[myangelscrimson]

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Chloe ˚ ₊

I am 20 and my pronouns are she/her.

This is my personal side blog where I will post whatever I please. There will likely be darker themes mentioned here such as murder, gore, self-harm, and occasionally NSFW.

[myangelscrimson]

me talking to myself? sort of? I'm putting it under though cause it's hella long and I don't wanna bother anyone that follows me by accident

I keep seeing people say that not all narcissists are abusers, (true, I'm sure). I don't believe in the term narcissistic abuse either as it is stigmatizing and harmful, a lot of people with npd have also experienced a LOT OF abuse and I sympathize with that greatly.... however in my experience, I've seen that most people with npd....do in some way at least use the people around them. It's quite literally one of the criteria that's implied would happen when getting diagnosed with npd...is it not? A lot of the symptoms people with npd experience are in some way... probably going to hurt others, is what it seems to me? And because it's a pattern, which is why npd is a recognizable personality disorder at all...it's likely going to happen, again and again....?

I watched someone also explain that by letting people with narcissistic personality disorder continue to define the disorder themselves....they're technically just doing exactly what someone with npd is expected to do. Painting their own narrative as to how anyone who doesn't have npd should see narcissists. And while I think people of their own disorder should be able to tell you what their disorder is like, in my own experience....most of the time what someone with npd is saying....is unreliable, fabricated, not the truth or full truth....just completely dismissing something is even wrong...

Like I think I might have bpd, and I'd be absolutely crushed if someone said what I did/do was bpd abuse...but I can also acknowledge that yes, there are patterns associated with this disorder that can result in me being abusive to another person. So much so that it is well known by therapists who can detect the patterns and how I was even able to suspect that I possibly have bpd. Not that people don't absolutely suffer with symptoms of personality disorders as much as the people they love who watch them go through it....but it's not an excuse to say that personality disorders don't come with some symptoms that can/usually hurt others in some shape or form..?

I mean, I'm always up to learn more, and I do watch/listen to a lot of self aware narcissists because they really do seem helpful ....at least explaining the inner monologue or thought processes that go along with being a narcissist. I'm better able to understand my dad and what he might be thinking or feeling based on the experiences others share. I still struggle with feeling safe around people who tell me they have npd as I've experienced abuse at the hands of someone with it ...but I always try to hear every side of an argument because I'll never get anywhere just listening to my own.

[multitrackdrifting]

It physically hurts me to block so many beautiful women but they are lying to me.

[isnt]

[thelittledaily-deactivated20260]

REBLOG THIS TO GIVE THE PERSON YOU REBLOGGED THIS FROM A GOLD STAR BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN STELLAR TODAY AND THEY DESERVE IT ⭐️

[chronicfandombrain]

Uh so I made a character bingo if anyone wants to try it (:

[diseasedcube]

for cutthroat

[myangelscrimson]

[midiport]

does anybody want to play outside

[valtsv]

nobody showed up to my public execution :/ what the fuck you guys :/

[valtsv]

fine. whatever. well they're beheading me with a sword and you're all going to miss it.

[valtsv]

contenders for funniest replies in the notes

[jordanstrophe]

Good day; please leave your whumpees unattended, unsupervised, and in an open place where they’re very grabbable. 

Thank you.

-Sincerely, totally not the whumpers.

[octopus-reactivated]

PSA: Please, leave your Whumpees unchained, untied and unguarded, preferably in an open space or in place with no locks.

-Sincerely, not-the-Caretakers

[silkenblankets]

hi,

please leave us alone

- concerned future whumpees

[silkenblankets]

Hello;

Scratch that, we love strangers.

-“concerned future whumpees”

[thelittledaily-deactivated20260]

REBLOG THIS TO GIVE THE PERSON YOU REBLOGGED THIS FROM A GOLD STAR BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN STELLAR TODAY AND THEY DESERVE IT ⭐️

[supermariomamafucker]

President Biden has plunged the nation even further into debt from buying too much candy and toys with his allowance

[holefoodsmarket]

“Nobody wants to work anymore” wrong. I never wanted to work in the first place

[sentimentaldisorder]

you look like you might use some sort of pronoun

[chronicfandombrain]

Uh so I made a character bingo if anyone wants to try it (:

[diseasedcube]

for cutthroat

[myangelscrimson]

[moveslikekeithrichards]

everyone has dreams about being lost at school, late to work, cant find bathroom etc but whats yalls most common Uncommon stress dream. ill always have dreams about having various problems with my fish tank

[moveslikekeithrichards]

everyone has dreams about being lost at school, late to work, cant find bathroom etc but whats yalls most common Uncommon stress dream. ill always have dreams about having various problems with my fish tank

[moveslikekeithrichards]

everyone has dreams about being lost at school, late to work, cant find bathroom etc but whats yalls most common Uncommon stress dream. ill always have dreams about having various problems with my fish tank