My Little World

The place I let out my sigh, my pain, my laughters, my day...

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Forever Jackson and BamBam. I love you.

GOT7 “See You in Japan DVD 2” Bambam’s birthday letter to Jackson (via littlelittletree)

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DD!! ;)

whoaaa.. I didn't update much because of my hectic schedule. ckck.. and now here I am, sitting in the visa unit waiting for my number being called, with headset tagged on my ears. hehee. I look so cool?? but I have few probs regarding my cool images... my new friends misunderstood if I hate her since I dont talk much and im not good in being the icebreaker. heiks.. its just hard for me to get close to anyone. u need to be special enough. lolz. kidding. I mean u need to put more efforts to know me more. thats proves that u worth my time rite??... argh.. not to mention about the crazy teacher yesterday. I keep trembling while drawing because he keeps looking at my drawing. heiks. jebal. im so beginner in drawing.. so dont look when im drawingg.. -_- I realize my friends are mostly good in drawing. I need to practice more to gain confidence. heiks.. :/ :/

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Greenish Face Today

hohoho... I need to go to school and confirm some letters... -.- but why people keep asking whether I'm okay today or am I sick... :/ :/ I didnt see any difference in my face but they said that the color of my face isn't good, I should go home and rest. and now here I am,, home sweet home.. hiingg.. It's not fun to be alone at homee, and I can't sleep. What should I do now? o.o heummm.....................

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ABCD, orientation of university life

okaayyy,, now I'm in the train to KL city alone, with heavy luggage along as my friend. lol. I guess my life would be like this for a lonnngggg time.. But I think I am slowly adapting the life of being alone. I'm not that scared anymore. well perhaps the loneliness and emptiness still there. but im suree I could cooly ignore them. so,,, my orientation with different friends was over yesterday. I became popular bcoz my tiny mini size also bcoz I make cute aegyo on stage that I was told to. -_- it really threw my pride away. tsk.. even my friends start to tease me a lot and brush my hair often. hoahaha.. my hairrrr!! ==' but whatever. let them do what they feel fun, as long as they r happy then. keke. so,, im gnna meet my famz soon? haha. I miss food in KL!! >< lemme eat u!! and im confused what club I should join? dance, music or choir??.... weww... no idea. it requires audition and I havent touched my piano for 1 month alrdy. ckck so this is it for today. bye diary.

[mymintymelody]

for now,, I just want to live happily~~ ^^ Back to my bubbly personality? keke. xD I bet my friends gnna be shocked to see me like this again. tsk... Its been a long time. and Back to my bubbly side means I need to put my guard down and get hurt a lot. But it's my real personality,, isnt it worth trying? :P

my little pinkish brain and my small thumping heart

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Sing you to sleep by matt cab.

A magical song that calms me down and stops my tears when I'm sad~ ^^ keke. 

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why do you keep dreaming of someone who doesn't even think about you anymore?..... its been a week alrdy! arghh!!

my little pinkish brain which is turning crazy

[kiiseu]

by Lakuda-san

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I'm still lacking a lot,, but one day I wish there'll be someone who tell me this "I'm so lucky to have you by my side" ^^

My little pinkish brain cooperating with my small pumping heart

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2014-07-26 Lonely Sad Saturday

Dear diary,, its only my 2nd entry. Too bad that tonight I'm sharing a little sad story here... heheh.. I was feeling sick after I woke up at 11 this morning. I think it is because I skipped my pills for days. -.- okaayy.... I'm fine with that..

Then,, something unpleasant happened ? ... hheg, even though I know there is a good side why it happened. someone I like,, just skyped me like usual by call... I thought it will be a good day since I really miss his voice. and yet,, after the call.. we decided to draw clear boundaries as friends. Its for his own good and also mine. Perhaps we did sounds like couple.. but we aren't. No clear status, no confession.. hhag, we were weird. 

perhaps it will work out this way.. I should remain calm and keep my cool side. Nobody knows about this except me and him... but well. I don't understand why he ask me to wait for him, until he is ready.. weirdly,, even if he didn't say that, I think my heart will wait for him. Wait for him to be mature, wait for him to be ready, as a man. but well.. in other side, I feel insecure. Could I trust him? I mean.. if I were waiting that long, what if his heart will be given to others, not me ?...

If that really happens, I will just cooly brush of my shoulder. even I know it will be hurt. But it's not the first time I experience this kind of hurt. So,, I think I will be able to handle it well. because I'm winnie, I'm me. the one who will show no weakness to others, even I'm dying inside.

[michyeoso]

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2014-07-25 My weird brain , my broken tear glands

Dear Diary,, haha..

wow,, its really strange to write my feelings here.  So..... where do I start? haha. Alright, first, I need to do self introduction ?

I'm Winnie. okay, mostly people find it easy to spell because it is the same spelling with cartoon character, Winnie the Pooh. No wonder people around me call me Pooh or Bear. Because of my physical appearance which is kinda mini ? chibi ? short and chubby I guess. I'm not good in cooking, fashion, or anything. I don't have good body shape or v-line face or perhaps nice legs that others do. And I find it is quite bothersome while walking with pretty girls. Since I'm not as pretty as them. And I'm really lack of confident, which I think I need to fix that. I play piano since I was 4, but I stopped the piano lesson since junior high school ? now I really miss my lovely piano since I stayed abroad for my college.

I live in this world ordinarily just like others did since 22nd of May. I breathe, get hurt and fall down to the ground as much as others do in my age. I've lost my beloved father few years ago suddenly,, so I know how it feels to lost someone you love so much in your life. I didn't cry for the first day and the 2nd day after my dad passed away... Not because I'm not sad at all or I'm a rude daughter. But because I couldn't help but not to believe that it was just a nightmare. I thought when I wake up,, it will be alright. And I lost my power to cry. More precisely to say that,, I have no strength to cry because of the shock.  If I could rate the pain then it would be 10/10. If possible, I wish I will never feel that pain again, well but I know it is impossible. And now,, I still don't understand why I couldn't cry it out when I was in pain or sad. 

For example, I was watching "The Fault In Our Stars" along with my friend which made my friend and other people cried like crazy. but I don't have any drop of tears on my face. I understand it is sad and I also feel emotional when I watched it. But I couldn't cry it out. Then I realise, I keep it in too much? Until my friend looked at me weirdly and asked me whether I got a heart made of stone.. wow.. xP so direct, my dear friend. But it's not true. I feel sad. I also want to cry. But.. I just can't. Okay, don't tell me if it's some kind of mental disease? LOL. And,, the 2nd rank of fear is ... a fear to be forgotten. what is it called again? Athazagoraphobia? okay, that is excess. lol. It's not to the point of phobia. but it could make me tremble or shiver. But I learned something from the movie I watched? which is I WANTED TO BE LOVE DEEPLY, NOT WIDELY. I don't need wide love from everybody in the world. I just need 1 person to love me deeply. And I would feel myself so lucky...

haha, it's too long for the introduction part ? wew. Enough for tonight. and see ya dear diary.

[1000-life-hacks]

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Difference of Women and Men

Women : we feel more, we love more, we need more security, we need care, we couldn't stand of coldness, we tends to get hurt more, we provide nurture and pure love. Men: we just think simply, we talk less and fix more when meets problem, we have to meet life goal first before love, we profess provide protect the woman we love, we couldn't be 24 hours attached , listening hours talk, keeping convo lasts more than 2 mins even to woman we love.

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This song calms me down~ ^^v

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I don't wanna be all way clingy to you. So instead of plestering you like a gum, I'm waiting for you to miss me and look for me. Even I'm dying of waiting.

My little pinkish brain