May My Words Find Their Way To You

Love core and vent blog Tw mental illness and bad poetry

[sacred-portal]

[mymalachiteheart]

WHY DID U HAVE TO BE SUCH A FUCKING LIAR

[mymalachiteheart]

I NEED TO DIE

[mymalachiteheart]

I just wish we could go back in time I wish I was in a new relationship I wish I never met you I wish we were happy I wish you were good I wish you knew how to fix things I wish I was in love with someone else I wish you could just assure me that everything’s going to be okay I wish I could believe it or anything you say anymore I wish I didn’t spend so much time there I wish my brain chemistry wasn’t so fucked I wish I wasn’t so reliant on you I wish I loved my life enough to just be good on my own I wish I was a cat and didn’t have to think about anything stressful ever I wish things were easy I wish I was happy I wish you weren’t that way I wish our sex life was better I wish you would just listen to me more I wish we were just together again I wish I was in the arms of someone else someone that knew how to hold me I wish those were your arms I wish you were different I wish you could fix things I wish things weren’t so complicated and I didn’t let my emotions get the better of me I wish I knew what I wanted I wish you could just fix it

[mymalachiteheart]

This has been the hardest most confronting thing I’ve ever had to go through in my life. I hate being alive I hate existing I hate that you did what you did I hate it so so much.

Pros

We love each other dearly

You provide a safe warm space for me

Funny

Handsome

You look out for me for the most part

Very loving and you listen to me

Earnest heart

Cons

You’re a fucking liar

You kind of cheated on me

You texted some girl that you weren’t over your ex

Let her talk mad shit and said crazy things about me

Gave me severe trauma and trust issues towards you

Broke my heart

[disgustinggf]

being mutuals is such a special bond like we are basically married

[acuzena]

[butchfagminotaur]

i'm both dumber and smarter than you think so don't underestimate me because i'm actually smart about a lot of stuff but also don't be surprised if i'm dumb about some other stuff hope that helps

[bagofbonesmp3]

a single screenshot from a homosexual on Tumblr will make me want to watch a film more than any promo material a media company could ever offer

[mymalachiteheart]

2578

[bitchi4mwillywonka]

learning how to react less because why should i have to lose my mind just to be understood

[boringkate]

It's not too late to suppress all of your wants and desires and to die unfulfilled and afraid without anyone ever having really known you.

[mymalachiteheart]

doesn’t say sorry. doesn’t budge or compromise. Has kept wallpaper of ex in phone and probably doesn’t even have a single picture of you on their phone at all. less than ideal sex life. pretty rude

[mymalachiteheart]

ughhhh but not getting what u want hurts so good

[achillesinhighheels]

[malibuposts]

If he's as bad as they say then i guess i'm cursed

[oldwinesoul]

mi amor

[segamascott]