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2nd acc. mdni sw-140 cw-140 5' 4" 23

[myawkwardblogihave]

gw1: 130🎀

gw2: 125🎀

gw3:120🎀

gw4: 115🎀

gw5: 110🎀

ugw: 100🎀

[fortuneaday]

[slutdge]

"make an account to-"

[barbie-doll]

໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১

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[myawkwardblogihave]

a fucking 16 yr old called me fat bc i called her out for promoting gen0cide . yes she is wrong for that and yes she is a weirdo, and a literal child. but the alarm bells are indeed going tf off now. and i will be losing 30 lbs . and considerably not e@ ting. thx for the meansp0 ig random . also saying she gonna bma lmfaooo catch me in 2 years if im even still here n i gotchu .

[ijustwanttobeaskinnybitxh]

current low cal food fixations

light and fit vanilla yogurt - 80 cals

low fat cheese stick - 60 cals

smoked turkey breast slices - 50 cals

konjac jelly pouches - 5 cals

rice cake thins - 50 cals

popcorn - 100 cals

cottage cheese - 80 cals

seaweed- 20 cals

sugar free jello - 10 cals

[triptihosmrti]

[canelascent-deactivated20260208]

mamma, I'm unhappy

[myawkwardblogihave]

2 ppl commented on my weight the past 2 days (like gain) even tho i'm 128. i feel huge and now i wanna d!e

[myawkwardblogihave]

the amount of shame i feel is unreal.

however entirely justified .

[myawkwardblogihave]

srsly how tf i get allll the way back up LESS THAN 2 LBS UMDER MY SW. IM SO SORRY ANA PLS UGGGGGGH IM HERE OK . i messed up my leg so its hard to walk now... but at the very least i can f@st

[myawkwardblogihave]

late late late but im starting this tomorrow w day 5

food log for today tho :

grilled cheese w ham

two eggs over medium

2 16oz vanilla iced lattes.......

smalll order of fries.

net: 1,029 cals......... 🤮

thats my omad & i will b fasting the rest of today untill tmr's 550 cal goal . thank u v much better to start now then tomorrow idgaf.

<3

[myawkwardblogihave]

i gained 23 lbs and h8 myself now.

bsffr. om locking in nowwww

[anal0vesy0u]

i wish you would s+4rv3 me.

i wish you would kidnap me and hold me in your basement and not give me any f00d.

i know i can handle it easily.

i just wish it didn’t have to be my choice.

[myawkwardblogihave]

real

[myawkwardblogihave]

WHY DOES MY BFS MOM FILL THE ROOM UP W SNACKS AND SWEETS THE MOST UNHEALTHY SHIT IK SHE WANNA SABOTAGE ME

LIKE FUCK