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A friendly reminder that Tahl has MOVED to @withhiraeth !! Please come follow me there, and if you have a thread you would like to continue, don’t be shy to let me know — I’d love to keep writing with you!

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A friendly reminder that Tahl has MOVED to @withhiraeth !! Please come follow me there, and if you have a thread you would like to continue, don’t be shy to let me know — I’d love to keep writing with you!

mylastmoment

A friendly reminder that Tahl has MOVED to @withhiraeth !! Please come follow me there, and if you have a thread you would like to continue, don’t be shy to let me know — I’d love to keep writing with you!

mylastmoment

A friendly reminder that Tahl has MOVED to @withhiraeth !! Please come follow me there, and if you have a thread you would like to continue, don’t be shy to let me know — I’d love to keep writing with you!

mylastmoment

A friendly reminder that Tahl has MOVED to @withhiraeth !! Please come follow me there, and if you have a thread you would like to continue, don’t be shy to let me know — I’d love to keep writing with you!

officially moved

all right, the day has finally come! I’ve completely moved tahl over to my multimuse ( again, that’s @withhiraeth if you wanna hop on over & keep being mutuals !! ) and will be writing her from there from now on. just a last couple of things here before I sign off activity here:

-if we have a thread and you want to continue ( and I assure you, I definitely do ) please come follow me and let me know! I don’t have a lot of energy right now so I’m not sure if I can deal with coming and asking everyone myself but I definitely will try at some point because I love so many of the threads we have going & don’t want to stop!

-I have queued my “moving” post several times, it will keep posting over the next few days, for people in other timezones and such. you can unfollow if you don’t want to see it, but again...I hope we can continue being mutuals.

-finally, thank you all SO MUCH for following me here, whether that’s been for two weeks or two years. I have grown so much as a person and as a writer because of this blog and I have made some amazing friendships in the rpc and it makes me so happy to think of all you guys who have stuck with me for so long and watched me grow & better myself. it’s been a long journey and I am grateful you’ve all been here for it.

zanna, signing off! come say hi on the new url, can’t wait to see where we go!

#this has been your daily reminder (PSA)#(meanwhile backstage) { OOC }

withhiraeth

Hiraeth:

(n) a homesickness for a home to which you cannot return, a home which maybe never was; the nostalgia, the yearning, the grief for the lost places of your past.

—we wander with hiraeth, alone.

#tahl is here now !!! don't worry I'm still around #could never stop writing tahl i love her too much #self promo.#promos.

A friendly reminder that Tahl has MOVED to @withhiraeth !! Please come follow me there, and if you have a thread you would like to continue, don’t be shy to let me know — I’d love to keep writing with you!

#this has been your daily reminder (PSA)

mylastmoment

Update & Moving!

Heyyyy guys! I didn’t mean to neglect Tahl for so long but I got caught up in making my multi and then I have the time perception of a chunk of asphalt so I didn’t realize how long it had been. I took a bit of an unexpected break from RP…college got really wild during the end of last semester ( I had to move dorms due to renovations, finals were stressing me out big time, and then once I got home there was so much family drama and 40 hr work weeks keeping me tied up. ) I’m pretty much tired all the time, and the homework is never done.

This semester has been….great some ways, horrible in others. I’ve gotten to see my sister a lot, spend weekends with her, which has been incredible. I’ve grown closer to one of my friends and I’m finally finding some time to read and write. I’ve published multiple fics recently and it’s been amazing! I joined a Big Bang as an artist for BNHA and oh, my gosh, I’ve made SO many amazing friends from the experience. I’ve had some of the happiest times of my life due to them and the fact that I finally was able to start cosplaying, after years of my bad self-image keeping me from doing it.

There have been really bad times too. I still have….a bunch of family issues, and frankly, I think I always will at this point. I don’t see a foreseeable future where my parents will fully accept me as I am, and it’s hard coming to terms with that. The biggest influence on my art for half a decade passes away very unexpectedly a few weeks ago and that has wreaked havoc upon my mental/emotional state. I missed a trip I wanted to go on, didn’t get to see my best friends because of it, and cried a lot. Both of my roommates really don’t seem to like me and one is actually moving rooms as we speak because living together was “ruining our friendship” — though I wouldn’t say we even…had one.

All in all…it’s been wild. Life is insane and sometimes it’s good, sometimes not.

But I don’t want to neglect Tahl or the friendships I’ve made here, because I love RP and I love you guys. So here’s what’s going to happen.

I’m moving Tahl to my multimuse, @withhiraeth. It’s small, with only two active muses right now, but more to come when I have time to gather more icons, recode it, and finish muse pages, etc. Keeping track of two RP blogs, as well as my personal tumblrs, twitter, AO3, Instagram, and homework just isn’t viable for me, so please, if we’re mutuals, feel free to move on over and follow me there. I can’t say how soon Tahl or I will be active on there, but I’m hoping soon. I am going to make a list of threads I have with people here and if you want to continue them, there will be instructions on that post for how to go about letting me know. Then I will move them over. I will also be reposting/reblogging a LOT of stuff over there in order to get Tahl up and running. Please don’t be afraid to come talk. I’ve missed you guys.

