Random Stoof

✨she/they • Queer • You deserve the world • Sending love and hugs, always✨

[mygaymindpalace]

Sometimes you outgrow people and they outgrow you. It doesn't mean there's something wrong with you. It's okay; you're okay. It's just an (usually) unfortunate part of life. You're okay 💛

[mygaymindpalace]

I'm losing myself trying to be there for you. I won't keep doing that to myself. I *was* there for you all night, even when you were trying to push me away, because I knew you needed it. Then you turned your intrusive thoughts on me and attacked. I was helping and you hurt me. I'm not going to lose myself. I didn't do anything wrong. I'll stay up with myself all night if I have to. I. Haven't. Fallen.

[i-am-a-fish]

whose dumb ass idiot fuck idea was it to make medicine cost money

[i-am-a-fish]

go to triple hell

[mygaymindpalace]

I genuinely do, and sometimes it infuriates me because I don't think you give a fuck. Either of you, one less of a fuck than the other though. Dropped me like flies and I still hope you're doing okay.

8 years...3-2 ½ years & 7 years...7ish months

I don't think I'm okay right now...

[mygaymindpalace]

Does this type of love only exist in rock songs? I'm hoping I just haven't found it yet (even though I thought we had, but I also know it was timing not us)

[mygaymindpalace]

Miss you, Pacman ❤️

[genderoutlaws]

alright great the next thing seems to be fearmongering about trans people "no longer having SSNs". if you see some post saying you should enter your social security number into a random ass website to "check if its still there" for the love of Gd do not do that, its a scam / way to steal your identity. check your ssa.gov account or create one if you want to check in on like your benefits or anything, go to associated gov websites, but this seems to be another attempt to stoke hysteria among scared trans people with no evidence so far, as far as i've seen,,

[labelleizzy]

Never act in a panic from something you read on the Internet

Take five minutes to calm down and pester a friend about it, have them look the thing up for you if you're freaking out/panicking

[the-haiku-bot]

Never act in a

panic from something you read

on the Internet

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[mygaymindpalace]

When the adventure to alleviate your sorrows actually works

[mygaymindpalace]

It's only February. I'm only 21. My life is still just starting. I'll be okay (I've conquered worse 🫂)

And I'll be okay even if I'm alone, always been good at making myself chuckle anyways. Rather alone and smiling than together and sad, right

[memeuplift]

[i-am-a-fish]

2 facts ordered from Most -> Least obvious

you're gorgeous

you're currently on a website called tumblr

[mygaymindpalace]

One day someone's gonna love the hell out of me, the way I deserve :)

[mygaymindpalace]

I just want(ed) to be loved.

[mygaymindpalace]

I love you and it's hurting me, and in your eyes, that's my fault.

[mygaymindpalace]

I'd rather be single and alone than...this. "Too much", unloved, lonely, walking on eggshells unable to be myself. All of that provided by the one person who's supposed to make you feel the *exact* opposite of that. Can't keep putting myself through this.

[mygaymindpalace]

Never gonna be prepared to lose you. I know it's likely not any time soon but still, hurts to think about. I know you know I love you 💜

[mygaymindpalace]

Am I giving this love to someone unable to reciprocate? More specifically, someone unable to reciprocate it in the way I've told them is best for me.

Universe, I hope not.