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so many things I’ve been wanting to tell you. such mundane things like I’ve changed the layout of the room, and have you seen this video? you were always the first one I wanted to tell about anything and everything. now they’re all left unspoken

#personal #i really thought you’d like to see the new layout of the room

my head hurts and i feel

#sick #personal

i don’t want to be alone anymore

#esp during the holidays #I cant do this anymore #personal

tinydinosaurperfection-deactiva

"I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together."

-Lisa Kleypas

#perhaps this may be the truest definition so far #relatable

wholeheartedsuggestions

eventually you realize you don’t want to die. you just don’t want to live the life you’re living. and slowly you try to create a life you want to live. just gotta start there.

wholeheartedsuggestions

no one needs to add “sounds fake but ok”, “no”, “well, not me”, “impossible”, etc. to this post. and i’d rather you not.

duckbunny

one day you think: I want to die.

and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a coffee. a nap. a sandwich. a book.

and I want to die turns day by day into I want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun

I want a cleaner kitchen

I want a better job

I want to live somewhere else

I want to live

#i thought that #and I was doing so much better #I wanted to live #I wanted to go to cafes #read my book #build our home together #cook together laugh watch tv play games together #but now we’re back where we started #I don’t want to be alive…#it’s worse this way cause for a moment I had hope that things could be better #relatable

pedromgabriel

- Every time -

by Pedro Gabriel

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#oh how beautiful #landscape

meganfox-s-wife

the stars and the universe love you

#need to hear this #relatable

assassin1513

✨November Dreams✨

#oh to experience smth this divine #so beautiful and warm

kinkymjolnir

i want to be soft and kind and happy. i want to be a small sun that warms everyone around me. i want to smile and tuck my hair behind my ear and laugh. i want to be so full of love, i can't help but spread it all around.

#me too…#why is that so hard #sometimes I feel like all I spread is sadness and toxicity #relatable

the-psycho-cutie-deactivated201

i want to be the one you tell everything to at 4am when you can’t sleep

#i wish #instead you’d rather be playing Pokémon at 4am when you can’t sleep #hahahah #ouch #relatable

metamorphesque

― Jenny Slate, Little Weirds

#wow #apt #relatable

flowerytale

T. S. Eliot — The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock

#it sounds so dreamy #relatable

aprilertle

It’s hard to write this without sounding like I’m throwing a pity party but does anyone else ever feel like they’re just not important to anyone? Like you’re just a background character in everyone’s life? You’re a second thought? It’s like they have no interest in you whatsoever. You’re just kinda there but not really? Almost like you’re invisible.

#ouchie #but yes #all the fucking time #I am no ones most important person #not even to my own partner #and it hurts #this kind of loneliness eats away at a person till there’s nothing left #and then what?#and then I guess everyday is a fucking struggle deciding whether the next day will be worth living #or deciding if I have the strength to do what I really want #and that is to end it all #after all #no one will miss me #they’ll spend a day a month saying oh how sad she’s gone #and then everyone will just move on #relatable

words cannot express how worthless you make me feel. i looked out into the stars and the sky and all i could think of, was despite everything we’ve been through, the instability, the lies and anger and upset, as i looked into the abyss of the universe, all i could think of was you and how much i love you and how much i wanted you to be with me in that moment. i was so nervous to tell you because i never know what i’ll get. but i did anyways, because i wanted you to know it. and you replied with oh okay.

and so i cried and i cried and i cried until there was nothing left of me.

#words I’ll never say to you #because there’s just no point in saying all these words over and over #after a bunch of time they either become forgotten or repeated so many times that they lose their meaning #and what’s the point in me always trying to prove when you never listen anyways #personal

for some reason i feel extremely sad we didn’t celebrate the mid-autumn festival together. i never used to think about celebrating it but now that it’s over, i remember you bringing me tang yuan (it was this festival right?), thinking we’d last forever. today is meant to be the day to spend with loved ones and family right?

#now you’re not even coming into the room to spend the night together #you’re probably talking to her #and your friends #I guess they’re your loved ones #I’m sad it isn’t me #personal

ijaazat

damn kinda not feeling it... thinking of bursting into tears

#pls at any damn moment #relatable

weaksorry

i wish i could actually enjoy being alive instead of being so miserable and letting time pass me by

#how is it I feel like dying at least 3 times a week #do people not live like this?#are there people who actually want to be alive???#the concept is so foreign #relatable

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