my limit and try new things whether music, movies, food and other things along those lines. Even then I push myself past what I have already done. I am a sexual being we all are at some point in life we become sexual beings who engage in relationships with people whether opposite/same sex, opposite/same religion, opposite/same ethnicity; I think you get the picture. I believe that we all have an inner freak as well as a inner whore and only when we choose to act upon it are they unleashed. For me I have been unleashed my guy has unleashed my inner freak. I use the term freak every so slightly I am not into gagging, electric shock anything and I stop the line at candle wax, spilt blood and complete abuse but he makes me want to try new things. He makes me wants to play with ideas that have always been ideas and he has made me feel sexier within myself shit he's knowingly gave me the open to be a dominatrix for a night who would turn that down. Although I have promised no getting on his knees and barking like a dog I am definitely going to have some fun with this. I spend too much money on edible chocolate to draw on his body, a paddle that will definitely make things interesting in the bed and supposed silk ties for bonding that aren't at all worth the $21.99 I spent on them. But my question to people is how far are you willing to express yourself? Tattoos, piercingly, hair cuts, hair colors, fashion, language, music; everything we have accessible are we pushing ourselves or being complacent? I know I'm living and expressing myself even if I haven't even really thought that one fantasy could really be a reality and I mean that towards more than just sex. Anyways I have to go to sleep work in the morning wish me an easy rest since lately I've been a little harder to get to sleep.
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