I Have Failed You
Mon.2.11.19
So do you remember I posted about Kmart closing & me and my son going to Dave&Busters that same day, and how I only wanted to spend $20 at Dave&Busters? Well... I spent alot more than I wanted 😭 . Apart from the $67 I spent at Kmart, I spent....i don't even wanna talk about it 😭😭😭... ok, I spent $25 on a gaming card to play arcades, I also spent about another $25 on food. So that was just at Dave&Busters.
After that I needed to pump gas or else I wouldn't had made it home. I pumped like $30. So just on Saturday I spent close to $150!!! 😭😭😭
I had forgotten that this week my phone bill was due and the Walmart credit card ($30 each). And on top of that, they gave me an allowance of $100 to buy new work boots cuz my old ones were super beat up, been wearing them for a year! So this time I bought 4 pairs of boots but it ended up being a total of $135 so I had to put $35 of my own money.
Sadly I did have to transfer $50 from Savings to Checkings. I'm really disappointed in myself. I should've done a bunch different. Times like these make me feel so guilty, for instance;(this is what I tell myself) You spent $50 on food and games, when was the last time you took mom out to eat? 😭 Truth is I don't remember when the last time I took my mom out... Times like these I feel so selfish. Anyway.
I gotta sleep now. But before I go id like to ask you: if I linked a youtube channel to this blog, would you guys watch it? I was thinking of doing that and also changing the name to this blog to something a little more personal. Besides sharing my financial struggles I'd like to share a little more of my personal life. Idk I just feel I gotta tell something to someone that I don't know... ok thanks good night.
Checkings:$40.12
Savings:$977.04