I’m so sorry I went invisible for so long….I keep doing it and things never seem to stop coming up. But I’m going to try to put in more of an effort, take things slow. Thank you for being patient with me! I love you all so much.

#this has been your daily reminder (PSA)#(meanwhile backstage) {OOC}

Update & Moving!

Heyyyy guys! I didn’t mean to neglect Tahl for so long but I got caught up in making my multi and then I have the time perception of a chunk of asphalt so I didn’t realize how long it had been. I took a bit of an unexpected break from RP...college got really wild during the end of last semester ( I had to move dorms due to renovations, finals were stressing me out big time, and then once I got home there was so much family drama and 40 hr work weeks keeping me tied up. ) I’m pretty much tired all the time, and the homework is never done.

This semester has been....great some ways, horrible in others. I’ve gotten to see my sister a lot, spend weekends with her, which has been incredible. I’ve grown closer to one of my friends and I’m finally finding some time to read and write. I’ve published multiple fics recently and it’s been amazing! I joined a Big Bang as an artist for BNHA and oh, my gosh, I’ve made SO many amazing friends from the experience. I’ve had some of the happiest times of my life due to them and the fact that I finally was able to start cosplaying, after years of my bad self-image keeping me from doing it.

There have been really bad times too. I still have....a bunch of family issues, and frankly, I think I always will at this point. I don’t see a foreseeable future where my parents will fully accept me as I am, and it’s hard coming to terms with that. The biggest influence on my art for half a decade passes away very unexpectedly a few weeks ago and that has wreaked havoc upon my mental/emotional state. I missed a trip I wanted to go on, didn’t get to see my best friends because of it, and cried a lot. Both of my roommates really don’t seem to like me and one is actually moving rooms as we speak because living together was “ruining our friendship” — though I wouldn’t say we even...had one.

All in all...it’s been wild. Life is insane and sometimes it’s good, sometimes not.

But I don’t want to neglect Tahl or the friendships I’ve made here, because I love RP and I love you guys. So here’s what’s going to happen.

I’m moving Tahl to my multimuse, @withhiraeth. It’s small, with only two active muses right now, but more to come when I have time to gather more icons, recode it, and finish muse pages, etc. Keeping track of two RP blogs, as well as my personal tumblrs, twitter, AO3, Instagram, and homework just isn’t viable for me, so please, if we’re mutuals, feel free to move on over and follow me there. I can’t say how soon Tahl or I will be active on there, but I’m hoping soon. I am going to make a list of threads I have with people here and if you want to continue them, there will be instructions on that post for how to go about letting me know. Then I will move them over. I will also be reposting/reblogging a LOT of stuff over there in order to get Tahl up and running. Please don’t be afraid to come talk. I’ve missed you guys.

I’m so sorry I went invisible for so long....I keep doing it and things never seem to stop coming up. But I’m going to try to put in more of an effort, take things slow. Thank you for being patient with me! I love you all so much.

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ONE ( ALIAS / NAME ) Zanna TWO ( BIRTHDAY ) April 5 THREE ( ZODIAC SIGN ) I’m an Aries but there are very few things about Aries that match me. FOUR ( HEIGHT ) 5′5.5″ ( my license says 5′6″ because I headcanon myself taller fdhsjkf ) FIVE ( HOBBIES ) Reading excessively, writing ( fanfic, poetry, letters & original stories ), singing, dancing ( badly ), playing any available instrument ( mostly piano ), drawing SIX ( FAVOURITE COLOUR(S ) Cerulean SEVEN ( FAVOURITE BOOKS ) Pounding Hooves by Dorothy Grunbock Johnston, The Scorpio Races by Maggie Stiefvater, The Black Stallion by Walter Farley, The Door Within trilogy by Wayne Thomas Batson, The Lord of the Rings trilogy by J. R. R. Tolkien, The Goose Girl by Shannon Hale, & The Twistrose Key by Tone Almhjell. EIGHT ( LAST SONG LISTENED TO ) “So Close” from Enchanted NINE ( LAST FILM WATCHED ) The Corpse Bride ( I cried ) TEN ( INSPIRATION FOR MUSE ) For Tahl I just...really felt a strong connection to her and wanted to see her better represented in the sw & swrpc as a whole, plus she’s kind of what I aspire to be, so I started writing her. I pull a lot of inspiration from some of my own experiences & all the books I’ve read. it’s the same with my multi. ELEVEN ( MEANING BEHIND YOUR URL ) pretty obvious, kinda hard to mix it up. if you’ve read the JA books, you know that when Tahl dies, she says “let this moment be my last” and I found that to be a really powerful moment, especially considering the emphasis on a lot of characters in sw choosing when they die. Tahl was dying anyway, but through sheer force of will she held on long enough to be able to reassure Qui-Gon and speak to him coherently one last time, and then she chose to let go and have a last moment of dignity and self-possession, and I thought that was incredible. so my URL is, fittingly, “mylastmoment”.

#( dash games. )#( about the mun. )#this was fun!!!